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  1. HI, well this guy wants to meet me. He is my best friends cuz. He is my age i am older like by 2-3 months. I wanted to impress good. Any ideas??? Please help!! THanks
  2. I was in our whirl pool with jets in it. So I decide to have the jets hit me and i have to say it felt so good i started to grab myself and i had to stop bc it was unbelievable. Then like second or two later felted like i had to go to the bathroom but here was like small drops i was in the water so i dont know what it look like but then i did it again. THen i decide to do it again bc it was just good i did the same thing again i leak like 2-3 more times. Was i having orgasm if not what was that i was doing? THnaks
  3. personally i think cyber sex is like the people dont have sexaully in their lives so they have to go online to feel like they are having sex. Its one thing to get tips to have better sex but to act like having it i think its boring go somewhere and do it.
  4. If you read my newest posts, you will know about Jason and everything. Well I havent been over there or anything and like I said before we dont really talk unless its over his house. We dont talk on the phone or online. I am going to be 21 in feb never really been with any1 but unlike my sister i swear she always have some1 or alot of guyz like her. I am just ugly i guess. I do have pic if you would like to see. I been told both way pretty and not so nice. But i guess it depends on ur interests. My parents are other reason too. I am going to be 21 and u would think i would have more freedon and everything i really do. but my dad has dumb things like u cant make that or u cant do that its like embrassing. I just want to get out of here. I just want to be with some1 who will love me for me and only me. I want that person to be Jason but too scared to even tell him just in case he is just being nice to me bc i am close with his mom and his little sister who happens to be 3 and Jason is going to be 23. I am just started working @ Shop n Save this week I havent really been working since i was lay off and quit bc i was getting sick here it was Kidney Failure but on Labor of 2002 i reiceved my Kidney Transplant. My life is such worthless. What can I do?? I want to be happy with some1 and that some1 to be Jason but i dont want to ruin his mom realationship. I want to woek as many hours so i can get my license my dad suppose to teach me paraell parking but no he just wants to watch tv or go over his moms house but my sister they gave her everything and anything she wants...i feel like why me?? I am just always upset. I cant talk to my mom about anything specially about Jason she is kinda jealous of me going over there but never told me she kinda told my best friend she doesnt really like Jason's Mom or his mom boyfriend.. I just dont know where life is going to lead me too..... Sorry about grammer or spelling THnaks for listenting and any1 has anything to say bc do...if u would like to know what or how i think Jason is flirting or actting towards me when i am over there to make good deicion about telling him how i feel just ask or PM. I would really appreicate it.
  5. This may be dumb question but what is deep throat??? please tell me even though i dont know Thanks
  6. Omg thanks soo good and inspiration. I actually wish i could write poems very good
  7. Hey thanks alot. But i should add that i am not really close with him I only talk to him when i am over his house thats maybe every month or so. I am really close with his mom. Thats why I am over there. Still the same advice?
  8. Last time I post, it was guy who my friend tells me he does flirt with me. Well I want to dont think so. Please I just want to say all this hopefully this will help me whatever some1 has to say. Well Jason is going to be 23 this year and I am going to be 21 in Feb. He was in Marines and finally got home. Well the way he flirts with me is he is always making eye contact with me and while he does do that he smile or looks like he is serious. He jokes with me. When we watch some scary movies he scares me. He does pretty well listening to me what i mean by that is that he does have younger sister say 3 years old. well when i am trying to go to sleep on the couch i dont know if he tells her or she just does it. But couple of times i seen him gaving her little small items that willnt hurt me. But the 1 time i seen her picking up wood spoon i was like jason get that off of her. He really try but i caught it in my hands. Stuff like that. He makes me really good inside but then at the same time. He is not dating (the way i understand) just friends with benefits
  9. Gosh, i dont know what to say. But I think Lightingbird might be right. I once work at this like resturant and i worked there for like 3 years and they shut down and reopen and they never call me up so i have no idea...But i do wish u the best and let us know what happens either way. if u dont get hire there is also other jobs too
  10. From coming from female. i think u are correct on some things but gosh lets say Men MUST STOP PLAYING GAMES WITH US FEMALES!!! How many guyz cry over girls?? I know females crys over men all the time. Some of us are even learning men are on this earth to make us more worry or other word is horrible. Ya they do pleasure in some ways but some of them dont know how. I agree with ya about the bad boy thing they arent no good for us. But we will learn. I think both sex needs to stop messing with each other minds...
  11. i say call her up. I mean gosh you cant call up friend to wish them happy b-day?? it will be hard bc she does have new bf but i dont see why u cant call her and wish her happy b-da..
  12. i have to agree with musicguy, cybersex is such so pointless. If that interest you then what sex do to u??
