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  1. I've got these, old friends who I decided to separate my life from a few months ago. They were sisters who liked to play mind games with me. I had enough of their crap on night and told them to leave me alone and never call me again. Of course that was code word for them to txt me and call me blocking their number constantly. It was terrible. They always ask questions they know the answers to "why are you doing this, that and the other thing to us" and all I tell them is "please leave me alone, I already gave you your answers" So I had my cell number changed. No that wasn't good enough, they managed to find out what it was from somebody and they started up again. So I said leave me alone, go on with you life and please leave me alone. So they egged my car tonight, I got in my car and drove around. I found them out driving, and they drove past me and my cell rang immediately after so I knew it was them. But they were making noises on the phone and just messing around it was ticking me off so bad. So here I am, I dont know what to do. I dont have evidence for a restraining order and getting 2 orders would be hard enough because I would need evidence on both of them.... Their acts are so sparatic I cant carry a video camera around with me. I've asked them nicely to leave me alone, I've tried being mean so they would leave me alone, I've told them I'd get the cops involved and they STILL wont leave me alone... Should I just ignore them? What if they damage my vehicle more? What do i do! argh so angry!
  2. I use online dating sites to simply meet people and then go out and meet them in the real world. It has worked a few times but there are some creepy people on them as well. Online meeting is for some people I guess and meeting in real life is for others...
  3. You know how some people believe there is that perfect person somewhere in the world for you? Well I found her 3 days ago, and on today of all days on msn, after my terrible new years eve in which i got ditched twice by good friends.... She dumped me! I'll be over it in a few days but it's the simple fact that she was that perfect girl for me is what tears me up inside. She was so amazingly perfect, what I have always searched for. She said she thought she'd give dating a try but she said she just didnt have the same feelings for me as I did for her. I respect that. But dammit... I've never felt so terrible in my life. I've had long-time relationships crash and burn before but they dont even come close to how i feel now. I'm just ranting btw, so dont feel you need to actually respond to this... And of course its the first of 2007, everyone is too hung over or still drunk for me to be able to talk to anyone... So here I am. Happy new year everyone... I hope to god your year started off much better than mine. === I'm just adding in that I've had the worst year in 2006, it was full of depression and sadness and being alone. My friends have all began to leave and I really have nobody. When I met her, my whole personality changed, I was happy and wanting to go out and do things... and now i'm back in this hell i've always been in.... I dont know why that is for me, I just love to have somebody... I cant bear to be alone, it seems my friends dont even care for me.
  4. It affects me the same way, to a less degree. I was molested as a child, not severely but enough to scar me mentally for the rest of my damn life. So perhaps you did have something happen to you, which causes you to react in this way... I'm not sure, same some time out to think about your life, you past and what has happened in your life. Maybe you'll discover something. Take Care.
  5. Yeah... I guess thats the route to go. Thanks
  6. I met this girl... Its strange because it came out of nowhere and it's as if she's my female double. We are the same person in about 90% of the things we say, do or act. I'm amazed by her, she is such a sweetheart. But here's my problem... I am a little shallow. To me physical appearance has a say in my attraction to someone and I absolutely hate it. But I don't know how to change that, this girl is amazing to talk to but physically I cant bring myself to be attracted to her and to me that is something important when it comes to a relationship. lol I'm looking for someone to inspire some sort of wisdom on me. I dont know. I'd love to ask her out, but I couldn't be a physically loving... kissing... relationship with someone i'm not physically attracted to. Then again... Generally when u fall in love looks tend to move aside, but in the beginning is what i'm thinking right now... Wow I feel like such a jerk thinking like this but i'm just trying to be honest.
  7. I'm not so much looking for a match. I'm a person who likes to feel secure, with little change and I don't like a lot of people or new environments. I'm very anti-social, so I want someone that isn't as social as most ppl so that I don't have to feel pressured into "hanging out with her friends" and stuff like that. That seems really... really hard to find. Of course I don't want her to match me, but as long as she can respect our differences as I will then all is good.. I dunno, I just want to be happy and night fight and be with someone who will love me for who I am... Someone I can be happy and secure with.
  8. well... how much are you eating every day? I find I am the same, if I am having a particularly stressful week I may only eat one main meal a day and thats it. If I am happy, I will eat two full meals and a light snack... Plus junk foods. When I dont eat, I try to find things I will enjoy more. I'll make a huge milkshake and that will fill me up as I'm able to just drink it without thinking about it being food... Otherwise I force myself to eat. It sucks, but it's better than not eating. I also take vitamine/mineral supliments
  9. I'm going to be joining some clubs this coming january. I guess what I was trying to say is, I love my alone time. But I sometimes find myself wishing I had someone to be with, someone to talk to, hang out with, someone to love even. My friends have gone their ways and I find myself alone. I figure, if I find someone like me it will be someone who also enjoys their alone time and so it's like we can enjoy being together as well as being apart. Not in a huge social group with things constantly going on. I feel like I wont be able to find someone like that ever. Certainly not while sitting in my room. But that is why I am joining some things in January. I just want to find someone like me, be happy, go on with life, get married, have kids and not have to worry about it. Ya know?
  10. First start talking to them, once you get to the point where you're having conversations... Go out for lunch sometime... Go from there!
  11. I always think there is potential. But I think for some people is it so little that they might as well not try. (like me) I also hate it when people say "oh, you'll find someone someday" no i wont
  12. I guess my problem references this post: I'm in a strong belief right now that I'm never going to find someone that I will be truly happy with. I also, hate how people always say, "Oh, you'll find someone someday!" I just really don't think there are a lot of people out there that I am compatible with. That said, I'd rather not have anyone than be miserable with whom I have. I'm a quiet, reserved person. I have a lot of fun when I'm one on one with someone but if I'm in a group I get very paranoid and afraid. It's just who I am, so it is hard for me to meet people who are like me. It seems like there is nobody like me. My friends have changed so much that, I don't even like to be around them anymore. I just feel like I cant have fun with them. I don't drink either and want someone the same so, I just feel like I'm all alone here. I was quite shocked when I took the eHarmony.com test to find out I'm part of a small percentage of people whom they can not find a single match for. That just sums up how I feel about my relationship life. I'm so different from "the norm" that anyone I would be remotely compatible with is probably thousands of miles away and I'll never meet her. *sigh* I dunno, neone else a secluded, non socializing, shut in like me and actually enjoy it like me? lol if so send me a msg, I would love to meet you. haha
  13. If you have any doubts at all... Dont go through with it, you have your whole life it's better to put it off than end up regretting... Like me...
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