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  1. When they’re not asking for riskay pictures like you’re playgirl 101 They will promise you the world when all they really want is fun If they’re not sweet talking then they want to get to know you in their fast cars They will say “Hey baby lets go for a drive” But we all know a drive is a code name and other lies In this day and age it’s more comfortable to swap bodily fluids Then get to know each other over coffee and maybe later become exclusive How in the world does that make sense? Call me old fashioned but I just can’t seem to comprehend In this world it’s fine to forget about the relationship and sleep together because it’s easy to do But we got a lot of people wondering around town really confused I’m not sorry for not wanting that to be me I won’t commit just my body to somebody So stop trying to put it on me because that’s not the girl I want to be
  2. As you led me into this place You promised that You wouldn't leave my side And said that You love me no matter what happens I didn't expect that the darkness would be so blinding The silence so deafening The pain so numbing The fear so crippling The journey so wearisome I didn't realize that this odyssey would lead to the depths of my soul To forgotten wounds that scarred my heart Agonizing memories that scream to be remembered Undefeated terrors that continue haunt me Rejections that sting despite brushing them aside Buried doubts that resurfaced without my consent My deepest longings demanded to be acknowledged And all of it surrendered to You I didn't envision that the gloom would still linger With the moments of relief being so fleeting Homesickness escalated into a constant battle But with no assurance of the comfort I seek Contentedness became an estranged friend Who rarely stops in to visit these days And hope would seem like a cruel joke Meant to taunt more than encourage But You have faithfully stood by my side Although the touch of Your hand is faint Your voice is sometimes so weak And Your purposes remain hidden from me You promised that Your love would conquer all And I cling to that As the grief rushes in and I sense the dull aching Even now I unashamedly cling to that
  3. A Pathway Remembered I lay my head in the water and simply breathe Blue skies, sing lullabies and I begin to dream I remember plans pondered, and pure. I remember love so honest and sure, but like such things so beautiful and free; sometimes such things aren't ever meant to be. and blue becomes a gray, and the light becomes a haze, and we run out of things to say, and clear thoughts become a maze, and everything changes The smiles become sighs. The laughs become cries. The distance simply grows until there's nothing to revive, and lord knows the pathway blurs until we cease to survive. Please forgive me. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- To Pray Dear Whoever exists so high in the heavens. Please change my life, help me see the errors I make Help break the angry so deep in my veins Help me understand why it is that I pray Dear Whoever exists so high in the stars Who watches, without reacting, who watches afar Who makes me so angry, who leaves me to plea Who watches me frustrated, dead on my knees. I claw and I creep, and I seek and I pray I wish and I thank, and I try to obey I've reaped what I've sown and for that I must pay, Look Lord, I'm sorry for breaking the promise I made, and I'm sorry I've fallen so far from your grace, and I'm sorry that I've resorted to crawling to you. Lord, I'm sorry I didn't simply have more faith in you. Why am I here, deep down on my knees Why have I come back to piety? Nothing seems to put me at ease Nothing seems to make me feel peace Maybe it'll take eternity to see Why all these things are happening to me or why it is that I can't keep happy But until then I guess I'll just sleep. Amen.
  4. Hi all, I am Aryan. I am currently the newest member on the forum. I have created this very unique kind of poem for my wife. I have called it PixoPoem (pictures + poem) Before showing it to her I needed some response. So please check. I don't know why video is not getting embedded. So please paste below code in your address bar after youtube watch?v=F2UVzY8K53Y Do you like the idea? Please comment. Butterflies are running in my stomach. Thank you.