  13. First I just want to say that guyz are just so clueless and gave us mix signals all the time. But then again guyz proably think the same of us females too.. Here is my problem About 4 and half years ago, my friend who was in my grade was going out with this high school boy. but she never wanted us to know his last name had no idea to this day too. But when we fianlly got to high school we were freshman and he was senior we finally meet him and everything. His name is Jason Well I got my first job at restaruant, i was working there for awhile then they hire new worker..Here it was Jason's Mom. We started to talk and here she does nails on the side and i wanted to get my nails done to never got them done at all. So my mom fianlly said that she can do them. Jason was there and he was just looking at me bc we really didnt get along but we did u know. Well I started to go over there couple of times but never slept over. Couple of months went by Jason was leaving for the Marines for 4 years. at this time i was started to like him but he was still with my friend. The last weekend before he was heading to the marines services he went to his grandma's house but while he was there his girlfriend cheated on him and he said if he didnt he left yet how could he trust her so they broke up. He would come home when he could or visit his grandma. Well his mom got pregrant when he left with this guy who did her desk. Well now i am over there all the time now i was using jason's bedroom as my own. Well one time when he was home Richard, Jason and me stay up really late and was talking but jason was drinking so he was kinda drunk he was playing with my feet with his while richard was there but he didnt notice anything. Well he wanted to show him that web site called link removed. i was like it is link removed i am tired i just wanted to go to bed it was like 3 am i finally fell alseep. well to get to the point so long... Its now like 4 years later, I am 20 almost 21 Jason is going to be 23. and his little sister is 3 now she is really close with me. I stop going over there for awhile but when i heard jason was home i would go over there to see him. i mean we arent friends we talk kinda when i am there. we dont hang out or anything. the past two times i was there i was there like week at time. He watch tv with me and movies he looks me in the eyes and smiles and everything. This last time i was there i look in his eyes too and smile just the way he looks at me i really am falling in love with him. but the problem is that he is kinda the way i understand it is seeing this girl. but my friend thinks it is her using him for sex. but i think he likes her but i can see him using her for sex too. when i am around him i feel safe. i cant expalin it we joke around i am like with sex and drinking like telling his mom to count how many beers are in the cooler to make sure i dont drink it stuff like that. he even put me up to have me come over bc i dont have my license yet i just have my permit thats other story. i mean does guyz do these things to get girls in bed or they really do have something for us. i dont know want i should do about jason i really do like him but i think if he does like me he is scared that i dont like him also he doesnt like grease the movie i was watching it and he come and was like what is this grease and he stay to watch it and when he left his mom was like why did u make Jason watch Grease i was like i didnt make him watch it he could had went in his room and his mom was like exactly what was that about??? i was shocked when she told me that 1 what do u guyz think if u need more information let me know i want postive answer so let me know Thanks sorry about spelling and grammer
  14. thanks for helping me out...how long should i wait? i was just thinking do u think jason is just being nice to me bc his mom loves me like daughter too?? he is giving me mix signals...i just wonder there has to be reason why i got so close with his mom....do u think so...faith has it ways...
  15. I have know Jason for atleast 4-5 years but we willnt didnt talk. He use to go out with 1 of my friends. I dont talk to her anymore. But I did know Jason from school he was like senior and we were freshmen and he didnt like me. Well then I got job and shocking i starting working with jason mom. and she starting to do my nails and all that stuff he knew i was over there and all but never said anything. then it was time for him to leave the marines well before he did his girlfriend cheated on him and it was over. well he was in the marines 4 years including the war. well during that time his mom found boyfriend and end up having baby which she is 3 now. i been over there like every couple of weeks off and on. well the last two times i been there. it seems like there is connection between us. he always joking around with me. he does make eye contract and sometimes when i look at him he still is but i turn away. his little sister loves me. and so thats other way he can get my attention if we (me, jason, and his sister) is in the living room and i am trying to sleep he tells her nicole is sleeping wake her up. stuff like that.. i am realizing that i do have feelings for him. but the problem is that we arent like really friends i am ya when i am up there ya he in the room with me and all but i dont know like his cell phone number or when he is going out or somethijng he doesnt ask if i like to go along too. his mom did tell me that there was chance his cuz judy was coming up and he hates her and his mom said that if she does come up they wouldnt see jason at all bc he willnt be home bc he doesnt like her and she said if he was home he would stay in his room and willnt come out. but with me he is in the room with me and watch movies with me. he went out the 1 day and came back with 2 subway sandwhiches and he ate 1 but before he was leaving again he said hey there is e-tra sandwhich if u want it u can...but then later on that day his mom told me was that nice of jason getting me sandwhich from subway i guess when i said i wasnt hurgeny he told his mom he got it for her. but the problem is that when he goes out every night he is seeing this girl. labor day weekend he wanted her to come over to meet his mom but the girl call at like 1:30 and she was suppose to call at noon and she said she had plans and she will call later. well does that mean she is wants booty call from him. his mom did ask jason about this girl and he said he doesnt know if he like her yet. what can i do? i really dont want to tell jason how i feel just in case he doesnt like me...his mom and boyfriend just love me... and when jason did go off for the marines richard the moms boyfriend said jason and nicole should get marry so nicole could be my daughter n law he said this to me and jason's mom....is there any connection between jason and me???? should i wait to see what happen next time i go over there...flirt more and make more eye contact. please help me Nicole Sorry about spelling and grammer
  16. Sorry, I am just so work up about this. Yes when I made this name it was bc of Greg only bc I thought I was in love with him and he was the kind of guy I wanted. I always knew Jason, I thought there was something between us but I thought it was just me. I am wondering how do I know if Jason wants to be Friends only when i am over there or wants more then friends just scared to say something??
