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  1. itry
    hmmmm? im assuming she's petite? im pretty petite myself and my daughters father was more than 12inches erect...(yeah i know) there was no way in hell that he was able to get it all the way in, but i was never in pain (not like the bad kind... like good kind). actually, i kinda liked it...hence..the baby was born not too long after. lube and lotsa foreplay. maybe she's just intimidated by ur size? i know i was when he pulled that thing out. at first i refused.. but once i got used to it... it was alllllllllllllllllllllll goooddd.
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    of course!! go call up the admissions office and ask about counseling. all colleges have a counseling center. also, ask who is the most requested counselor and choose that person (if there is a most requested one)
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    im going on 7days *sigh* what would we do without internet connection? probably keep contacting lol im still in my mopey stage. but have clothes on ditto to how u feel about this Forum playbrat. good luck to us both huh?
  4. itry
    a big red dildo
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    why do u have an aggressive bear as the picture in ur profile? how old ru anyway?
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    put it this way..... three years ago i had someone that was fairly close to me... i remember that they were acting weird one night and then pretty much the next day she overdosed. purposley. to this day im mad/hurt about it....then theres my ex...who always claimed suicide. cuz of bills, cuz of me and the world wasnt fair. HE was the one who accumulated his bills.he had his materialistic things but wouldnt sell them. he didntlook for a new job or get a second or third one. when I went through MY trying times, i worked three jobs and ebayed like crazy.. i sold most of my things etc. etc. i was also only 19 at the time and alone... i still have financial issues. but ivenever once thought of taking my own life. anyways, if u were going to commit suicide, like i said, then u would have done it by now rather than responding close to a hundred times on this post...and checking for replies. life is a b!tch beyond belief. but no matter what im going through, u better believe im going to fight it. i love waking up and wondering whats going to happen. when i said good bye, it was simply my way of telling u that i can accept it if u dont give a crap about urself. i do not know u so u wont affect me as much. u do not know me so if i were to blow my brains out.. it wouldnt affect u as much. suicide is the quickest/easiest way out... but could u imagine, lets say, hypothetically that u saw GOD, and GOD said to u, hey my stressed out friend... this is what LIFE COULD HAVE BEEN like if u stayed..then GOD showed u two more years of wickedness in ur life... but showed u a third year of happiness beyond belief...u would feel pretty crappy....
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    ....u want to kill urself over money/debt? i understand its stressful... but do u understand that there are other options? with all due respect..ive skimmed through this post...u sound like my ex. he's still alive. and i think ull survive this one too. if ur in debt, there are ways out of it. if u dont value ur own life enough then what can i say? goodbye?
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    ooohhh.... if we do have it here then i dont know the channels for it. i drank some milk and i think ill read my medical book....that always puts me to sleep in class.... maybe itll work tonight....
  9. itry
    whats talk back radio?
  10. itry
    next time be careful please. too many diseases out there.... i work in a hospital....have u ever seen what full blown AIDS is like....its not very uplifting at all.
  11. itry
    its nearly 130am here in nyc. im tossing and turning and crying..trying to keep NC. i cant sleep. i need to sleep. i have a super long day tomorrow and i need sleep or else im afraid im going to fall asleep on the highway. what do u guys do to help u sleep? i hate the taste of alcohol or medicines.. so thats out of the question. its like..here at the computer...im falling asleep...and when i walk around or get in my car to drive around ill start nodding off.. but as soon as i get into bed...im laying there eyes closed but my mind is racing filled with memories. my pillows dont feel like his arms.... help me sleep someone please.
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    ur the only holding urself back....rejection is not the end of the world.. its just the beginning of ur journey.. when u find her, she'll be worth some of the No's u come accross..
  13. itry
    oooh actually here's a better one. go to an adult store and buy a pocket one...lube it up and ur good to go!! warning...u may never have real sex if u do this lol
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    i really hope all things work for the better...for everyone. i commend u in all ur efforts.. u actually got me teary eyed. my daughters father didnt try hard at all for our daughter. he just up and left....and found himself a new girl without giving it a chance. ur post gave me hope in men out there...thank u
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    hey E... it sounds like ur break up was amicable...u were not a jerk to her and she was not a jerk to u. timing seemed off...u never know...ur paths may cross again. ur only 24. .. how long were u guys together? u sounded as if u were almost writing this TO her...u really had no real questions asking?..and u seem like u know exactly what ur doing... im not sure why..but ur post lifted up my spirits a bit... lol maybe i was pretending u were my ex telling me that u still loved me. if it was amicable and she seemed truly the one that made u happy..and she seems to still have feelings for u.. then dont let a good thing go ok? its a cold cold world out there...
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    and not for nothing, if ur sn BLAYZED4LIFE is what i think it means... when u ARE in school, TRY to concentrate ok??? this is the rest of ur life we're talking about here...
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    to be honest.... if ur not sure what u want to do in school right now, its best to spend ur time into a certification/trade program until u know what u really want. that way..u are doing something very very productive with ur thinking time. im taking up nursing right now... im not sure what i want. but i DO know that in 2yrs...ill have an RN and here in NYC...RN's STARTING salary ranges from 60-75 thousand depending on what hospital. pls. try not to waste time...i was in ur shoes years back...and i regret it. most trades/certifications are only 2yrs..ur still very young (i know u may not feel like it) but trust me..afer ur mid 20's...time FLIES. oh Lord...does it ever...
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    maybe she wants sex too? stay away. ex-sex is soooo regrettable.. esp. if u know u dont want her back. also, let her know that there should be no need for small talk and u dont think its best for her to be calling u.
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    i promote NC!!! (i swear im going to make button that says that....) its back to square one.. im sorry hunny. u were doing good and u know what? ull be good again soon. next time u recognize her number give it to some girl to pick up. how dare she call u and ask how u feel when she's back to her ex. she wants to have her cake and eat it to. i have a feeling ill be going through the same thing in 6 months....... man oh man....NC NC NC NC NC NC NC NC NC NC NC NC
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    tell him to take my ex with him.... it gets easier... when u get a pair of handcuffs and a new sex partner. kidding kidding.... its bittersweet that he's moving. ur right, it has its good and its bad sides....look back in ur life.. think of the horrible things that have happened... and then realize that u overcame this. this moment.. this hurt.. this weird feeling of desperation mixed with loneliness.. will be a memory also. i understand how u feel.... just keep busy. i know im trying to.
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    I shouldnt have. It just made me feel worse. I feel like my whole insides have just been gutted then placed on display in front of me.. Then i feel like he just stomped all over them while smiling at the same time. He hurt me.. I know he was in the wrong but why i do i feel like i cant do this?? He called me breaking up with him "bitter-sweet". Is so bitter sweet about my heart breaking??????????????????????? im so desperate to get rid of this pain. i just want to be numb... guys im so desperate to feel better. im leaving my house because my mother is home and i dont want her to see me like this.
  22. itry
    i think RayKay speaks for us all.... go out to the nearest club, im sure ull find "love" again.
  23. itry
    only a week? hey... can u clarify this? have u really only been with him a week? i didnt see that part
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    ....reality check hunny.... he's doing u a favor.. i dont know how old u are... but if ur under 18...then please understand that this will all be insignificant later on in life...if u are in ur 20's or so... pls.understand that him breaking into someones car is not a good sign at all for ur future. ur lover boy now has a record... be rational... u DONT want him back. writing letters and collect calls is not a good relationship...
  25. itry
    it feels like home made American Pie
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