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Lol why yes it is a lot of text and im too tired to want to read it all.

Well iono i was kind of thinkin i was gonna have it bad off.And then suddnely i got this new found confidence and started walking more confidently or whatever and looking at some girls.And when i was acting happier with myself i noticed some girls looking at me.And im thinking hey maybe if i act and feel more confident girls are more attracted to me.LIke all u guys were saying.LIke this one girl today at work i made eye contact with her like 3 times.And she was even apllying for a job cause i hope she gets it.And iono i think i saw her checking me out and i was like "what the heck girls will even do that with me?"She was even quite attractive too.So i say listen to the people who say be more confident and it actually seems like girls do like you more.Just from what ive learned so ill give it a shot.Maybe we just all have to find the girls that are interested in us and spot them out by being confident or something iono.

Well why u didnt is because when i think.Im constantly thinking and my mind never stops.I constantly analyze what im saying and i basically make my opinions very confusing.Cause they are not worded in the right way.If someone brings up one thing.I can bring up like a lot of ideas and just let out too much i guess and not make sense.A Racing mind is prolly why i cant sleep.Just trying to say im not exactly like the nice guys u label and i do different things.I was also talking to my friend on msn messenger so maybe a reason it turned into a jumbled mess if u dont understand it iono.And maybe i shold have quoted the people i meant it for but i never bothered to learn how to quote more then one person shold have looked.

Ok im getting tired of these posts too.But a lot of u guys think us nice guys wont stand up for anything.I will stand up for my gosh damn self if i notice the situation is out of line.Just because i say i do nice things doesnt mean i let people just walk all over me.Im only a lil too nice to my friends but thats because they have given me so much joy in life and made it fun.Yes im skinny but i dont care dudeill say something for myself.We shouldnt jump to conslusions about bad boys and u shouldnt about us.Maybe we should make a mutual agreement or something.We dont know enough about each human being to generalize or stereotype people.Because we are all complex human beings.We all have some others things about ourselves that we think that we think about other human beings.But some people use it in a bad way.But hey im a 18 year old i dont know all that much yet im still learning so some of my stuff i think is dumb but dont generalize me man for being a nice guys.And u have no right to put down shy's girlfriend.U have no fricken right at all too put down women that dont give that same appeal no gosh damn right.Since i say im a nice guy u prolly think im some stupid fool that any women that finds me attractive is what is ugly too you but what iono what i can find attractive or cute is different too people.Its all so confusing i dont know.I just know it changes nothing was not like this in middle school.Girls were just sweet but a lot of guys were getting somewhat overwhelming for their ages.Then when i hit high school and moved up here i was like wtf happened????Btw metallica you are 15 and in high school and that place is a jk so u dont know much prolly as well as i dont know much but we still try to bring up our ideas but i still feel as though im confused.Im just sayin dont label nice guys the wrong way cause u dont know how i am to begin with.

Dude myspace is a great place too find a relationship man.My friend is in sort of in the category that no one is in.He wants to find a girl that likes anime and wants love and its kind of hard to find that.O and btw when u say shallow people.People in this world are shallow as hell plenty of them.

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dont feel bad hk87 i am basically like you in some ways so there are plenty of others.I often will say sorry like maybe 9 times to a person in like 30 minutes for such lil things.But i am not sure if this is what your talking but i do apologize just like u say.Only difference is im closed about my feelings so it doesnt cause conflict that way but does in different ways kind of hard to explain.Iono how i do it is that i am a very shy person so i dont really talk at all too people too give off thoughts in real life i repress them.The advice i can give u is too maybe repress those emotions too lash out at random people if possible.Ya like your saying is your feeling insecure about yourself and take out these blasted frustrations on your friends.Im sort of stuck here.Only idea i have is that one too hold back those emotions on people.Maybe just let out some of your emotions to your friends of how u feel about yourself.Thats what im gonna finally tell too my best friend.Before he goes back too the marines.So ya when u do have friends and they see that you are having frustrations from within then maybe just vent a lil bit too let off a lil bit of this steam and just maybe correct things i have done this a couple times.But o yah sorry u say your open so u probably spill out your emotions.so just hold them back if you are smothering people with them.Sorry analyzed the situation and kind of produced some ideas that may not even suit your situation and im sorry im bad at this i think too much and complicate things but i hope i help a lil.

