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  1. NKP
    Hey hun your dad left and that was not you fault at all thats his fault and his heartless choice, hes just an weak * * * * * * * thats to weak to even talk to you. You will be a better person without him
  2. NKP
    Yes i would, just because they are smart or might not be that smart doesnt have anything to do with them, it depends how they act, treat you, and how you feel about them. Asfor money, i make my own and i dont needs a guys money to live so i can just sit on my * * *, i dont care if the person i love is broke, money doesnt matter to me, never has, aslong as i love the person thats all that matters
  3. NKP
    I am so sorry, my father did the same, no one knew he was so upset to do something like that, but when i look back now he gaved so many clues but no one did anything. Til this day i dont understand why he didnt try get help or anything, he was loved by many, but he will never be forgotten and he will always be miss. Just remember all the good times you had and stop thinking why it will just bring you down a whole lot more.
  4. NKP
    Okay but its only embarrassing if you make it, if you find out shes striaght then well bad luck and go look for someone who isnt. How about email and just talk to her as a friend, suss her out and get to know her alot more
  5. NKP
    You have her email, so email her, tell her how you feel about her, itll be alot easier in email then face to face aswell. The very first girl i had a crush on and when i told her i was such a fool, i was shaken and i couldnt even look at her, she was stright and we are still good mates
  6. NKP
    Awww once again you say that, maybe if one person said it yeah then it could be bull, but a few people here do so has to be true. Smile and start to feel good about yourself soon hey
  7. NKP
    \ Yeah do that, and you will find one
  8. NKP
    Talk to a counselor, let out everything dont hold anything in tell them everything, they great help, but they can only help you if you want help, if you dont then no one can help you
  9. NKP
    Why not be forgotten everyone gets forgotten one day, its just life. I would rather be forgotten than to people hold and grieve over my lost anyway
  10. NKP
    Just smile, if you smile the brain thinks your happy and you start to feel happy, or laugh and same thing. (okay well i got told this by my old counselia) I know it sounds crazy but it spose to work iv heard
  11. NKP
    Yeah i know i was just being stupid sorry
  12. NKP
    Nah they just lied to me and said they felt the same bout me too. I was happy then i told the person how i felt, they so called felt the same, then i was the happiest iv ever been but now they dont, they lied thats hurts more, i can understand them not having feelings back, but why say you do when you dont. i guess they are just like everyone esle just dont seem to care. just kick the crap outta me becuz i dont care anymore, make me bleed make me feel pain cutting doesnt seem to do much to me anymore. The also told me that they cant stop thinking about me bull****, more like they cant stop thinking about this other chick. I was the fool for believing this other person. I didnt lie to this person, i told them exactly how i felt, only the truth and no lies, wat i get in return lies
  13. NKP
    Yeah well it feels like they have already forgetten about me, i wished i didnt feel this way about them but i do and it wont stop. Today i had to force myself to eat something even tho it was something small. I am in love with someone who doesnt love me, what hurts more than that? nothing much really hey. Well i arent worth it to be with them, so thats my fault for being me
  14. NKP
    Great peom, maybe her and her boy might not work out, then yous can be together, and live happy ever after
  15. NKP
    I have been lied too Been pushed to the floor Kick back down So im left to weak to move a thing My heart has been ripped out But you dont seem to care Hearing you talk about this other girl kills me But i cant let you know that I was a fool thinking there could be an us Havent slept in days now I am staving myself to feel something I am inlove with someone who doesnt love me back So push me, kick me I wanna feel some pain again
  16. NKP
    I am gald to hear that, thats great. And as for the gay marriges yes there are places around, just keep looking, plus you only 16 you proberly wont get married til your lke 18 right so you have penty of time
  17. NKP
    I am so sorry, my father killed himself to he hanged himself, i know it hurts like hell now but things do get better, and there was nothing you could of done to stop him, hes in a better place now
  18. NKP
    I cut myself once again today I needed to feel some pain My heart feels like a knife has just been stabed in it I really like someone that cant be with me right now Im hungry but the sight of food makes me sick I need sleep but i just cant seem to sleep People reackon i am crazy, maybe i am But i dont care what other people say anymore You think your hurting me but you posible couldnt at all Its me hurting me like i always do But i am hurting you, ever since i told you how i felt I want to be with you forever But do you feel the same or you still confussed? Let me know when you do, and please dont leave me hanging to long But what ever you decide never forget me
  19. NKP
    Yeah i know they didnt mean to hurt me, and well they didnt i really just hurt myself for letting them know how i felt. Yeah they do need time, but until then i guess i will just have to wait and see what happens
  20. NKP
    Yeah i also hate it how he sings it, the lyrics are really good tho
  21. NKP
    depends on the guy some look really good with it all messy, some with out, and some just alill, its depends on the guy really
  22. NKP
    I am not happy and i am not mad I am tried but i cant sleep I cant eat i am just not hungry I feel like cutting but what happens if i cant stop Someone said i am in love But i just dont know anymore All i know is i am crazy about you I want your warm body against me You said you feel the same way but why am i here feeling like a dork for telling you And plus you dont want to be with me I am sorry i just wish you would give me a chance Okay well this is about someone that i really really really like, and you know who you are
  23. NKP
    Yeah YOU have to tell her, sooner rather than later since if someone esle tells her she will be hurt a whole lot more. If you are sorry and do love you gf then you would tell her and try and make it up too her
  24. NKP
    How about just join some groups that you are interested and then you meet and then yous can talk about the group or something. Do work? do you get alone with anyone there?
  25. NKP
    If you love them both then stop having sex with him befor you ruin the relationship with the two of them. If she found out she would be heart broken, but if he loves her he would tell her, you cant keep this away from someone you love forever, it will kill ya inside
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