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  1. justtwicethen
    Hi Zimtera, I have been in an almost identical relationship like yours. As a result I know a lot of the dynamics and feelings that comprise such a relationship. if you wish to PM me, please feel free. Sadly mine didn't work out there are perhaps things, advice I would like to depart with, to you, that may make yours work?
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    Im sorry if my poste lackes in coherency but im a bit inebriate d lol. City life, what to say...uhh all i can say is, i miss my ex so much. she was my first love, and is second to none.. god girl where are you... a part o fme has been ripped out...for so long.. sigh ill always love you.. -your sweetheart p.s sorry to npost this here but for some reaosn the post thing doesnt work in enotalopne...its so frustratingt!!!
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    I know what you're going through. She was and is a good girl and you hurt her. Broke her heart, but listen, she is still there for you ok? She loves you. You love her. She sais that one day she will return, and now you are a BETTER person. You can take care of her heart right? So just play it cool. Don't insist and wait it out. You OWE this to her. She just doesn't want to be hurt again. It's like me with my ex. We fought, and haven't spoken since...i mean she's gone. I don't think she's coming back. And I can't break the silence although I love her beyond anything...but she hurt me. So it's the one who hurts..
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    Hi people, I just found a poem: It's been over a year since I parted ways with my girlfriend. I still feel that I am reeling from it, I mean, as time progresses my feelings fade...I guess... but I never wanted to leave her... So baby I know that you'll never read this, but you've left a vacuum in my heart, just all alone now. "Not fate" I feel so alone and empty inside of my heart, I have thought about the past and why we are apart. I think about the way things use to be, I was with you or you were with me. I think about the ways that you always made me smile, Even though we are apart I have felt this way for awhile. When I am down and I feel like crying, I remind myself im living and that I'm not dying. But still I feel like a part of me has been taken away, I think about you each and every day. I hope that you notice that I do still care, That I have not forgotten the things we use to share. Mabe oneday we can try to work things out, Dont ever think that we cant never have any doubt. I hope you know that you still have my whole heart, Nothing has changed I have loved you from the start. I might act like I am fine and I have moved on by, But when I think about you I begin to cry. I know that I will always and forever be here for you, Anything that happens I will be right here all the way through. So I wish apoun a star that you are thinking of me, That oneday we will both open our hearts and minds to see. So I want to let you know that you are my soul mate, I am counting on our love for one another, no longer fate. sigh what is it about love? when someone goes, the go forever?
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    Im sorry, although I wont be able to tell you which one of the options it is. I can tell you that you are still in love with him.. and my gut feeling goes with that he is not over you...or else a state of indifferenc would imply him meeting you or atleast calling you to say tha he's busy. Sigh...it's so hard to get over the first love. I mine I miss mine till today...and it's been so long since we even communicated. Its just all wrong...love shouldn't hurt this much.
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    Im sorry, although I wont be able to tell you which one of the options it is. I can tell you that you are still in love with him.. and my gut feeling goes with that he is not over you...or else a state of indifferenc would imply him meeting you or atleast calling you to say tha he's busy. Sigh...it's so hard to get over the first love. I mine I miss mine till today...and it's been so long since we even communicated. Its just all wrong...love shouldn't hurt this much.
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    lol, you cheated on him...and let me get this straight, you don't allow him to watch porn?
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    Personally, I think you should become a lesbian pornstar. Marriage is forever. So don't make that mistake because you are clearly not ready.
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    shes still in love with you. "..." always means "sweetheart, where are you?"
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    She still loves you. What can you do about that?
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    Im yet to get over, wanting to get over her... I know one day I will with time because...sadness does fly away on the wings of time. But those moments with her...just so surreal...they just keep echoing in me. I mean, she was, is my soulmate. But where is she? sigh... guess I gotta wake up
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    If this woman that I love makes me want to change and get my life in order or in another words, makes me want to be a better man... and then she gets pregnant...well I have to become a better man even quicker then. Because love.