  5. For we’ve grown apart I guess that’s the test of time I reminisce over the days From when I was yours and you were mine Though it’s been a while Since I’ve seen your face The memories remain From when we made our hearts race We made lofty promises Many of which we did not keep We made plenty of mistakes The consequences were ours to reap Now that we’ve grown apart And our relationship ran its course Gone are the days When it seemed like we were an inseparable force It’s now time to let go Let the past simply be We had a lot of fun, babe The memories mean a lot to me We made a lot of love During which time flew by so fast Now it’s all over We simply weren’t meant to last
  6. All I wish is to not bother. To sleep and never wake. Oh how I despise existence. How I envy those blissfully ignorant are so easily cowed by hollow faith. I loathe this cage of flesh, this addled mind, this empty vessel. How I scorn my own humanity. To be driven by these base desires the worst of witch the quest for love. I would reach into my own chest to tear out my blighted heart if it would release me from this pain. Death whispers to me softly but it's promises ring hollow in my thoughts. What I fear most is to begin again.
  7. Hey guys, I wrote this poem just now and its called Nothing I Can Do Or Say, It's something i'm going through at the moment and how the feeling of helplesness comes around when you're watching a relationship fade and knowing that you don't want to lose that person but in the end you know you're going to. I'm not really good with explaining stuff so i just put it into a poem, hope you guys like it. Maybe it’s a sign if the rain is falling, That the end of ‘us’ is approaching, You promised me that would never happen, Then why do I feel it creeping through my veins? You’re reassuring me with lies I can’t pretend I’m ok I try to shake it off like you mean nothing at all, I can’t deny that I miss your phone calls, I feel you slipping away, But there is nothing I can do or say, I need to cry a waterfall but no tears will fall from my eyes, You said that I’d never lose you you’d always be here by my side, But where are you now when I need to talk to you on the phone? You’re in some place else while I’m left feeling so alone I try to shake it off like you mean nothing at all, I can’t deny that I miss your phone calls, I feel you slipping away, But there is nothing I can do or say, I thought we could make it through the summer, Finally say that we love one another, But now I don’t know if I am sure of anything anymore, I can’t rely on words cos they mean nothing if I’m not yours I try to shake it off like you mean nothing at all, I can’t deny that I miss your phone calls, I feel you slipping away, But there is nothing I can do or say,
  8. both of us made promises we wanted to keep but both of us broke them wanting to weep both of us made declarations of how much we cared but both of us acted like we were scared both of us made the other one happy but both of us treated the other one crappy both of us felt some very strong feelings but both of us from them were caught reeling both of us gave it our best shot but both of us jumped when the fire got too hot both of us intended to learn from the other but both of us realized together we'd smother both of us wished for a different ending but both of us were relieved of pretending both of us made a choice to let go but both of us have used the experience to grow
  9. Hey guys, I promised Ishan I would show some of my artwork. This is my favorite one: Its called "Desert Planet"
  10. Someone sent me this song on FB, I'm not sure what this lyrics mean.... so help me? link removed ​ It hurts when I breathe It hurts when I speak You want everything I own Everything you wanted I keep running away, running away, running away You keep fading away, fading away, fading away It always ends in the same way The sun gets in your eyes I won’t be surprised that next time These blue eyes came out of the blue Out of the blue, blue, blue [Verse 2] It never gets old It never changes Does it Airport to city The moment is breaking my promise So I keep drifting away, drifting away, drifting away And you keep fading away, fading away, fading away It always ends the same way The sun gets in your eyes I won’t be surprised the next time But these blue eyes came out of the blue Blue, blue, blue [Verse 3] It hurts when I breath It hurts when I speak Still want it Everything I own Everything you wanted I keep running away, running away, running away You keep fading away, fading away, fading away It always ends the same way The sun gets in your eyes I won’t be surprised the next time But these blue eyes It always ends in the same way The sun gets in your eyes But these blue eyes came out of the blue Out of the blue, blue, blue Blue, blue, blue
  11. My New Stranger -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Love has gone, it closed the door, and slowly walked away. I had to promise not to follow, or try to make it stay. That was from 8/26/07 Love has come, it walked right in, and showed a brand new way. To honor her, and be in love, and hope that it will stay. 8/13/10
  12. Looking in the mirror I stare at it. It, is something that wasn't meant to happen. It, is something that can't change. It begs for attention from us, And when it's unheard, The colour scarlet is prominent, From already lined wrists. It stares at the repulsive enemy, That is served up on a platter. Somethings screaming for feeding, Yet the bulge never wins. It's heart yearns for them, Only getting confusion in return. And multiple burning couldn't stop, Those long waking nights. It's head spins from that liquid, Which seemed to be a friend. It just wants to be good and gone, Yet there's always that selfish barrier. It promised never to happen, But childhood lies are all the fashion. And words that can't be unspoken, Now are just memories stored away. Looking in the mirror I stare at it. It, is something that wasn't meant to happen. It, is something that can't change.
