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^ Been there, same result. I thought i could trust again, but nope. Couldn't do it, but didn't want to quit it either. What a freaking nightmare.

Wow, that's great. I actually wanted to read on....damn.

Thanks amure. Keep them coming

bump......

Hmmmmmm, i was looking through some o the mods threads who have been here for a while (an eternity) and wanted to see if in 3-4 years, specifically with online Q's if the attitudes have changed. Hence i am only responding to this Thread now to see if it will come back to life. Personally i have not meet anyone from online in person, YET But with anyluck, I will. I have no fear about it at all. Not as though they are going to shoot me, i hope.

beautiful. sorry for your loss. It sounds as though you were blessed to have known him and him you.

I hate facebook. Creepy stuff it is. creeeeeeeepy.

Thnak you comfy, nice.

Thanks caesium. I like it.

nice elite. Don't wait forever!

Hi caesium, I like it........ Didn't quite fit for me with your rationale though.

Another from the archives I wrote this 10 years ago for my sisters wedding ceremony There is a lantern today, that shall be lit. It is full of oil, with a perfect wick. It's a perfect flame, with a perfect light. Only two shall see, from the perfect light. It will lighten any darkness in the years from now. It'll guide you both, when you don't know how. It is yours alone, for no-one else to see, Your vision by this lantern, is for eternity. P.S. They're still together with a third on the way

^Damn Straight...

thanks

Nice Sarey, Hey Jeen, Poems can't sound crappy as we read them how we want to read them. Please post 'em.

I think i know where you are right now......i genuinely feel for ya comfy.....keep expressing it like this, it's sheer beauty and believe me, when you finally recover, you cannot capture this raw emotion or "fake" it. Basically, immerse yourself in it while you can......as your pain will fade.

talk about being able to relate......takes me back a few years, very moving comfy

Thanks for your kind words all, Comfy, i have found that writing is an incredibly powerful and personal way to purge. The the next step for me i suppose is to share as you are doing......It took seeing other people share to give me the confidence to share as well

Well, you have coaxed a few more out of me.....I'll insert some of the shorter ones so as not to bore This one is just a contemplation one i suppose. Inspire Hello to the earth, and all of its creations. I know we've never met before but you're my inspiration Every little leaf that moves, and every bird that sings. Helps me on my way to learn many special things. This next one was written for my best friend who's dad committed suicide. SILVER Silver shadows follow you, to you they must seem dark. Shining lights are showing you, to you there must seem none. Loving hands will comfort you, like the earth grows from the sun. Golden thoughts will shower you, from down here and from above. This one is just, well, i'm not sure, it just is. FLEA What a life it would be living as a flea All my food and all my rent I would get for free Never paying money No bills nor ills you see, Wouldn't it be great, living as a flea As is this one.... HOW How can a landmine be misused? How can a child be slightly abused? How can an eye be worth an eye, if from one two shall die? This next one was from the darker side of my "depression" I have a lot like this, more about contemplating what i would be thinking if i was to die Final Passage All i hear is my breath, it belongs to me no more, for the passage has been travelled, and at the end there is a door. I do not want to open it, I fear the other side, All the little sins i have, all the little lies. Is it heat and fury from Satans wicked charm, Or is it golden rays of light, where God will hold me in his arms. This one is a self justifaction for lying, which i tend to believe. Truthless What is the truth to hear as it echoes through your ear. Is it worth it, all the fear or would a lie prevent the tear. Last one for today is the reason its a good idea to let go and cry sometimes After the storm Cry....please cry, you musy cry until your dry, as the tears will flow they look clear, but with each tear, is an ounce of fear, a part of hurt and a piece of shame, as the tears relieve your pain. Let them create the raging rivers, spilling down your chin which quivers Create the storm of emotions, as after which is the calmest oceans. Blooopity bloooop blooop, thanks for reading

Hey thanks Jeen, Blazer and Buckdawg , i do appreciate it..... I will post a few more in one thread......

My last seriously meaningful relationship ended (after 7 years) because i was an absolute coward and could not commit for the long term, so i did the dumb thing and ran away......................I will regret that for the rest of my life.............................3 years later a decent "smart" man asked her to marry him and she did.............hrm

^^^^^ Hahahaha, Ok if you insist

Thanks, i think you have all created a monster now.....I might have to start posting some others.....of course most of them are about relationships and "feelings"

Hey, thanks, like i said, i have never shared any of my writing - so many pages of it now, thought why not!!

Thanks