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  1. AntiLove_SuperStar
    Paralysis By Analysis? Human life isn't a science, surely?
  2. AntiLove_SuperStar
    Me too, and I'm heading towards it. But I doubt I'll be happy when I get there. I wasn't happy last time at 115lbs or lower and 5ft 6ins when I starved myself into a seizure and I had constant arguments w ith people who told me how sick I looked, and I went yellow through malnourishment. But I'm doing it all over again, I understand the allure of being TRES thin.
  3. AntiLove_SuperStar
    Well, i have NEVER been attracted to a jerk. I have BEEN the jerk, yes, but attracted to the jerks, no. I'm sorry, the whole Gilrs Like Jerks THing is a L-I-E. The truth, so far as I see it, is more like - "A lot of women have low self esteem, and subsequently will put up with too much bad behaviour for too long, which is a bad situation but rights itself as they start to believe they are worthy."
  4. AntiLove_SuperStar
    Ohh.. NOOOO. You are only doing it to please him? You seriously believe all guys want a 3some with two girls? My BF is upset at the idea, its not something all men want OR are entitled to OR should be something you do to make him happy. To give you some idea of how little I think of him and how bad I think this idea is....I couldn't get past halfway without crying, PLEASE don't do this, and seriously question your BF's committment to you. If he loved you, he wouldnt want anyone else in bed with you, i can almost PROMISE you as much.
  5. AntiLove_SuperStar
    No, I don't have any cookies because I'm so full of paranoia I', convinced I am hideous and FAR too fat, and must be 100lbs before I'm hot. The dark side is easily understood, but a nightmare.
  6. AntiLove_SuperStar
    She wasn't perfect if she dumped you. I'd have thought a major part of a perfect anyone was that they'd want to be with you? I know it hurts, but logically, she was not perfect!
  7. AntiLove_SuperStar
    Yeah, happy new year too ;-) I just attempted to make a martini and lemonade, it was foul. I will endeavour to make myself very unmediocre, perhaps I will paint myself pink.
  8. AntiLove_SuperStar
    Cliche - if you can't decide, then neither is right. Honestly. Forgive me for being annoyingly typical, but if one really stuck out for you, you'd KNOW by now.
  9. AntiLove_SuperStar
    Yeah, mine too. I'm very sorry you've now had a revelation about the awful nature of the world we live in, but at least you got X amount of years of naivety? If its any consolation, there have always been Dark Events, Dark Sides, Dark People. As one of them, I say - welcome!
  10. AntiLove_SuperStar
    So I'm mediocre now? Ohhhh dear.
  11. AntiLove_SuperStar
    Well, I think they can. Because it seems as though some people are just whacko from an early age. Its a very unscientific observation, but then again, if some people are Type A/Type B personalities etc, why on earth shouldn't there be a "Depressive Personality?" We have "Personality Disorders" and the like...
  12. AntiLove_SuperStar
    engagedkitty - long story short, he just is NO good for you. He has NO respect for you. Please leave him, I promise him he won't change.
  13. AntiLove_SuperStar
    I'm not sure how it'd work for "lifestyle depressives" ;-) I think it'd work for a depressive episode, not sure for a depressive personality.
  14. AntiLove_SuperStar
    Thank you for...all of the above, everyone. Human diversity is always intriguing.
  15. AntiLove_SuperStar
    Same here. Minus the meds. There must be an advantage there?
  16. AntiLove_SuperStar
    They will do it as long as certain people like you will watch it, to be frank. Personally, I'd NEVER do such a thing. Been there, done that, now sickened by it, y'know?
  17. AntiLove_SuperStar
    Fair enough, but I live in a very rural area, and its two buses/an hour each way into nearest town, etc etc due to a rubbish service. I don't have a job, I'm a fulltime student and have neither the time nor the ability (I can barely get out of bed some mornings). thereforeeee = no money = no holidays etc, plane tickets are A LOT..and would my mother just be happy with me careering off..nope. I simply don't have the money to go anywhere. I'm not even especially depressed about any of the above, I just feel so incredibly sad and as thoguh there is nothing and no point in front of me. I feel as though my entire pathetic existence is merely a stupid torturous conspiracy. And I don't want the weight gain of Lithium, that'd make me so depressed it wouldn't be worth taking it in the first place. I feel as though as I hate everyone. This is my standard mode of thought, I'd just normally a little better at "keeping it in".
  18. AntiLove_SuperStar
    Because she is inconsiderate, juvenile and doesn't like you. Just ignore her..whatta idiot she is.
  19. AntiLove_SuperStar
    1) Lithium 2) A driving license 3) 20lbs off my blubbery body 4) An ability to not feel so awful about EVERYTHING I'm in for delivery most days this week.
  20. AntiLove_SuperStar
    Short answer, and its not said bitterly- Nope.
  21. AntiLove_SuperStar
    A lot of Christians don't believe everything in the Bible...ah, the Bible and all its controversy!
  22. AntiLove_SuperStar
    5 times a night = soreness. Something I'll have to work on. 5x30minutes...adding on foreplay..I'm just not that fit
  23. AntiLove_SuperStar
    I don't think I'd be sorry if I wasn't here next year. I am so almighty TIRED of everything. You name it, I'm sick of it.
  24. AntiLove_SuperStar
    The Lesson - cover your tracks, always, throughout life.
  25. AntiLove_SuperStar
    She's um...a clever but slightly evil lady. She has someone who will support her financially and not give her any grief about her rather...dubious behaviuor. Why would she want to change? She won't...I don't think there is any point staying, to be honest.
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