  13. Author's Note Stephen King, Cervantes, Dan Brown , Shakespeare, Dr. Freud. None of them has contributed entirely or partially to this work. PREFACE To me, for having endure all those unwanted and unnecessary headaches. PROLOGUE Monthly female menstruation…I want one of those! With all its discomfort and moods swing. Who cares! I just want one of those. Simple. I heard some women got terrible pains, lots of tummy cramps and so on. Still, I want one of those. I bet its gotta be less painful than reading on the Dating Forum how your 100K salary or your new Lamborghini is gonna miraculously solve your dating life and improve your knowledge about the Venus inhabitants. It is sad but could you possible blame them for such idiotic thoughts ? Society hasn’t been this shallow in our entire human history. And times haven't been this fast since the light speed. I want a girlfriend but not now…yesterday! To succeed in today's dating scene one must think back on his mother and on the times she was working at home : multitasking. Otherwise how could you possibly talk to a woman in a bar while sipping your drink, replying to your whatsapp message along with checking your facebook and replying to your email ? Indeed, mothers are one of a kind. The Queens of the multitasking. But our male brains are wired in a way that we panic once presented with the challenge to execute two jobs at the same time. I have tried this at home several times with no success. Cooking always ends up with the fire brigade at my front door. And yes, the world is gone mad. Men behave like women and women keep wondering where all the real men are. The few male survivors got left with nothing more than astonishment and bewildered about what to do next. It's all very confusing. We need to reset ourselves to our primary instincts and to regain our male traits that once earned us the respect not only among each other but also from the female population. I was thinking about a monthly reset, like a constant reminder, something like you can't avoid even if you wanted to. Like when you were a kid and your mother took you by the ear to make sure you got to school…and on time. I keep thinking and thinking…and the more I think about it the more convinced I am that I want one of those : monthly menstruation. CHAPTER ONE : THE USUAL SUSPECT He is loud, got no manners and on the look for any iHole moving around. Given the chance, this guy will sexually assault the Teletubbies. A successful life means to him having had sex once in his life with the promise for more. His usual "working-place" is the crowded bar or pub located on the corner of any given city. And yet, this is my favorite candidate, the one to excel beyond imagination. Sooner rather than later, he will hit rock bottom to find himself lying down on the sofa of a depressed psychologist who promised him to rediscover and find himself in some kind of third dimension beyond the Solar System. After some bucks and disgusted by the office smell, he will decide to take a grip of himself and do what smart and conscious people do at their lowest point : hit the brakes and let that airbag punch you in the face. This is his reset time. His friends get worried because he is not being the usual moron of the group. Clowns are quite noticed. His mother thinks he has been possessed by the devil. Granny writes to the Pope. But our usual suspect has been handed over the key to the matrix and Neo doesn’t rule there. His brain is recollecting all useful information and reliving the shameful moments. Adjustment is taking place and realizations are being accepted. Our man is ready to hit the dating scene. CHAPTER TWO : YOUR DATING EQUIPMENT …coming soon.
