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  1. as i said, i payed the price for what i did and i know that there is going to be a lot of "what ifs" in his head. He still loves me and i love him. we are phisicaly close and emotionaly close as well. i know i screwed up,he knows that two.i gess it any be because you know the whole story ,that you saud that. but thanks any way
  2. Ok a while back i cheated on my boyfriend.then recently he found out. he was mad but he still stayed with me. i lost his trust, but i am slowley earning it back.i might move in the middle of august because of family problems.i wont be able to see him a lot and i know he is going to be woried about me. i wanted to know if any one knew how i can make him feel better about it. if any one has any good advice i would really apresheate it thank you
  3. hey i think i got a real problem here. and i think its my fault......there is this guy that i talk to now on the computer a lot.he seems really nice and i think he likes me. i am not to sure how to say this but........well i started to talk to him on here, he was asking ppl how to get a girlfriend.i answered his thing and i gess he just started to talk to me from there...the second time we talked he told me some things about his life and i told him some things about mine.well just for the reckered i have a b/f and this guy i am talking to lives in chicago..Any ways he said some thing to me that really freaked me out but at the same time i ......i didnt feel scared or freacked out...well he said that he wanted to see me and i wanted to see him. so i was stupid and i went to my rich aunt and asked her too take me . she ended up calling my aunt that i am staying with and told her. ofcorse she freacked out and told me a tun of storys of wakoes on the computer t o try to scare me..it didnt work thoe. my uncle wanted me to give him the e-mail adress so he sould fined out if this guy was telling the truth.i love my b/f but he got to protective over me and disided to add the guy to his buddy list so he could talk to him .
  4. hi ........i have a question about me writing poems.well i use to cut and i stopped.after i stopped i started to write poems.i never cryed or laughed or feltany kind of emotion .i hurt to feel nothing, but i couldent... so i wrote, i wrote about death, rape, murder anything i thought of.it all reminded me of my life and how i felt. and i was just wandering if its a bad thing to write those???
  5. Hey i am not sure if this is the catigory for this, but i dont know what catigory to put this sorte of thing.well......I use to cut myself.i think it was because of dipretion.See a lot of stuff was going on back then and i didnt know how to deal with it.So i resorted to cutting.I gess it gave me a kind of relefe.I also tryed to cumit suicide three times.They took me to a shrink, thinking it would make me better. But it only made things worse. I got mad at my family for taking me there. And i cept cutting.And what made things even worse was that my own mom knew,and didnt care. Well now i have stopped because it almost jeperdised my relationsh with my boyfriend.But see, I get panic atacks and i get dipresed for no reason.My aunt is going to send me back to a shrinkbecause she saw old scars.I feel like it .........I feel like cutting again,for the relefe i need.But I dont want to i dont want to do it any more!!! [-( .i want the pain to go away ..............will some one please help me.
  6. thanks for the answers i am sure that will help her.but thank god i dont have that problem.
  7. ok this isnt for me. but my big cuz wanted to know why the guys she went out with didnt like kissing her with her braces on . its not to serious its just a simple curiosity.thanks
  8. so it happened to your g/f to? i am glad its not to serious.and i am glad there isnt anything wrong with me. i admit that i over reactid a little. and i am happy that i got some ansewers. thanks for your help
  9. ok about a week a go my bf was fingering me and i started to bleed.at first i thought he might of tore something and all it needed to do was heel.but that was a week a go. today i thought i would check my self, and i did.but i started to bleed again.i know i am not on my period so i am a little woried that there might be something wrong with me.i dont know what to do. and i dont know what to tell my bf. so if any one is there that has any advice at all, PLEASE PLEASE help me.
  10. trixie

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    hi its me i have two other problems now.the first one is that .......well...when my boyfriend was fingering me i got hurt and i keep telling him that its not his fault and i dont want him to be afrade to touch me or to do anything to me again. how do i get it through his head?and another question is .....well is it ok to stik marballs up my p***? is it a good idea?
  11. i know how you feel i am not sure about it either. its ok but i fined that youll only get the same reply as i have
  12. no i dont think that thats strange at all.i gave my bf oral recently for the first time as well. but unfortunately i was unable to make him cum. i found it as a big disapointment for me since he's givin me such pleasur. so thats my opinyon on that. if you want to talk more feel free to.
  13. trixie

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    my boyfriend has done a number of sexual things to me.like fingering me and eating me out. but i am not sure when i have an orgasum.
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