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  1. i_hate_the_world47
    Blackened blood Bright crimson tears The result of life My fourteen years Problems solved By rusty knifes The pain drips out Releasing life But the knife was dropped No more blood shed For this young girl Thought with her head A knife cant solve a thing she thought It only leaves its mark Biting at your soul Like a man eating shark But then the day comes When life gets rough You attempt to stay strong But you arent tough enough You pick up the knife again The blade a sinful sight You cut open your soul again On this dark cold night So listen and you shall see Your pleasure is my pain For in my life i have nothing to lose Yet everything to gain I know this is depressing,But it how i feel. ~Meagan~
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    Hey that was a good poem.Humorous to. ~meagan~
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    I agree with the other posters.Dont over think this.Its not as big a deal as you may think.Just leave it in the past. ~meagan~
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    Wow,let me start by saying im incredibly sorry for your situation Your b/f was wrong for not stopping when you asked him.Though,i dont know if it would be considered rape.Anyway,i myself would be mad at him if i were you.I would still love him of course,but i dont think i would take him back.There is no telling whether he he could do it again.My suiggestion,lose him.He is nothing but trouble.Good luck. ~Meagan~
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    Wow dued,back up.You cant let things like this let you down.Staying alive to fight this will make you astronger person in mind and spirit.Just hang in there and if you ever need to talk to someone feel free to PM me. ~meagan~
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    wow,Your a strong person for asking for help.It must have took alot to do this,i give you props for that.I hope things work out in your favor.I wish you the best of luck,and if you ever need to talk to someone feel free to PM me. ~meagan~
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    Well,Cris,though i dont know you i undertand your point of veiw.When my parents found out about my self harm,my family was screwed up for awhile.But,after counseling and long long talks,we became what we had once been loving funtioning famiyl.What im trying to say is its going to be hard at first.But,after awhile things WILL look up.I wish you the best of luck and if you ever need someone to talk to feel free to PM me. ~Meagan~
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    Wonderful poem.Well written indeed. ~Meagan~
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    That was a very well written poem.I think your b/f will like it alot. ~Meagan~
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    There are organizations for teenabuse.Though i dont know any off the top of my head,if you look around on the net im sure you'll find one.Also there are hotlines you can call.Your boyfriend is lucky to have someone like you to help him.Good luck and if you ever need to talk or anything like that feel free to PM me. ~meagan~
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    Wow I am glad you posted that.It was amazing.very well written. ~meagan~
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    Well,i know this probably isnt what you want to hear,but i think telling your parents would be the best.I know how you feel because i felt that way when my mom found out i cut.But,if you keep hiding it,then when they find out it will be worse.Just try to explain to them the whole situation.Why you cut and all.Good luck and if you need ANYTHINGfeel free to PM me. ~Meagan~
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    Well,this is a interesting thread.I dont know if my horror story matches up to some of these,but here it goes. Ok this guy and i were dating for a year.On our one year anniversary,he throws a part for us.Invites a bunch of friends the nine yards.So about the middle of the party,i am walking around looking for m bf/.I walk into my room and see my b/f making out with another girl on my bed.Who is the other girl?My best friend!So he looks at me and says "babe,i dont think it is working out"So,we broke up.Plus,i havent talked to my friend since. Pretty bad huh? ~meagan~
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    It all depends on the irl.For some it hurts ALOt.For some alittle and for some none.Hopefully your not thinking about having sex soon,because your alittle young. ~Meagan~
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    dpressedone89 Wonderful poem.It was deep and deliviered a message that most think are to sensitive to put out there.Great job. ~Meagan~
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    That was a good poem.Nice work. ~Meagan~
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    Well,let me start by saying i am very sorry to hear about your loss.I cant imagine how you must feel.The death of a close friend or family member is hard to cope with.To cope with the death of your friend,you have to stay busy.If you just do nothing all day,then all you will do is think about him.Your friends death will always be hard but after time it will get easier.Good luck and my deepest sorries about your loss. ~Meagan~
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    Well,whne you have an orgasm,you should know.If you dont know chances your not having one.About the tooth brush,i wouldnt suggest it. ~Meagan~
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    Well,actually when i saw this topic,i thought i would post because i used to be homophobic.I used to hate gay/bi/lesbian people.I thought they were disgusting.This sick that i had was just plain immature.Then.when i grew up,i discovered that gay people are no different,except that they like the same sex.Now,seeing as how i am confused about my sexuality,i have no problem with gays.Homophobes are immature and wrong.They are basing thier decision on what others have said.In my opinion,homophobes are blind to the real world. ~Meagan~
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    Well,as a teen.i dont know why.I think that many teens who assume people are gay for reasons as mentioned is that they are immature.I myself dont label anyone gay until i get to know them.If,after i have gotten to know them,they are gay,so what.But,to answer your question,immaturity is the biggest reason. ~Meagan~
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    So much lost Little to gain But sadness and sorrow Regretfullness and pain The parting of a country The loss of family and friends The usa had to wake up No longer could they pretend We were at war Like it or not We had to fight And so we fought Now three years later The war still rages History has written A few new pages But no one will forget The trauma never the less So remember this day And to all god bless God bless all who lost loved ones,friends,anything On September 11,2001.May the spirits of those who died live on forever in the hearst and minds of the americans. ~Meagan~
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    God bless all who lost loved ones or anyone that day. ~Meagan~
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    Thanx everyone.My father used to hit me and so did my step dad but they are gone.I am going to try and tell my friend that i cant go on like this.I am just afraid of the outcome.Well thanx for the advice all. ~Meagan~
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    Hello everyone.It has been awhile since i have posted anything besides poetry,but i have a true problem. I have a friend.He is a guy.We arent dating but have become lose over summer.Recently he was spending the night at my house.I know what your thinking but its not like that.Anyway,we got into an argument about me dating another guy and he slapped me.Now at the time i didnt think anything of this.He apologized saying it was his anger.I forgave him no questions asked. Then yesterday,he was at my home again.We got into the same argument and he slapped me again.This time it knocked me to the ground and gave me a black eye.Now,he apologized and i forgave him,but this is wrong.I have bean hit all my life by my father and then my step father.I cant have another male figure in my life who hits me.I need to know how to tell him this cant go on.But i am afraid he may hit me.If anyone has suggestions plz help. ~meagan~
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    Weel,though i have never tried it i know a friend who did.It helped her.I hope it helps pthers. ~meagan~
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