  14. In this moment I find there are no words to describe The sensations I feel, the stirring going on inside Though I know there will always be a time for you and I Lets lie in this moment, not worrying as the seconds pass us by The mist, the scent of your skin, like the intoxicating sound of your name Beneath my lips is the silk of your neck tasting just the same Every movement, every touch stills the pain I know tomorrow will bring Yet my arms blanket you beneath the silent music the stars sing The almond of your eyes show the depth of your soul Exposing the heat that envelops me from this worlds cold Words hold no meaning in this silence so loud As you drop the defenses of the day, removing the shroud Whispers of love and my promise to take you to another place Where we are nothing, in the mix we are just another face In a moment I lose the care of myself and my need Just the need to care and protect you remains, and off that my soul feeds Still your fears and silence your worries, I am protecting you from monsters out and within Leaving burning traces accross you as my tongue moves of your skin As if a match were lit I watch the fire of passion burn in your eyes And I relish this moment, and wish that I could make still time
  15. On Reserve I'd always put you before myself Give you what you deserve but I'm still on the shelf and will remain on reserve the standard you have set May never be overthrown this I am sure to bet my thoughts I do not bemoan Go walk wherever you may March towards what you desire and I won't make you sway as long as dreams transpire If all else begins to fail race toward the other direction I promise you will prevail atop a throne of affection Content When asleep The mind is free Free from the outside world It binds itself to the heart because the heart knows what is real. What is real is played to the mind like a film. These are messages to the soul. The mind receives a jumbled message that must be deciphered only when the heart knows the soul is in trouble. If the troubled soul cares enough, it would follow the heart in order to understand what is real and free the conscious mind. I will be sleeping peacefully tonight.
  16. Hand me your shattered heart I can't fix it But I will let every sharp, broken piece Stab me and cause the pain I see in your face. Let me cry your tears I won't promise I'll be able to cease Their steady flow But I will keep the anguish from burning in your eyes Any longer. Trust me with your aching soul The damage is unrepairable I know But let the torture continue Deep inside of me Instead. You can't. I'm left here Helplessly watching you Watch your life Get torn apart I sometimes wonder I sometimes doubt you. I'm scared to death You'll lose yourself In this mess And all I have for you Is my eternal, walk through hell love. And the crook of my arm Where you can try to sleep your uneasy slumber. Bottom line is, The other day Was a cloudy one And You pointed at your own chest Asked me if I could help You "there". I was forced to Weakly shake my head No. All I could articualte Was a feeble and yet so honest Apology. Believe me When I say I'm so very sorry. *this all came pouring out of me today. My sister is going through a divorce and this are, more or less, my feelings at the moment.*
  17. How i have told you, That everything is fine, That even when you are gone, Your soul shall still be with mine. And even if we fail, To see each other again, We shall meet in heaven, Oh to you i feel no pain. But i don't know how to go on, I don't know how to forget, That next weekend, It won't be against you i hold a bet. My laughter won't come, From watching you fall, With tears in my eyes, I realise its my reflection holding the ball. It won't be at your head, That ball is thrown, Nor laughter on my face, As you let out a painful groan. It won't be you, Who chases me til i drop, Giggling and puffing, Wondering if a ball on the head is what i'm going to cop. And when we talk and talk, And don't shut up, It won't be you standing, To make a silly dance up. And when i cry, It won't be you on the other end of the phone, It will be someone, To whom my past is unknown. And you promised me, You would never go, You said you'd never, Go else where to put on a show. And when you said, You'd talk to us soon, Was that another lie, That we will find out next June. And when you can't cope, Will in be my number you dial, Or will someone else take my place, When you have been away for a while. I just want to know, Would you answer me what i ask, Because if your promises are untrue, I will put on my hard mask. Pretend it doesn't matter, I'll continue to say i don't care, But in reality, It just seems unfair...
