Laura Ashley

Heya guys! Well I sent a post a little while back about a boy who was constantly bugging me (and still is). Anyways .. he still pestering me. I dunno what to do! I have asked him politely to stop pestering me especially when we're in lessons when we're likely to get in trouble. Today in college I was sat doing my assignment and he wheeled accross on his chair and started pratting about touching buttons on my keyboard, then he was knocking the mouse out of my hand!!! I was getting really annoyed since Mrs Daniels had already told us both to shuddit! He's a friend don't get me wrong, he always makes me laugh and is quite pleasant to me, it's just he's getting us both in to trouble. We got sent out of a lesson today because he wheeled accross on his chair to me again and poked me under my ribs and I screamed. Then Mrs Daniels took us both outside and called us juvenile, and that we flirt in our own time not hers. Is he flirting with me??? I swear right, I took three teachers (separately aside) and told them the situation and each one laughed at me and told me he's just flriting me and I should shrug it off. Their not taking my seriously! I'm getting in to trouble and being thrown out my lessons! I have tried telling my teachers and they told me to ignore him but I can't! Even when his mates accuse him of flirting he doesn't really deny it and laughs it off. He doesn't care about getting trouble .. he's a very "go with the flow" kinda guy! I'm stuck! Please help, I have no idea what to do. I don't want to tell my mum and dad because I'd feel akward.

soooo .. is that a good thing? I mean I don't find that with problem with many people

Hello all Happy new year, hope you had a good one Anyway, I have a question. Do you know when you feel so heavily attracted to someone that eventually you fall in love with them? Why is it you forget what they look like when your away from them for a little while?? I mean the guy who I'm attracted to (I work with him and he has a girlfriend) I forgot what he looked like over christmas. I could picture his hair, and his eyes but I can't picture him as a whole person. I spoke about him quite a lot in my other posts. I just wanted to know why I forget his face? Laura x

Why would God wish to remain anonymous? Is that a good thing or bad?

Heya everyone! I have broke off from college today after a long but yet enjoyable term. I have been figuring out for absolutely ages what it is exactly I wanted to do with my life since I left high school. I'm doing A-level health and social care at the moment, and I have fancied the idea of going in to biology teaching. It's like signs have been pointing my way. for example, my old high school teacher Mr Watson pushed me in to working in the science lab when he found out I needed a job, then my sister randomly buys me a science book that was on sale incase I needed to re sit my exam and tonight my taxi driver who took my to cinema actually went to the university that I had in mind and DID a degree in science biology! I mean how weird is that? Then out of the blue this little yr 7 gurl at college walks up to me after I'd finished helping her and says "You'd make an awsome teacher do you know that?" I mean I have loads and loads of friends in yr 7,8,9,10 & 11 I'm making friends with children everyday it's just weird! When I go to work in college after I have finsihed my studies, I pop in to classrooms and put in what the teachers need for expirments and they all beg me to stay in their lessons! It's just so sweet! I really think I have found something that I want to do for the rest of my life. I love how when I walk down the corridor how the children smile and wave at me. It's lovely! I felt so happy when I left college today and everyone said merry christmas Laura! But above all that, the guy who I have fallen for (who happens to be a teacher but not my teacher) he has a gurlfriend which hurts me like hell! but I see his name EVERYWHERE. His sir name is on the cast of 'F.R.I.E.N.D.S' on a wine bottle, in a new movie, in a song (I can't tell you the name incase he's a member here) it's the name of a street near my college! And yet I aren't sure if he's the one I'm suppose to be with. It's just I'm getting all these kinda signs everywhere I go. It's mad! I know it sounds utterly crazy but it's the truth! I wrote about him in my last post I'm feeling positive about life at the moment and some positive feedback would be good too.

Hey there, This is kind of embarrassing but when boys hit puberty they think about sex all the time. I was wondering .. do they EVER grow out of that? I'm asking because all the boys at college are just really horny and talk about sex all the time. Is that normal? Do you they grow out if like when their in their 20's? Laura

