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teacup

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  1. for alcoholics, that first drink is what gets them.
  2. nah, i wouldn't use someone just for sex. that would be so messed up. i like good guys. the ones that are tall, honest, open, funny and sweet. the bad ones...send 'em to hell!! lately, i find white guys intriguing. i didn't before so it's kind of weird.
  3. so....you like nothing better than a big squishy brain? that doesn't sound fun. it's too bad, im not attracted to a lot of guys. only once in a blue moon do i meet one that i really like...
  4. hey now! i resent that! i miss ONE part of them! the BEST part.
  5. Well, this just pisses me off. I'm not getting any. Golly, it would be nice too. But I just don't do the casual sex thing (otherwise I thinks lots of guys would be happy to oblige). My number's pretty low I think for my age. And I usually seek something more committed before doing anything. I mean there's too many risks out there, stds, aids, pregnancy, crappy men. I dont want to get involved with that. Well, last guy I was with, I told him I wanted great sex, lots of it, and steady sex....and to have fun and adventures. I'm young.....not too old, not too young, and I want to have fun. and Welp, let's just say I am stressed out today, pissed off, and he couldn't even give me that. I mean he's long gone...but he knew what I wanted. >=( Lots of sex with one person. I just want to hear from all those who aren't getting any either. (for whatever reason). Misery and frustration like company. I'm also really stressed. gahhhhhhhhhhh
  6. I've learned that it's impossible to expect the unexpected. All you can do is go with the flow.
  7. Hey Grace, Hang in there. You're going to get through this and feel much much better. It makes me sick that a guy could be that violent and disgusting. But you know what? I talked to a rape counselor after this guy used me. and you know what she said? She said that, it's not you that made the sex dirty, cheap, disgusting and violating. For you, sex is still something that is valuable and HE is the one that broke that code, so HE is the one to blame. (It made me feel a lot better when she said this, so I hope that it makes you feel better too.) You did not deserve this.....and I hope all the bad karma he has created comes back and kicks him in the * * *. God bless, I hope you feel better. *hugs* We are here for you.
  8. can I just say that ur avatar scares the bejeezus out of me? if only i had a thousand arms, legs, and heads, i could do all of this. oh but then i wouldn't be a girl but an alien octopus.
  9. but......cavemen adore their bearskin rugs! they snuggle and cuddle with it and brush the fur and the bearskin keeps them warm and fuzzy.......it's so wonderful on a cold night in the cave. who wouldn't want to be a rug?!
  10. life feels really unhappy right now.
  11. oh. 2 dates. so embarrassing to say. but i really liked him. he gave me a kiss when i was leaving his car at the end of the second date, and said see you later......and i could tell he was happy and meant it. and then total drama blew up and i never saw him again. i suppose he has forgotten by now. but man.......for a brief moment, i was happy. he was such a cool guy. he even offered to shave off his beard for me....*sigh*
  12. each goodbye seems a little easier. i wonder if i will soon become one of those heartless * * * * *es. j/k. i think i feel too much. man...why do i miss him? why do i care about someone that doesnt even care about me? i feel like a dummy sitting here thinking of him......he is probably dating some other girl already. each day, i wish he could come back to me....i wish he would see the truth...i wish he cared......i keep waiting......but i know im just being silly. it's over. done. finished. nothing i can do. it's getting better......but i wish i could forget because i havent forgotten yet. *sigh*
  13. The thing is, despite all these things, it doesn't FEEL like life is getting any better. It's like the same old life everyday. I'm tired and just want to give up.
  14. u'll just have to let brad screw himself. men are retarded like that. yeah. i sound mad right? well, i went out with this guy, and he didn't treat me right and his friend asked me out. and i TOLD him, " asked me to hang out." and he didn't say anything. it felt like he didn't care (which he didn't). so i went and had a BLAST. and i told his friend i was seeing someone too, i just didn't mention who. well, they find out from each other. and the first guy was ANGRY. i dont know what he had to be angry about because i TOLD him beforehand and he didnt even care. and his friend.....i mean...the other guy just wanted to use me for sex, i thught his friend actually liked me. *sigh* the whole experience made me want to throw up. the first guy turned out to be an alcoholic, he lies, manipulates, deceives ppl, uses girls....WOW what a great guy! and the second guy says i am shady and doesnt want to be friends with me. he thinks his friend is such a good friend and such a great guy!! me?? shady?? i can't believe that he doesn't see that his friend is a drunk, a liar, a manipulator, and a deceiver. he is a disgusting human being. i can't believe that someone like that is considered a "great person" while i am the "bad" one. it makes me feel so ill. his friend thought i was lying about him being drunk all the time. (i mean, hello, the guy is constantly drinking and has 3 DUIS, is his friend stupid or blind?) i caught him lying to me a lot of times and i caught him lying to his friend once. i was so sick from the whole experience. sometimes u just have to let ur friend "brad" get backstabbed a couple dozen times before he figures it out. if he ever does.
  15. I think life would be easier to be dumb. I really think so.
  16. Oh my god, I am so stressed out. I have a million gazillion things to do and I dont have enough time to do it all. I want to go to bartending school, new friends are asking me to hang out, I have schoolwork, I work, I am required to attend seminars for work, I have all these projects, I need to get a hair cut, I want to go and dye my hair half pink, I am driving myself INSANE cuz I am so busy. I think I am going to collapse from exhaustion, lack of time and stress. On top of that, I miss him, old friends are e-mailing me......I have no time to breathe!! I need some coping tips, procrastination tips, time management tips....AHH!! I have this personality that drives me to succeed.....sometimes I feel like I have to prove I'm superwoman. But it is making me insanely unhappy cuz I dont have enough time. Help!
  17. sigh...........i suppose i am quite smart. but my sister says i act dumb as rocks. sigh....... and i suppose men are threatened. but who gives a fat hairy deal? i intend to make more money than most men as well. i suppose that would be a double repellant. too bad.
  18. yes. i relapse. sometimes if i see his picture. my heart skips a beat. and it's like...damn!!!!!! i didnt know he could still make me do that.
  19. nope. i cant imagine what a soulmate is like.
  20. how? welp. if somebody doesnt love u the way u love them. just gotta let her go. i dont see what's the point of love if it costs u an arm and a leg. unless u like limping. oh, i still think of him sometimes. but i focus on earning more of my first love. money!!! if i cant have him. at least i can have a better car.
  21. it's alright.....in time u wont care. i had a first bf, loved him like crazy. i was so in love. i cried my eyes out when he left me. it's been like 8 yrs. i think he's in another country now and he has a gf. i could care less. i talked to him a bit. i flat out dont care. he was a jerk and im glad it didnt work out. funny. time changes things. i dont care that he's not a part of my life. i have no wish to reconnect. he's not for me and any girl wants him? she can have him. i'll even giftwrap him with a bow and tag. i know we all do emotional things when we care....but in time, u do forget.
  22. whoa........i dunno. how about hi. r u hungry? the way to some ladies hearts may be through their stomach. toss her a cup-o-noodles and she's yours! score!
  23. i think "damn gurl, u do that better than me. ur really going to light his fire. g'luck."
  24. sometimes ppl want to reconnect and sometimes they don't. that's just how it is.
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