  18. Your eyes sparkle in the candlelight In a crowded Mexican place Living on the promise of our last kiss The passion that shows on your face Watching the Pacific Sunset Ordinary lives shortchanged by circumstances Forced to live in one another's happiness
  19. HOME WITHIN A look in the eye, an ocean of forever. Blue is the day as I am a believer Whims of the mind, a door into never Rainbows in the mist that I will remember Water in my palm a claim to fame an eagles wings through clouds of blame a stairway to right to Heaven through shame My image in the mirror, whats my name. Safe passage, a canyon of thought a promise of lucidity, I was caught A change in reality, myself I have fought Suspended in the in-between, my life I have bought Echos and dreams changing with time what is it to be? what is mine? Stars so bright they never rhyme distant memories are nothing but a crime. Sentimental memories, flowers in the sky A river of love, all I do is cry A smell of perfume, forget, I try four walls, a home, good-bye
  20. I loved you, You were there when i cried, I loved you, It was my tears at night that you dried, I loved you, It was my broken heart you mended even when i lied, I loved you, But now my emotions are tied. You broke my heart from behind, Promised me you'd love me, But in the scribbled letter you left me to find, It was all there, How those thoughts never crossed my mind. You were my life, The one thing that stopped me, Bringing out that damn knife, And now that your gone, All those dreams of someday being a wife, Have disappeared, And i want you to know, How much you hurt me so. You broke my heart from behind, Promised me you'd love me, But in the scribbled letter you left me to find, It was all there, How those things never crossed my mind. And i remember the tears, Your body pressed so close to mine, And i could never forget those fears, Wondering if i will make it through the night and be fine, And through the years, Those memories don't fade, Nor those whispers in my ears. You broke my heart from behind, Promised me you'd love me, But in the scribbled letter you left me to find, It was all there, How those things never crossed my mind. I trusted you, With all my heart and soul, And i told you how few, People have ever gotten passed my eyes, And how that feeling seemed so new, But this broken heart wasn't the first, That wasn't you cue, To make me cry these tears that i know won't be the last, Walk just one day in my shoe, Its not so good, When the one you loved leaves you. You broke my heart from behind, Promised me you'd love me, But in the scribbled letter you left me to find, It was all there, How those things never crossed my mind. And did that boy make you happier then me, Could he help you see, How much stronger you could be, Or just help you flee, Do you miss me? You broke my heart from behind, Promised me you'd love me, But in the scribbled letter you left me to find, It was all there, How those things never crossed my mind. You broke my heart from behind, Promised me you'd love me, But in the scribbled letter you left me to find, It was all there, How those things never crossed my mind. Yeah that scribbled letter you left me to find... Those things never did cross my mind... Do you miss me?
  21. Sorry for the swearing i think i have blotted them all out myself. But it was part of the song and sounds funny without it. I know its not my best, but it expresses how i feel about certain stuff pretty well. Hope you don't mind it too much. You said, Take a look inside yourself, You will find a hidden treasue, You are more beautiful then you know, But i have to leave, Oh i have to go. She smiles through her tears, And she's cried so much over the years, She tries so hard to hide her ****ing fears, But you were always there to whisper in her ears, To make everything ok, To help her fight the fear. That boy, he took more then she will ever tell, She hides away in the dark, Promises nothing happened, Says its all their imagination, If they even had a clue, What that boy did to her, They would never pass her by. She smiles through her tears, And she's cried so much over the years, She tries so hard to hide her ****ing fears, But you were always there to whisper in her ears, To make everything ok, To help her fight the fear. She wonders why you made that promise, To be there til the end, If you were just like the rest of them, What was the point of trying so hard to be her friend. It took time to earn her trust, But you are ready to throw that all away, How do you do it, How can you let her stray? She smiles through her tears, And she's cried so much over the years, She tries so hard to hide her ****ing fears, But you were always there to whisper in her ears, To make everything ok, To help her fight the fear. And she's told you she would have slept with him, Just to make him happy, And she told you she wants to be drunk next weekend, But she didn't mention that its all so she can forget. You don't know what happened, And she will never tell, This little secret, Will forever be hidden quite well. She smiles through her tears, And she's cried so much over the years, She tries so hard to hide her ****ing fears, But you were always there to whisper in her ears, To make everything ok, To help her fight the fear. She smiles through her tears, She tries so hard to hide her ****ing fears, Where are you now?
