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    hey. if you have any type of brush-thing with a handle that you use in the shower, loofah or whatever, i put soap on mine and scrub over my shoulders, back etc. to get dead skin off and it helps with breakouts. EmptySoul
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    sex

    EmptySoul replied to trixie's topic in Sex and Romance

    I haven't had an orgasm yet, but I've come close... Every usually just replies "you'll know it when u have one." EmptySoul
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    It's dark and it's different. I'm coming to realize that I just love your unique style of writing. EmptySoul
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    I really like it. EmptySoul
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    Hey. i really like this poem. i love how its so out there, and unique and in most people's eyes probably gross. great, awesome, amazing. EmptySoul
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    it seems really deep felt. this is the part i liked best the sun rises so do we, Holding eachother all night in ecstasy, The feeling of never letting go, This is how it is supose to be. EmptySoul
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    I like it and understand where you're coming from. EmptySoul
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    it's different, it's interesting, and i like it. good job. EmptySoul
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    thanks for all the responses. Canadian, one reason why i shouldnt be happy/joyful...i feel like every time i am happy it is for a selfish and wrong reason, that when i am not depressed i am selfish and cruel and don't notice things i should, that during "happy" times my priorities are actually there but very wrong. EmptySoul
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    Thanks Canadian. EmptySoul
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    i think it's great. EmptySoul
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    writing. being around people who care about me/ i care about. being out at night. daring to do something others won't. doing anything that will make their jaws drop and give me a laugh. being myself. EmptySoul
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    well i'm not 15 yet, but i enjoy the company of older guys usually, more than ones my age. all the males i talk to are 16 17 18. really it depends on how comfortable you are, i mean people in different age groups do different things. and like you said, it depends on the two people. so if it feels right, go for it. EmptySoul
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    I wrote this last night, no thinking really, just every thought that came into my head. read and comment if you will... At night I can't sleep bc my mind won't stop. All day I can't think bc everything I do is wrong. I am afraid of myself. I ache for my depression to stay; who I am outside of it is selfish, stupid and cruel. I am my own addiction and my own disease. I don't know what to do or say and I don't know how to act. Every word and action feels fake, even my voice seems like someone elses. I only want to please them all, to be who they want, and I'm drowning in confusion. I need them to survive, but they are suffocating me. I feel like there's nothing important enough to live for, so I feel so restless. I do everything I can to fill up this time, but still I feel like I'm dying without something. It grows more every day, this searching feeling, like I am looking for something and quickly running out of TIME. I look for it in every person, in every voice I listen for it. But I don't know what I'm looking for. I must be going insane. I feel like I am eating myself alive. -EmptySoul
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    i've come to notice that for some, their pain, depression, etc. becomes a comfort to them; they do not really know if they want to get better. this is a personal thing for me because it is how i feel and i really don't understand why i or anyone else would want to be this way, but i think i do. please reply and tell me, if you do feel like this why do you? or even people who don't feel like this but have an idea, thanks. EmptySoul
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    hey, nice to meet you, welcome to the forum! EmptySoul
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    thank you for this post. i agree with you, i am the same way. if i lived for today i would be even worse than i already am. yes i know what all the people who use that phrase mean, but it is definitly not for me. EmptySoul
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    hey. i don't really know what to say, bc i do not truly believe in anything in particular anymore. all i have to say is on earth, well you know the limits of what can happen. afterwards, no one can be sure 100%, no one can really prove their belief is right. i personally want to stay here for the moment where i have some, even though it is limited, control over what happens to me. what will happen to me after death scares me, so i am not eager to leave anytime soon, even if i hate it here. EmptySoul
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    hmm... a friend of mine said she liked the condoms with ridges. i haven't had the chance to use a ridged one yet though, so personally i dunno. EmptySoul
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    sex so purely physical reach past my body and touch my soul Just a little group of words that came into my mind. reply what you'd like EmptySoul
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    wow u_t_p, didn't think you were like me anymore...we're still really different anyway. EmptySoul
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    as someone who cuts i know from watching the people around me how hard it is to handle someone close to you injuring themselves. *sigh* i don't know your friend as a person, so it's hard to know what to say because this situation is different with every person. i am not suicidal, i cut as an emotional release, not to attempt suicide. do you know which of those two is your friend? when my parents found out and many other people it just put more stress on me and counseling does too. it helps me to just talk to people that are like me. i really don't know what else to say because it didnt help me when more people got involved in my problems, but the things that worsen my situation may help her... so i hope someone else will reply and share their views... EmptySoul
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    for your friend, like they say: forcus on the clit and use your fingers too. he'll get the hang of it. oh, and i respect you for being your own person, being who you really are and i'm glad you found someone to be with. EmptySoul
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    hello. because of the time you have been together, you should be comfortable around each other, and that is good. the first time usually hurts at least some. it is different for each girl. for me the pain was pretty strong but it didn't last long. just ask him to go slow at first; for the first time i guess communication is one of the important things. most of all just don't worry about anything, relax, get lost in the moment and have fun. EmptySoul
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    hey, if i remember right....drink lots and lots of liquids/water. and if you don't get off of your period, then tonight could just be your night to pleasure him, you know? giving him oral and doing the stuff he wants and then some night when you're not on your period you get to have him return the favor. EmptySoul
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