Thanks *hugs* I suppose I should have expected him not too have feelings for me, I just really hoped he would. The news just hit me hard and I just fell to pieces. I haven't felt right all week, I have cried myself to sleep, I haven't been eating as much, I don't feel like getting out bed in a morning and rushing to school to see my friends like I usually do, instead I want to lock myself in my room and just hide under my quilt. I know I must seem dramatic, but I really like him, it's not a crush I have had plenty of those. I really love him. I could listen to him all day, I confide in him and when I had a lousy crappy day, seeing him smile actually puts a smile on my face. I feel so lonely right now. I have never felt this alone. I have great friends who I can talk to and who can cheer me up, but sometimes you need someone closer than friends to take comfort in and I have no-one in my life like that. It sucks knowing I want him and he has someone else. I feel like wrapping my arms around him, I feel so sad

hey all, I know I have been posting about a lot of things lately, but I have just had a really stressful time. I have wrote a couple of times about a guy who is a teacher. (he has never taught me) I'm, just in the same block. Anyway he's getting married and I'm not sure when, btu the thought of it really hurts me. I really love him. I'm 17 now going to be 18 in January. I now your suppose to be happy for the people you love, and I should be happy he's getting married but I can't be. When he announced it I was just thrown in shock. I mean I got out the room as soon as I could and I just cried for ages in the staff toilets. I know everything about him and he knows everything about me, we usually have long conversations about everything, films, music, lessons and sport, so the more I knew about him the more I loved him. I never made a move, I'd never do that while he's a teacher, but because he never mentioned having a girlfriend, i was sort of thinkiong of asking him out when I leave college for good in May. I just don't know what to do. I felt so close to him and now I feel really hurt.

they just take the piss out my hair colour, its kind of gingery brown and tell me to get out the class room when I have entered. I mean it's pathetic really. I have to go in to their class to prepare lessons. I love working in the science department all exept visits to the class room. I have spoke to the head of science and she was great. She told me to threaten those kids with a visit to her office, but it might just make them tease me more.

hey everyone, I have a really bad problem, I have become really paranoid lately. I mean, I work part time a science lab, I wear a white lab coat and I have to go in to lessons just to drop stuff and pick things up, and I have to listen to the smart remarks you get from students. Their really rude when I enter the class room and it's not like any of the teachers defend me. I mean would it hurt to back me up? I had an open night tonight about different college courses and everytime I walked in the room I felt as though all eyes where on me. I got really anxious and wanted to run and hide. I'm like it all the time and start getting panic attacks. What am I suppose to do? I don't want this to grow on me. I'm trying to build self confidence not lose it ?? Laura

Hey there everybody, I feel pretty down and fed up with my life at the minute. I often go through this phaze and I just want to write about it since I find hard talking to people about my life. The thing is I'm 17 yrs old going on 18, I still don't know what I want to do with my life. I'm not a confident person and find it hard to cope with stress. I don't have a great life at home. I argue with my mum and dad a lot. I have wanted to move out of my house and creat my own inderpendance for about 4-5 yrs now. I want my own life and break free from everything. I have never had a boyfriend and feel like a freak because of it. I feel really lonely when I see couples together or when I hear about my friends past. I really like one of my teachers. He doesn't teach me at all, he's just in the same block as me. I often talk to him and just generally ask how he is and he's had a good holiday or wekend whatever. The thing is when I'm in the same room as him or I'm just looking at him, I really begin to feel nervous. I mean my legs go like jelly and my heart races so fast, I find it difficult to talk. He's just one of these people who makes me smile. Before you all start, yes I do realise he's a tecaher so no relationship is possible. I feel really gutted when he's on his mobile because I just get the impression it's his girlfriend. Have you like ever had a crush on someone and you just want them to be a part of your life? It's like this now. I get really sick of people telling me " One day you going to meet the guy who will make it all right" why can't one day be today? I have a hard time at college. I never finsih deadlines and it's as though my best is never good enough. I have two best friends in the world who I can talk too but it's never quite the helpful enough. My parents often complain that their life is so stressful, but they have no idea what stressful is until they live a day in my shoes. They have no idea how much I'm hurting about things, about the stress I got through with college and how much I want to change my life. How can I pick myself and make myself feel better? I'm always there for people, friends, family and my parents but who's there for me? I don't ave any special I can truly open up to and make me feel the same. What can I do?

lol your such a bloke aren't you

Oh and good luck with your studies next year!

I'm in 6th form college now. I'm doing GNVQ ICT (not saying your stupid or anything but a GNVQ is worth 4 GCSE's) then I'm doing A-levels. I actually fancy being a science teacher. I haven't picked Science this yr so I'm going to re-sit next yr and do my A-levels for that. but if you really think Uni is worth it then I will certainly go ahead with it. I'm a very sensitive person and stress and worry so easily, I just wasn't sure uni was for me.

did you go to uni?