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    Hi, NC works most of the time. But the difficult thing is adhering to NC and being ready to embark on NC for perhaps...4-5 months... You know what I don't understand? Why do people in love break up? Sigh...I mean, when two fall in love its the most amazing thing...so why do they part ways.. and why do they HURT eachother with NC? its not fair..
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    You should tell him to CUT THE GAMES??? No Ill tell you something. From your post, it looks like you ended the relationship? Then NC for 6 months?? He has a right to be mad. And to be honest its the same mistage I made with my ex...I didn't make love to mine... He deserves your love. If you want him back, ask him.
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    Hahah, Duuude I feel you man. I know exactly what you mean. It's the same with me... its been over a year and I love her...even more probably...as days go by. Of course, she doesn't know that I cry myself to sleep...afterall, she is 4,000 miles away. But thats life man. We're down now, but the only way for us, is UP. ;-)
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    dude i agree with you totally. There is something about fate, or that power...it shoes to everyone, life is a zero sum game. I met my ex after one year of parting this August. She was telling me about some personal problems she went through this year...and while she was telling me this, her eyes filled up with tears...lol, I know what she was really saying, "boy, how could you leave me last year, how could have torn apart what we had"...even though she didn't SAY it....sigh... for me though, I still lover her. Wonder what the MATRIX has in store for me...
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    But also understand that someday of you return for your ex...he may be gone. Only leave if you are 101% sure.
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    RayKay, I read your boyfriends entire response above. Im going to make this short. He is still madly in love with you. (PM me for reasons how I cam to this conclusion). However, the question at hand is, how YOU can stop hurting now right? Well, understand that you have a VERY good boyfriend (ex). He has his heart in the right place. IF YOU WANT HIM BACK IN YOUR LIFE, WITH YOU ONE DAY, LET HIM GO NOW..... This is the best advice you can take. Don't let him go because you want him to realize what he lost, but because often love needs irrational medicine. Be his friend, and he will return one day. Mark my words.
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    Well, What are your feelings towards her? The fact that she broke NC shows that she still loves you.. so what ever you do, do it gently. I think you should respond her back, via email with the tone she wrote hers. But don't start cryinig and saying "Oh baby I love you" or something. Take it slow. Women are a bit weird in that respect and might get scared away.
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    My first love and now ex doesn't communicate with me anymore. So everyday, when I awake...and throughout the day...I miss her dearly. So I write to to her...but send the mails to myself. (so someday I can look back and smile This is one I wrote yesterday: "Hi baby luv So guess what, last night...I dreamt of you again. Lol, I think its the 3rd time in 3 nights! It was weird, yesterday in my dream I was on a field trip or something with my class mates from high school. We were all in the classroom discussing something and suddenly your name was called. Everybody else continued to talk but my heart just started beating...wildly... I got up and tried to look for you but you weren't there. I got a bit anxious and then looked on the chalk board that you and some other people were divided into another room. At that point I just said to my self "oh thank god, she is here"... It's funny though, throughout the whole dream, I knew you were there...I also knew that you knew I was there. We passed eachother a few times in the room later on...I dont think our eyes met...but...we could feel eachother's presense It was beautiful...but painful when I awoke this morning in my dimly lit room (I think the morning sun had just risen)...I said to myself, "what a tease" after which I let a few tears. *sigh* I love you baby...where are you in this world?
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    Very sweet poem
  22. justtwicethen
    Youll be surprised but sometimes, the good looking people are also the ones who have come a long way and hence know what it feels like to not be appreciated. Hence, they are often nicer than the average or lesser attractive ones who go for anyone and everything.
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    Viola, What you did is 100% correct. I am a guy (so its not like some girl fraternizing with you cause you are girl too). This happened to my ex and she had the audacity to tell me about it. I went ballistic. Kiss = a natural extension of emotions = only when in love I know, weird but that is what a kiss is.
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    I shall never look at a woman the same way again.
  25. justtwicethen
    To the person who initiated this post: "Are you still there??" If yes, I just want to say that ConFuddled hit it spot on. I agree 100%. I mean, to me, your wife perhaps just wants reassurance. So talk to her and tell her how you feel. Note: If she really was the cheating type, she would be WAY more secretive and would have had a history of infidelity.
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