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  1. HaloDestroyer
    I agree with Suprema... If it was me, I would lay down the law. Forget all this 'just be friends'. If I was you, I'd make it very clear to her that you're the 'cream of the crop', as you put it, and she's not going to find someone as devoted as you. I'd also add that you're not going to wait for her to experience life, and decide on what she wants to do. You should hint at moving on. But then again, I'm not you, so there we go XD XxX-Ben-xXx
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    So should I sleep with her? I mean, today, she literally told me to my face that she wants to... Is it morally wrong to take this girl to bed, if our relationship is going nowhere? XxX-Ben-xXx
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    Hey, this is one for the girls... But I'm sure if you guys have any helpful advice, you'll post for me too *^_^* So, there's this girl at my college. We recently were playing a form of 'Truth Or Dare' (unwise, I know!!) Well, the collective 'group' asked me what I thought about this girl. I told them the absolute truth; that I had liked her from the first day I met her. Of course, the 'group' then asked this girl the same question about me. It turns out she likes me too, she feels the same. Anyway... We got to know each other a little better. We're pretty good friends. I asked her to go out with me - to date me. And she turned me down!! Buttttt.... Five seconds later, she was making out with me?! It happened pretty fast. We've made out twice since then... What does she actually want from me?! Thanks for your help. XxX-Ben-xXx
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    I always find writing my girlfriend a nice long e-mail every night before I get off the 'net... Even though we've been IM'ing and 'camming all night, she still has something to remind her of me while I sleep!! XxX-Ben-xXx
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    Hey guys, I've been cutting for a while... I know some of the reasons, but there's still a big part of me that's asking 'why?'. Anyway, I went to my doctor.... She's new, still training... About something else... She saw the scars on my wrists... She lifted my shirt, and saw the scars on my arms. She made me a repeat appointment for the 20th, which was today. I go in, and she checks my hand out (The reason I went in the first place!!) That's OK; it's doing fine... And she chats with me for awhile, and then checks my wrists, presumably for more scars... Since I only cut on my arms last night, there were none. She asks me if I want to talk about anything else. I just said no, and she told me to make an appoinment in about 2 weeks, to come back and see her... About my hand. I REALLY wanted to tell her... But I.... I mean, does this say that I'm doing it for attention, or what? Should I tell her? *When she saw the slit marks on my wrists, I made up an excuse about some cat...* What am I gonna do? What if I'm just doing it for attention? Ben.
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    Hey man, We're in the same position.... I tried it last week... Pretty damn close, too... Here's something I wrote back; *********************** You hang there, each breath you take lashing the inside of your lungs, burning your throat, The chains binding your hands cut into your wrists, as they hang you from the wall of the chamber, The wall, damp and cool, your only mercy, The air, hot and humid, the acrid stench of stale sweat adding to the inferno in your head, He looms closer. All you see are his eyes, Your own blood starts to flood your lungs, as he beats you, yet again, You start to laugh, your cracked, dry voice echoing around the cavernous room, Invading the heads of the others hung there. He can't hurt you where you're going, He realises your escape is inevitable, and his flurry of blows worsens, getting harder and faster, Your muscles relax, Your head droops, Blackness. You are free. The others murmur between them, About the lucky one who died, For the worst is yet to come. ***************** (Untitled III, Ben Ashley, 2002. Copyright.) (Sorry for that ^^^^ I've been published, so I have to do it whenever I post my poem, so I'm told...) Hang in there buddy... Ben. XxX xXx
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    Just be thankful you're not working part-time in McDonalds... Ben. XxX xXx
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    Trust me, my friend, you DON'T want to end up like me... When I was 15, I became clinically depressed, and was on pills... They have their ups and downs, and weren't helping much, so I stopped taking them... Where am I now? I get drunk every night.... Then I slash my wrists... It's a vicious circle... You're lucky I'm reading this while I'm sober! Ben. XxX xXx
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    Congratulations, my friend!
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    Thanks guys... If you check my other posts, Rock, you could find out... Ben. XxX xXx
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    .... .... .... .... Check my thread, and then ask me that... It's in the 'self-injury' section... Ben. XxX xXx
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    I'm also against affecting my body with any sort of chemicals, if I can avoid it... Unless they're mind-altering, and then it's ok..... lol.... XxX xXx Ben.
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    ya know, I've heard of it, but never played it... Isn't it with Disney characters, or something? Ben. XxX xXx
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    What happens if you're a retard like me, and you can't swallow pills? XxX xXx Ben.
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    whatcha mean another 'zone'? Naahhhh, it's an FPS! XxX xXx link removed Ben.
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    WELL DUH!!! My favourite.... It has to be either FF8, on the PS1, or, more recently, Final Fantasy Tactics: Advance, on the GBA... A genius game!! OOHH!! I got Killzone yesterday, heard of it?! XxX xXx
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    That's right... that's the best attitude to adopt... oohhh... you played Final Fantasy games? Ben. XxX xXx
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    Yeah.... But you can re-take... And also, THAT WAS SUCH A BAD PUN!! LOL!! Anyway, give it your best shot... That's all you can do... XxX xXx
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    Well I HAVE failed it twice already!! Whatcha want from me lol?! Ahhh well, third time lucky, eh? Good luck man, added you to my AIM. XxX xXx Ben.
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    Just learn it!! you don't have to understand it.... you just have to be able to repeat it, parrot-fashion!! XxX xXx Ben.
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    Awww c'mon, you're 18 and you've never been to the doc' before? Just don't say 'Whhaaaaaaassup, Doc'?' in a rabbit voice, because they've heard that one before, and don't find it funny.... LOL!! *I'm sad enough to make MYSELF laugh* Get studying! Ben. XxX xXx
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    It's 00:10 AM here... I'll be asleep long before that lol!! I can relate... See your doctor BEFORE this test, ok? XxX xXx Ben.
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    In short... everyone's gotta lose it sometime, buddy!! You shouldn't think about it too much... Infact, you're lucky you can get down with an experienced partner.... Some people become sexually active before others, and this sounds like the case in your example... Try not to let it bother you.... Not all the sex you'll have will be 'special'... XxX xXx Ben.
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    I've completed the game, just gotta go back through some of the extras!! *Yeah, it was Gerudo Fortress... I may need help... Do you have MSN or AIM?* Well, you need to see a doctor... If it IS stress, especially if you think you may have induced it from school, then you can get 'special consideration' for your exam. Skim the book, and go over things you really don't understand... The only way is through loadsa hard work, my friend. XxX xXx Ben. *P.S.... I didn't get to play M.M.... was it better than O.O.T.?*
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    Sounds like it could be stress.... I would talk to either your parents, or a doctor... YOU NEED MATHS!! Ben. XxX xXx *P.S.... It's not the Hyrule challenge, it's the *I can't remember the names..... you know, the desert people.... begins with N, I think...* The one where you have to get the keys to open all the gates, to get to the chest in the middle...*
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