That is great news sara!And im glad it meant so much to you and made u so happy.I wish only bigger and greater things too come into your life that make you happy.good luck.

ya dude a lot of people are trying these things.I havent tried anything at all but now im trying the stuff u buy from stores but i doubt this stuff works.Well this guy thta lived at my friends house was completely covered with acne then he used proactiv and wow!HIs face was completely spotless.But i guess it wasnt the same for u man sorry.hmm well doesnt this stuff have a high amount of alcohol so it might be a lil bit b ad too use on your face a lil too much?So im not sure mystero unless the stuff your using has like a different mixture im not all to sure about how much u can use it a day.Instuctions probably say what lot of it may do to your face.

Lol laura dont mind this laura we all go through it.As a guy when i hit a certain age and i got the good old bad thoughts and stupid male hormones i try so hard too repress them die hormones >_

Sigh... if thats the case, men are scum and a disgrace. Most men want more, rather or not you want to admit it. Okay, before I thought you were just extremely naively idealistic and just a slight genetic deviant from most people, but now I see you are simply in self-denial or are a normal person having kicks by pretending to be a guy in self denial on the internet if you really say that men are scum for wanting an attractive non-psycho woman who is not unenjoyable whle having sex. Have fun with your psycho unattractive women! Wow asdf u have to put down the women we like?Cause maybe they hold morals or act a lot better like we do.I know we put down some of the women out there but ya.If they are unattractive too you they can still be good at sex in the fun type of way for people who like that or people like how they are on the inside and when u do it when u truly love them.But see you are just to shallow to look beyond the looks and the person she really is on the inside.Well hey asdf.Like i have said if you have a very attractive face to females.O and btw dont jump out and put down me right away cause i did have girils giving me attention in middle school like turning around and talking to me and i did get phone numbers so maybe i can bring out an attraction for women in me but iono.Ahh why am i defending myself you'll put down that but ahh who cares many people try to put down others to feel good about themselvesGuess what u did nothing for it at all so u have no right to brag or put down other people and call them ugly.U were born that way and i dont see the right to brag or put down people when those people did nothing for it dude.How the heck are these women pyscho dude?Whenever u try and bash are points u bring up the "o shes psycho" or the "Oh shes unattractive comment!".What are quite possibly bad about these girls when they good thoughts man just their looks to you because you underestimate the power of a kind unattractive girl too you and what truly is there.When shysoul is saying that girl is the most beautiful girl in the world to him.He is meaning that she is extremely beutiful on the inside and that what can make her so beautiful on outside too or thats how it can be too me.And i dont mind im rdy for all the comments "like your ugly" and or the famous "your a virgin what do u know" if u havent used them already.

So anyone that's not a nice guy is abusive? Crock of ****. Women say they want NICE GUYS, meaning a jerks qualities that they like but take away the abuse. Everyone just says it in the wrong way. Saying nice guy is like saying clingy, inexperienced, panzy, and doesn't "get" women. Did u mean that last sentence about nice guys?Dont get what sentence you were using "everyone just says it the wrong way line" for

Iono lol its all different opinions.Some men are like OMG HOT GIRL must have sex with her and they go after them and do it all they want.Well ion some of just want to hold it off till a girl truly means everything to us usually marriage because we need things to give us meaning.Where as the other ones truly believe in pleasing themselves it seems.It merely destroys the idea of this for us.As for me with how people treat sex it has just made it so disgusting anymore and destroyed it.People always the your a virgin card to settle the score.Yes we are virgins but we still have our morals we hold to ourselves.And yes we do have these gosh blasted urges and hormones i hate them and i try my hardest to resist them and block them from my mind.Lol always trying to destroy our self-esteem with the virgin card when we imply our points and views.And always the women who are healthy are attractive thing!!!!ONe things if i look at the attractice qualities of a women its their face.And people do not do anything for their looks whatsoever they were born that way it does not make them better.One thing with me too i have an insanely good metabolism i do not get large at all.A women with this and a good face would have it made.These are just some of the girfts we are given in life that we did nothing for.

Ya i really love this forum.The only bad thing i got out of it is that it has opened my mind.And i cant stop thinking lol i am constantly thinking.Think thats why i have insomnia.I hope u keep coming to this forum and people can help you.Hope things just get better for you.

Ya i definitely believe there is room for love at young age.I give no hope to preps tho they have like 10 relationships in 2 months.

I guess its the fact that we have more morals.Being nice makes me fricken happy.I be nice and do things for people not expecting anything in return.But one question i got to ask if these other guys are so strong?Why is it that us guys can supress our hormones and they cannot >_

Iono what i see when teenagers are doing this.They are all trying so fricken hard too make themseleves different.Say getting tattoos or piercings.Wearing dark clothes or preppy clothes.My sister does this everyday changing the way she looks.Some people really like it.But i think all teenagers are exactly the same by trying to be different.It might be something neat to change from one way too another but iono.

he prolly thinks its funny because he thinks of how the strong guys are the real men who go up too women or the ones who are strong strength wise.

well iono ya withholding sex sounds liek bad idea like they were saying because like 90% of guys care so much about it.I know i wouldnt leave a girl if she wasnt giving me sex if i cared enough about her.Then i would feel like i was treating her like a thing not a human being.But a conversation will prolly be taken a lot better.wow im sleepy so g'nite guys.

