well we discussed it and we agreed to just forget about it, and that we were just sexually fustrated and we got caught up in the moment. I guess i'm 15 and i always have wanted to get head, you know how it is, i'm a horny teenager. I'm just so stupid, i wasnt thinking. I havent even been with a girl yet! i just wanted it so much, i didnt care who it was from. The rest of the night was so awkward. I slept like 2 hours. I just kept running the whole thing through my head, trying to figure stuff out. I know that it was a weak moment and its just something that happened, but i just need to get some advice and to talk about it, to be honest i feel kind of tramatised. My friend and i were just pretending it didnt happen the next morning. I think it'll be fine with time. the thing is that i'm not very popular, most of my friends are girls, his like my ownly male friend i do stuff with on the weekends! i'm such an idiot. All i can say is i'm glad it wasnt me doing it! i think i wouldnt have coped after, i'd be so confused. At first he was just giving me a handjob, and than we started sucking me. It was so good at the time, and than straight after i suddently went back to reality, i wanted to throw up, i cant believe what we did, its so wrong! but what does it mean, like sexual orientation wise. When people say they experiment as teens and its normal, is this in that rhelm of normality or is this really extream?
