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  1. i cant even go on the bus. and thats exactly right, woah go to the club thats cool i didnt even leave my house!.
  2. Hey i need some help. I have really messed up parents like they are demented. I'm 17 in DEC and im going for my licence next week, so far i learned that im not allowed to drive out of my town and not allowed to drive without a destination. I'm not allowed to have a job in another town, regardless if i have to find a way to pay for half of the insurance. Now, im not a druggy or jock at my school i get all A's and B's for grades. I don't do anything wrong. All the rest of my friends have their licences and ask if i wanna chill but i can't because my parents don't know them. The other kids drive around like they have all day just having fun, enjoying the road. I've had my permit for 10 months and at the last minute they made me take 30 hours of driving school even though im by the instructors point of view "way to experienced to be in this class". I wasnt planning on abusing my licence, but to use it to get a childhood as i've never been allowed to do much of anything. I try talking to them frequently about allowing me to have some slack and they agree ya know the usual sure sure sure.... and end up completely discarding the convorsation. I can't go hang out with my friends down town, and no im not in like harlem i live in a rural town in the middle of no where. I'm not allowed up past 10 o' clock and they are lazy too. They never drive me to friends houses and always have something to complain about. So now im psycologically deprived of needs that i need for my future as an adult. I got some of it only because since they don't allow me to do much of anything besides go to school, im on the internet all day and night or on my cell phone. I'm real glad i got NEXTEL's free incoming minutes other wise i would be royally f_____. Oh yeah did i mention i have to be home at 9:30pm ON THE WEEKENDS.And having a girlfriend is just peachy, so they can spy every five minutes on us and ruin it. Not even allowed to have a girl over my house, it has to be a planned activity regardless that they never drive me out of town which is about 10 minutes at the max of driving, in addition i have a walmart and ....thats it in my town. So now that i've rambled about my deprived life what most kids can't wait for, their licence, i couldnt give a flying F about it whether i pass or fail. For the way this is going i don't know why i invested all this time into trying to get it in the first place. I'm actually depressed about it. I'ts like someone is making me pay 1500 dollars to let me stay at home and continue doing nothing. when they asked why i smoked i gave them a blank stare (take a wild guess). I just need some input, help, or something here. I'm such a wimp i never got the chance to say i won't put up with it,or well i did and it ment nothing. Someone please help me. Am i supposed to wait till im 18 or something? Please help 911
  3. Yeah the Escalade take me everywhere actually i wish it did im stuck with my honda lol. Yeah i feel as if i should give her another chance because i did give her hell for her actions, personally i think i made it gruesome enough that had i been in her shoes i probably would have shot myself rather than being put through my hell. This is why i believe it may be able to go on. Simply because i havent made her upset once twice or three times about 8 or nine. I just remind her of the pain she has caused and i even told her if i see anything even tap dancing around this that she is gone. If she even looks at a guy the wrong way she is gone. I laid it all out. Personally i let her know that people make mistakes and that it is in our designs as human beings, the purpose of a mistake is to learn from it and not repeat it again, i only give second chances because i understand that we make mistakes. after a second chance that's when i run out of patients. This is why my decision is so hard to make because even though it was only one occurrence she had this domino effect of wrong doing from the myspace to the meeting of the guy. So this is the only thing that makes me undecided as if lying about it before i got solid proof wasnt enough to knock me off balance
  4. No i do not critisize all who use it. Im talking only about those who ABUSE it. it was never intended for young girls to post revealing pictures and for lovers to be broken hearted using myspace as a method of cheating. I wouldnt have cared about her myspace had it been in a regular way but instead it was grimey discusting and dirty. I do appologize for making that unclear
  5. True i guess im in a denial stage. I personally have had a lot of hurt with this. But i just keep thinking that it is better to face the problem then walk away from it
  6. She appologized. Saying that she didn't know it would hurt this bad and even started crying the night after she did it long b4 iknew. She Told me that it was because she didn't know. She just didn't know what she was doing or why she did it. It was awful. she took him to the place we first met kissed him on the neck with her toungue like i like it and even hugged him alot. her friends assisted her in this little event. Afterwords i talked to the guy himself who was honest and told the truth. I'm fortunate to have him acknowledge that she is a cheater and he was equally discusted with her. I had more trust in him then her
  7. BY THE WAY I HATE MYSPACE even though i have one. ANY ONE WHO IS INVOLVED IN THE MISUSE OF MYSPACE YOU DISCUST ME AND SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF
  8. Yeah i guess you right. Its hard to accept why she is crying. By the way this phrase i hear all to often "once someone cheats they never stop cheating?" is this really true or can you salvage what is left and start over. Is my gf sorry for what she did?
  9. I went through my gf's email through hacking. Well, yes it was extremely wrong of me to do so even though i had probable cause of cheating. I did find out that she did cheat but that's not an excuse for my actions. Just remember if she doesnt trust u now she may never. im in rough time right now but let me tell you that u should ask yourself like i did do you reallly want to have to look over your shoulders for the rest of your life or wonder what shes doing or what shes thinking. Wondering if she even trusts you. There something to think about
  10. I love/d her and idk how to forgive her. I put her through hell and believe me she hurts now due to her actions so i think that possibly she won't do it again. When she did it made me furious and sad at the same time. I thought it would be me if anything who screwed up. Apparently im wrong. I can't believe i've been betrayed played by my lover and best friend. I tried to leave her but she was so upset i didn't have the heart to do it. Like i mean extremely sad and getting sick sad like vomiting. She always did show passion and care for me but idk how to move on with this over my shoulders.
  11. how should i deal with it if i kept her. Hypotheticly, what should i make her do to regain her trust?
  12. How do i do it. I'm so afraid cause i love her and that it would hurt to see her with another guy, yet i want to leave i think. How do i break it to her i tried yesterday and she was so sad she was crying me a river, heck i could even feel myself starting to float.
  13. Ok me and my gf are going through a ruff time. What happened was that she met a guy on a myspace. She made a myspace directly lied about having one posted revealing pictures, met a guy and kissed him. Yes im aware of this as being cheating. She denied any piece of the story until i got proof. I do not know what to do. Leave her or keep her. shes never done this to any guy b4. It has been a year of going out for us. Im saddened and a lack of trust. Im not sure whether to stay or leave.
  14. Thank you for the advice, a very big help indeed. well thought and worded couldnt agree more. I'm not understanding what to do as i don't know if i can ever replace her and her ways of loving me. How do i get her to xplain why she did what she did she tells me she doesn't know.
  15. My girl cheated on my be what i wanna know is if he was aware of her being taken which i have reason to believe he was, why would he. Hurt another human. I mean we all live on the same earth so were bros an sises i mean come on. I don't know who i want to beet the living H377 out of more. ( not that id actually do that) but i do agree those people should respect that some have won in the game of love and understand that there chance will come too. Interesting topic and deffinatly something to think about next time u try and get with a girl who is taken. or man
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