  22. Love has gone, it closed the door, and slowly walked away. I had to promise not to follow, or try to make it stay.
  23. Firsts, then Seconds The first time, I loved a boy I knew he was no good. he was just a tomcat looking for a mouse. Oh how I fell, ensnared, by the meaningless words he calmly reassured. But oh how lonely, how sad, he wasn’t very fair. He liked to play with his food and several other morsels before he chose his meal, But I escaped that mess, Narrowly it seems. Ah yes, the second time was even better, so sweet. With the pleasant mask of someone As beautiful as Adonis. As pure as a lamb. Harping upon me like a maiden Promising me the sea Declaring love unending, we all know how that goes. Then, the late night drinking, the self-degrading talk The lazy half-hearted recitations revealed behind the mask, the demons That made this boy, As common as the clay I walk upon Think he was a man To take his left rib back this way.
  24. This is the story of a girl who makes a mistake. The girl meets a boy who she deeply loves, and the boy loves her just the same. But she is new to the world of love and does not know how to keep it. The boy knows this, for he is nearly a man, and has been through the mistakes it takes to learn how to keep that love. He knows that this knowledge is not something that can be told and learned, but must be felt and learned. So he sits back and he waits. This boy enjoys his time with the girl, doing everything he can to build the relationship. He is successful as the girl feels better than she ever has. But one day the girl has a doubt, she starts to build a picture in her head that things could be better, that she can find someone better, or do whatever she wants with whoever she wants and have no consequence. She feels like there is no limit to the high so she plays with temptation. She soon cheats on the boy, and as the boy had been prepared to do he leaves her. The girl feels fine at first, but as the days pass she realizes how bad it really is. She remembers the joy she felt, and decides to try and get back the boy with the promise that she will never hurt that boy again. She goes to the boy and pleads with him to take her back, she tells him that her days of hurting him will never happen again. The boy still loves her, and he believes that she is sincere in her words. But the boy knows that there is a difference between believing what you say and meaning what you say. The boy does not take the girl back, for he is certain that the girl does not know the truth behind her words. The boy leaves, and never again does she hurt him, never again does she try to hurt anyone for that matter. So the story goes of the boy and the girl who fell in love, but never made it. The years go by and the girl after being true and honest for many years finally finds someone who makes her feel as good, if not a little better than the boy did. The boy does the same, as he was sure he would. One day the boy and the girl meet each other at random in a coffee shop. They talk for a moment, and give each other a look of sadness, for they know that something good was broken, and can never be gotten back. The days and the nights fill their life with joy, and although the girl is saddened by what she went through, she knew that the boy had acted in the most loving way possible, and made her become the woman she is today. END: Because you Because these things in life are so important. Sometimes learning is so important. Because you decide why you do it. Others do not decide for you. So the story goes
  25. You ran your fingers through my hair And lightning flashed through my veins, There are glowing embers in your eyes Burning wildly with passion, Your lips are full, bloomed like a wild rose Your hands on my wrist are hot and tender, Gripping tight, picking secrets from my pulse. You are a king, You are a god that creates love and magic, You are here looking into my soul Searching for my truth, And am here waiting to be kissed. You are the best of the best, For you live for truth alone, Sacred vows you roll like thunders From the tip of your tongue, Wildvisions you paint, with the touch of your hands, You won't kiss a rose unless it promise to bloom, You won't caress the sun unless it promise to shine, You won't kiss me unless I tell you my sacred secrets, And I will, my wild one, my god of gods, For truth is my only key to your love, I am woman, there is a temple in me, In which I dwell in secret with thousands of candles burning, Passion simmering and naked angels longing to soar free with love And am here waiting for the truth that can make me whole Whatever vow you make, I will worship, this I swear.
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