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  1. EmptySoul
    there are some people that are just really comfortable with their sexuality around both sexes. it's up to you whether you want to consider yourlself bi or not... EmptySoul
  2. EmptySoul
    like everyone has said so far, masturbate first, that shoul help. and the more you've had sex the longer you'll probably be able to go before you come. EmptySoul
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    thank you so much for posting that. EmptySoul
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    hmm... i've lost a lot of people bc of admitting that i have depression issues and cut and may be bi and it is lonely and hard. but i would rather be lonely and being myself than have 100 friends and acting like someone i'm not. best of luck. EmptySoul
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    all i can really say is that i know how you feel and it sucks that this is starting for you so young when i only got seriously depressed this year. i do cut and didnt think it was an addiction for me and now every time i get pissed or sad or whatever i do it, i have to. so its your choice if you want to start something that will lead to an addiction most likely. all i know is it makes me feel better, even though it has caused me to lose many people who dont understand. id rather cut than just off myself, you know? EmptySoul
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    that is disgusting that he would do something like that. i dont know enough about the police but id try that and do anything you can to get him back. EmptySoul
  7. EmptySoul
    i've read somewhere that if you take extra time brushing your tongue when brushing ur teeth it helps with bad breath. EmptySoul
  8. EmptySoul
    hey i know how that is...it's because on the net well it's just different. if you keep talking it will get easier, and if you meet then talk on the phone too it will get easier. EmptySoul
  9. EmptySoul
    maybe if i just close my eyes... forget to breathe drop everything maybe if i just forget this love... forget to look for your face stop remembering maybe if i just accept this life... forget it all kill my dreams maybe i can live again go a day without crying again be the strong one again maybe some day i can laugh again- a real laugh and smile again some day i'll be able to do it all look back at these scars- and the ones that are still cuts and see how far i've come but maybe not maybe it's never gonna change maybe i'll just keep being this way won't go up from this down and i'll just fade- into the background drop into the silence of the dead and the insane give up this fu***** life this godd*** game and i'll turn my new radio up as loud as it'll go in my brand new room in my brand new house and i'll finally get the courage to let every drop of blood FALL and as i lie on my new bed fading from this world i'll cry tears of the damned because it wasn't what i wanted after all... EmptySoul
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    hey. i'm really happy for you and i wish you the best with the situation. i hope you have "found your soulmate" or at least someone you can be with happily for a long time, and someone who can understand you. go for it! or at least tell her how you feel. talk to you soon. best of luck. EmptySoul
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    JonnyG, first i don't know if i will ever want the responsibility of having a life in my care for so long, but if i do... if my child chooses to have sex at a young age all i have to say is i hope they only choose to do so because they are ready and are willing to deal with the consequences. it is their choice, and i will tell them all that i can from my experiences but it will still be up to them. EmptySoul
  12. EmptySoul
    I lost my mine at 14. EmptySoul
  13. EmptySoul
    I know many people do not agree with my choice to have sex at such a young age, but it is my choice. I am not naive about the results of my choices or anything else involving sex. I've spent a lot of time before I lost my virginity educating myself; I am not one of those girls who has bogus ideas about how not to get pregnant or thought about having sex just bc some d*** wanted them to. *sigh* i'm sorry, i know most 14 year old girls are not emotionally ready for it, but some may be and some have been, so they shouldnt be lumped into a big group and labeled as immature and irresponsible. it is each girls choice, and they will have to deal with the emotions and consequences resulting from their actions... EmptySoul
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    i dont think anything bad can come of it unless a parent found out and decided to do something about it....ive been with guys that are 16 too and havent had any problems yet. just make sure no adults get involved. EmptySoul
  15. EmptySoul
    i haven't orgasmed either, but i've come closest from being ate out (clit is really important) and from sex from behind... EmptySoul
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    Suicide

    EmptySoul replied to AN's topic in Suicide & Self-Harm

    when i watch anything really it is the pain of the people left behind that gets to me. but also i feel that you should not live your life for other people, doing that can get you thinking these thoughts anyway. i am not saying be selfish, just dont forget about yourself. i've had bad depression problems this year, but i am still here. im young and dont know what will happen, if anything after i die. maybe there will be a moment sometime that makes staying alive worth it... EmptySoul
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    i like that description....maybe he was trying hard to be okay with it for a long time and couldn't do it anymore. guys that i used to get along with went from being worried, to backing off, to flipping out to making my life hell. i guess everyone handles it differently. i just made a new post on the forum. maybe you could read it and see what you think.... EmptySoul
  18. EmptySoul
    God Are you there? What if they're all wrong Praying only to the sky And nothing more? Did you really die for us On that cross In all the pain Of humankind I don't know anymore. Love Are you there? What if they're all wrong Living for nothing Nothing at all Every kiss And word Does it mean anything? I don't know anymore. Someone, Anyone Am I here? What if this depression Swallows me And everyone forgets Who I was to them And I'm alone forever What if I drown in my own tears If I lie down And can never find the strength To get back up again If everyone just keeps pointing And laughing And I explode on the inside And no one sees If I just fade Until even the sun will never shine on me WHAT IF THIS NEVER ENDS? I don't know what's going on. Oh God. I'm just so tired. I am too young to be so tired. EmptySoul
  19. EmptySoul
    Don't let love be your weakness, let it be your strength. As a weakness it will break you, as a strength it will help you grow. EmptySoul
  20. EmptySoul
    I like it, and I'm glad you wan't to live. EmptySoul
  21. EmptySoul
    i can't really say either way if you are or not, i mean you know yourself better than anyone else...what that person said to you was rude. i understand that it is hard for people to handle their friends/whatever cutting themselves or being depressed, or whatever. and the sad thing is, a lot of them respond badly and it hurts. i'm sorry i don't really know what to say, i hate it that there are so many people out there like me, like you, like this... EmptySoul
  22. EmptySoul
    i'd i like it. just thought id say im like you but when you're like this, knowing there's more people like you doesn't make it any better. EmptySoul
  23. EmptySoul
    i really hope no one gets in an argument over my maturity level EmptySoul
  24. EmptySoul
    Earlier this year a sex partner of mine wanted to be with me, he asked me twice and i said no even though I liked him. Following that he got a gf and moved. Now that he's back in a nearby town again I've been talking to him on the phone trying to get it planned out for us to get together some night. When we do get to do something I want to make him want to be with me again, and I want it to be amazing for him. Any extra tips for how to do this? EmptySoul
  25. EmptySoul
    about size, for me its not THAT big of a deal b/c ive been with a guy who wasnt all that big but he knew what he was doing and he was confident and i've had more fun with him than anyone about eating out, the clitoris. important important. EmptySoul
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