I am toooo shy! I can't help but think that people are better then me, even if they are not. I can't even talk properly when I have to talk to anyone, I don't have real friends who I can hang out with over the weekends, I never had a boyfriend, never kissed, never even been hugged, nothing! I feel like such a freak and I don't know why I'm like that. It's not like I'm ugly or anything. Some girls who are very ugly are popular! And yea I know it's their self-confidence and stuff, but I don't have it and I cant have it. Everyone says that you're just supposed to think that you're better then everyone else, but guess what, it doesn't work that way. Anyone tell me if you have ever been in my situation, and if you ever got over it, or almost got over it. I just can't stand being like this anymore, but I can't help myself.
Oh, and if I talk to guys, I just lose my speech! I cant just say "what" AND THAT'S IT