Its just simple there are a lot of jerks out there im glad to say im not one.I know of plenty of women who ran into the jerks in their lifetime.Gotta find some way too move on.

Im sorry that i misinterpreted what you were trying to say skyteph.Sorry what i was talking about was younger age women.I mean at a younger age we have the luck of genes.Some girls seem to grow up with an amazing body and like a high metabolism and a beautiful face.While other women do not luck out.Im talking about these girls that had the luck of the draw in life.Iono just know at younger ages there were plenty of girls that had that good figure without doing anything.Sorry guess i should have clarified the ages.Now off to try to get some sleep gosh damn insomnia.And sorry if the my ideas come out with plenty of ignorance behind em im just bitter so i just roll my ideas out.One of the reasons i cant sleep im constntly thinking and analyzing life sorry.

Umm actually some of us guys could care less about the size of a women's breasts.I could say that i think a women's eyes are more appealing then that.A women with beautiful eyes is more of a plus then their breasts too me but also how beautiful they are on the inside like some of us guys who like this stuff.O and btw most women didnt work hard to get their figure.Most just grew right up into it.With no work involved.Some did.But things like a good looking face were not achieved by them it was all luck of how they were created when they were born and when they grew up.

Ya im bi-polar and i kept it bottled up for awhile but now its treated.All i can say is when i was manic is i was insanley happy and like out and about running around.Then when i was in my lows i would be on the bed laying down for awhile depressed just feeling horrible.By keeping it bottled up i attemtped suicide ones.And at work wigged out when my best friend and my other friend were ignoring me and everything was going wrong.I started cutting myself and dont know how deep or how many times i was going to cut myself before my friend stopped me.Risked losing my job but my boss cared about me working there so i was able too.Freaked out my friend.Theres just my example of being bi-polar.

Ya i would say leave him theres no reason too have him using u like this hes a pig.I mean sex isnt a thing to stay with a person thats a jerk.With how much sex is abused makes it just so disgusting anymore.

Ok i have been looking at my old yearbook and wow things have changed.Ok back when i was younger i had really good amount of friends and i hanged out with popular kids.Back then i used too play sports all the time and i would be outside of the house like everyday having and was in very good shape.OK i was surprised when i looked in my yearbook.I probably have about 8 girl's phone numbers.Saying things like stay cool or like keep in link removed like what the hell.One said your cool but you didnt talk enough lol cause ive been shy my whole life.And then some have hearts by them so i guess i had girls that were friends or i could have been friends with and ive totally have forgotten about this crap.And some girl i liked like for a year who lived right accross my street.Told me have a great summer and hope too see you during it but maybe she was just being nice.This all brings back memories and things i have forgotten.Such as i remember this girl i liked was gonna dance with me but didnt since i had my friends ask her because of my stupid shyness.When i came up here everything changed and i found friends that were into games and stuff and i just really got into that.I also had friends that we did things outside and stuff like my best friend but whos now in the marines. Comes back in 3 weeks for 18 days i cant wait.But when i came up here i never had girls who looked at me or talked too me.Like some girls in my classes back then would turn around and talk too me but that doesnt happen anymore.Its like i suddenly grew up and got uglier.Only thing different about me now is that i have acne.And back then my face was really clear and not a spec on it.And for some reason its like girls went from being these cool good girls cept for a few too being where a LOT of girls just go very fast here.LIke thing i heard about some girl from a girl i talk to at work told me she knows someone that has something with all the letters of the alphabet on it and shes trying to have sex with guys whos name starts with a letter from it.And she only has 8 letters link removed like wow ok thats disgusting.O and Btw shes 14 and already has had an abortion thats what it did too me.after looking at this yearbook it makes me think where have these young type of good girls gone that i had in my life when i was in 6th and 7th grade.Some of them were already bad yes but there were plenty good ones then.And it just makes me think did i get ugly quick or something and why dont girls give attention too me like this link removed just wondering did any of your guys lives ever change so drastically?Sorry just sharing what ive discovered from just a mere link removed opened my mind to recapture all my memories.And sorry if i post a lot but my mind is constantly thinking its one reason i cant fall asleep.I constantly analyze human life and whats going on with friends and their link removed i post my thoughts too vent or something iono sorry.