blueangel

You already know the answer to this one. You just said it yourself: "I think I need help." What more advice do you need?

I remember always desperatly wanting there to be one special person for me, a soulmate. Thru my short little life of fourteen years, I still believe in soulmates. But not just one. I believe all the right people come into your life at all the right times. A best friend may not necessarily be someone you've known for years but rather someone who quietly slips in and out of your life in a short period of time... all the while, changing you forever. These in fact may be some of the best of friends. Last year and this year, I have slid through many people's lives and many loves. (well not many but more like four) With each of these people I had grown feelings for, we developed a strong bond. I truly felt love for all of them... but unique love towards all of them. None weaker than the other. None better. But all the while strong. In this I learned that all of them filled my needs in their own ways but none of them had the complete package I was looking for (deep thinker, silly humor, romantic, and dreamer) Each had their own separate qualities. If put together, they'd be the perfect and complete package for me. They'd be complete. But would I? There's a reason why no one person fills all of our needs and it is this: if it was so, where would God fit in? Why would we need God? Why would we want God? Humans are mere vessels for his love and all of his love for you cannot fit through one person. His love is through many persons, through many living things, and thru all of LIFE. Yes, life. God is life and life is God. The two words are interchangable. There is nothing that God is not. We are all a part of him. We are all one. But this doesnt mean we can experience all of God thru just one way. This has taught me the meaning of "to love is to let go." To stop trying to hold onto a person. To stop demanding of a person. To stop needing a person, needing anything. To stop searching. The burden is liften. I know this simple truth. I am One with him once more.

I remember always desperatly wanting there to be one special person for me, a soulmate. Thru my short little life of fourteen years, I still believe in soulmates. But not just one. I believe all the right people come into your life at all the right times. A best friend may not necessarily be someone you've known for years but rather someone who quietly slips in and out of your life in a short period of time... all the while, changing you forever. These in fact may be some of the best of friends. Last year and this year, I have slid through many people's lives and many loves. (well not many but more like four) With each of these people I had grown feelings for, we developed a strong bond. I truly felt love for all of them... but unique love towards all of them. None weaker than the other. None better. But all the while strong. In this I learned that all of them filled my needs in their own ways but none of them had the complete package I was looking for (deep thinker, silly humor, romantic, and dreamer) Each had their own separate qualities. If put together, they'd be the perfect and complete package for me. They'd be complete. But would I? There's a reason why no one person fills all of our needs and it is this: if it was so, where would God fit in? Why would we need God? Why would we want God? Humans are mere vessels for his love and all of his love for you cannot fit through one person. His love is through many persons, through many living things, and thru all of LIFE. Yes, life. God is life and life is God. The two words are interchangable. There is nothing that God is not. We are all a part of him. We are all one. But this doesnt mean we can experience all of God thru just one way. This has taught me the meaning of "to love is to let go." To stop trying to hold onto a person. To stop demanding of a person. To stop needing a person, needing anything. To stop searching. The burden is liften. I know this simple truth. I am One with him once more.

altho this might scare away a girl if she's not ready and if she backs away, then so be it. It has nothing to do with you- she already likes you. She's just afraid. It'll take time. if she does this, then the next time yo u want to kiss her (like I said- after some time) ASK if you can kiss her. Asking will melt her heart because it's so sweet.

I beg you to reply

Depressions seem to mature you

I wake up with the red sun To see the autumn skies I'm lying in the darkness A place locked deep inside Some say they can see me But it's hard to tell If they are pretending For the shadows hide me well Even under the white moon That cradles me as I sleep My own safe cocoon While waiting to break free And into sweet surrender Of the haunting light That guides me in my dreams To the Savior of my life

But this ISNT love. This is a crush, a strong liking. You cant love until, as what I said before, happens

Four words: You're right. He's wrong.

I know you, I know you, I know you!!

I practice all the time. To change your actions, one must condition their mi nd

write it out naturally first and then after you ramble o n, go back and revise

I like being surprised... but slowly... being unsure of what you plan to do- and we have to be alone Before I am kissed, I want to feel the anticipation. I want you to keep coming close but instead kiss around my neck, gently touch my hair... make me want it but dont give it right away. There's also something cool about kissing in the dark... since you cant see the other person, it makes you feel more connected... and sensations are heightened. I also want your body against mine (standing up) and soft whispers in my ear or maybe just your breath. when you kiss, make it gentle and small at first but dont stop there. Point your chin up and kiss that way so it's almost as if you are exploring. save tongue for last but when you do use tongue, first lick other person's lips before you do it as you kiss, and gently slip your way and and touch the other person's tongue and roof of mouth. all the while, dont stop gently touching with the hands. before i am kissed, I like it when a guy gently runs his fingers over my lips as he blows in my ear, gently letting his fingers slide down to my chest (not boobs but chest) and have somewhat of a grip around my neck- making me feel completely powerless tickling up and down the arms is also good. it causes goosebumps but also feels good all the little details make it all the more special

I'm not religious either. I'm spiritual. what do you believe instead of some things I've said? (that rhymed!) I am interested.