  17. Hi, some of you might know my story about Greg and I. But over like month- 2 months I been going over Jason's house bc I am friends with his mom and with his little sister who is 3 years and Jason is going to be 23 years. I am going to be 21 in Feb. I really thought Greg was the one totally. But I knew Jason only bc my friend was dating him and he didnt like me. Then I was already working at this restaurant I was 14 at the time. Jason mom worked tbere too. We got pretty close. So I seen Jason couple of times at home but he was always with Jan. Then He was going to leave for the Marines and he found out that Jan cheated on him and he didnt even leave yet. He was going to serve 4 years too. So he broken it up with her. He was very upsset but got over it. When his mom told me stuff about him or show me stuff of his i started to really like him. But never told any1 bc I just thought of it bc he didnt like me. Now he is home now. Yes 4 years went by, and he now have little sister..lol but i was over his house couple of times and spent couple of days at time too. I realize I really do care for him. He flirts with him. What I think its flirting. He does make eye contract, he like throw stuff at me, his mom even told me his cuz Judy he doesnt like there was chance she might was coming over. his mom said thats the case they wouldnt see Jason at all, she was like you know how Jason spents time with us in the living room he wouldnt be in the same room with her he will be in his room the whole time or go went. I want to know if he even likes me now. or just being nice for his mom. but i know he willnt even do that if he doesnt like some1 i think he will show it. How can I tell if he does like me as friends or more. Greg is totally done with thank god please help me
  18. I have to say i think you should tell them bc if they are your good friends that shouldnt matter what sex u prefer... Good Luck
  19. Sorry, but if she has boyfriend you really shouldnt go and kiss her. That just might make things worse. I mean you can tell her how you do feel and see how that goes...but if she would dumb him for you then do u think she could do that to you for other guy...you just need to like faith work it self Good Luck Nicole
  20. You dont know when to start them?? Every birth control pill is different. Your doc was suppose to tell you this. U will need to call the office and ask again if u dont remember
  21. Thanks Swing Fox, I know I should move on but there is something that I cant move on. I mean seriuosly why did I go that night?? I know or should I say I guess I am just hoping there is something between us. I want to call but too scared to now bc what I know. Thanks again Any other suggests guyz or girls?? Nicole
  22. Ok..I found out today that Greg's family is really upset and mad at him bc what he did to me not calling and all that stuff they had party for one of the brother and they started talking about it and he got up and went to his room and shut the door...what does that really mean that he doesnt want to hear it bc he knows he mess up or what...and other questions to the guyz when u family really like the girl and u are in that stage dont want to be bother do u ever realize that ur family is right...his family thinks i would be perfect for him...what do u think i should do??? just move on and see if he ever call and we will go for there what do u think Sorry about grammer and spelling just think this is good news bc the family is mad at him bc they really like me but most of them never even meet me either
  23. Hey every1 well i found out why I havent talk to Greg for almost like 8 weeks now. His siter n law Mary, inform my friend that Greg is in that stage again that he doesnt want to be bother or be with any1. He is drinking alot again. But If would just gave me chance I know he would be happy with me. Every time he was he was happy so i was wondering do you think I should call him one last time see what happens. If he doesnt answer or any1 does then i will just leave message and see what happens. if no phone calls back then i will know that it is true that he doesnt want to be bother. I will move on I am actually moving on now but I just dont want to just in case he does care for me bc i care for him. But the saying always was if they return to u, you two were always meant to mean....
  24. hey thanks for writing to me..yes i will try maybe leaving message this time..and hopefully he will call back...we were just friends but i got attached to him he is everything i want in guy. but what can i say when i leave message though i dont want to say like i cant get no other guy..
  25. Well I will gave you my two cents..Honestly any time i have dream like that its bc i do like or love that person i really want that to happen..but i am not saying this is what he wants but this is what i am saying when i do have them kind of dreams...i would talk to him and ask him if he likes u more than friends or just was telling u this dream bc it was strange to him that he had this kinda of dreams Anymore i cant understand men so who knows what he is thinking...
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