This is not love. I believe to be inlove, you must feel the person in everyway possible- know their soul as well as their body. Feel the connection flow like a cycle throughout you both... a neverending feeling that always has more to give because all you give, comes back to yourself. There's a strength in love as well as a weakness. You can fall easily but you wont truly experience it until it falls on you as well. It has to be mutual for it to be real. I'm not saying that there are levels of love but there are different ways and unique ways of loving towards every person. Your love is the love of a daydreamer. You are in love with love. If you really want her, believe you already have her. What we believe, we experience. Have faith in yourself.

If you want her, let her know it. Let her know the door is open. That's all I can say.

"Lucas" by...um.. kevin something. "Conversations with God" by Neale Donald Walsh "Speak" by Laurie Halse Anderson "Hard Love" by ?

You should never try to hold onto a person. To love is to let go

There is nothing wrong with fear. Infact, fear can lead us to act out in love. Fear can lead to realization.

There's a God-shaped hole in us all. Without God, we are empty and life makes no sense. It is much easier to believe. You are bored? Then give others happiness. Challenge yourself to fix relationships you are in and to reach hearts. There is so much you can do and so much you have to offer. Hold onto dearly the life around you. "such is the strength of life that it takes life to love life" I know how you feel. I went through a deep dark depression... but came out of... with a sudden awakening, a sudden rebirth.... I came out redeemed. My heart is filled with love and eagerness to reach others. God is saying to you, "come through the hoop. it's up to you to come through"

1. We are not here to impress others but to influence them thru God's love 2. Judge nobody nomatter who they are, what they've done, where they are going, and the reputation in which precedes them. Accept everybody unconditionally because it is through love that we bring people back to themselves, back to God. 3. As said by Maya Angelou, reaching for the stars is ambitious. But reaching for hearts is wise. So reach out, say hello to strangers, and let people, even people you dont know, know that they are loved. Be a light in the darkness 4. Some say that they sinned to survive. Some say that they sinned because it's too late to stop. But these sinners are wrong... there is always a way out. And if they were to turn around, they'd see a light... still shining on them ever so warmly 5. enjoy everything but need nothing. to love is to let go. to hold onto love is to try and make it your own, make it a lie. 6. people are mean because they are unhappy and really it has nothing to do with you at all. yelling in anger is more of a way of crying out in tears. And so they get louder and louder, a secret message to the world saying, "cant you hear me?" 7. The objective to every discussion should be to exchange feelings and beliefs... not to force feed it to someone. what's more important? friendship or pride? competition causes you stress but letting go the win to make another happy makes you fly instead 8. There is no such thing as right or wrong. There is only love or fear. For everything stems from thus. 9. altho they have done horrible things, they are just as human as you are... and the stronger the act, the stronger the cry of the heart becomes. 10. we are all one, made of the same spirit, the same light. all those around you are a part of you... and what you do to them, you do to yourself. tell me what you think and if you agree

I take welbutrin (sp?) too. We all have the ability to control our emotions to an extent- release certain chemicals in our minds. Depression pills release those chemicals for us although we have the ability to do so as well. Depression is getting more and more common as we use our time now entertaining ourselves rather then for creative self-expression. I express myself through writing. What dreams do you have? I dream of reaching out, reaching hearts through my writing. Ever read Conversations With God? I really really recommend it. It's by Neale Donald Walsh To control our feelings, we must first change the way we think. Turn your attention to the sunshine, the beautiful outdoors, and hold onto the life around you in your mind. Fall into who you want to be. Do you want to be happy? change your wardrobe, your room, your surroundings to a reflection of happy and what the word means to you. feel like your life is devoid of love? then use this forum to give it ou t and in that way, you'll know you've had it all along. There's a beautiful soul inside you waiting to break free. Alll the medication and all the darkness in the world may numb it... but it will always be there. We dont realize how much we need God until God is all we have. Surrender your burdens and darkness to him.... until you do become is light, pure light. For that is who we are... that is who all of us are. Dont see God? Look at the life around you. Life is God and God is life and in that there is evidence everywhere of his existence. Fix the relationships around you. GIve to others the attention you've always wanted. and all of this will come back to you. We have nothing to fear... but much to believe in instead

you're thinking too much on wrapping it up instead of letting it come naturally... if that makes sense. I dont know what Im talking about. Where am I? WHO am I? THAT is the question

Read my reply above! Let's get to know each other. I want to help your social skills. PM me saying hi and we'll take it there, ok? NO such thing as coming on too strong and that definitelly wasnt. They are trying to cover up something- be honest with me. How do you rate yourself, looks-wise? People can be pretty judgemental that way

Inspirition is channeled thru feelings all the time. That's the only way to write, in my opinion: from your feelings