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    Not bad, not bad at all. I think it's very imaginative. I want to read more, write another please!
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    ...if he does smoke, and doesn't smoke around you, that still means he is lying. Just because he doesn't do it around you, doesn't mean you still aren't concerned for his well being. That's love.
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    I used to be the same way. I stopped smoking weed, missed it...a few months later I started smokeing again. Now I've stopped comepletly and I never want to start again. You have to think of the big picture though...If you drug test him, and it comes out negative...he may feel untrusted. I say you take his word, but if you start noticing signs of it (laziness, red eye, excessive tiredness, lack of motivation) confront him. If it really starts to become an issue, drug test him. But that's just my opinion, if you really NEED to know, go ahead with the test.
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    When was I bragging?
  5. Steven1607307306
    Nice. You have a knack for writing those short sweet poems. I can't write something so simple and give it such meaning as you. Great job, I love your style. Keep writing, I want to read more!
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    Over the past few weeks I've had a number of girls wanting to be with me, however there were only two that really appealed to me. The first one, Suzanne, was initially my first choice because a) She lived near me. and b) I knew her better. My second choice, Rachel, was someone that I really wanted to get to know because she was such a great person in general. Well, I went over to Suzanne's house one night and we talked for a while about getting together. For some reason, in the midst of our conversation, she decided to call her ex (whom I strongly dislike). So that was a HUGE turn off to me. A few days later, after spending more time with Rachel, I ended up going out with her. It's been about a week now, but I kind of lost touch with Suzanne since then. I received a call from Suzanne last night crying saying how could I ask Rachel out. She told me how much she really liked me and all that. I told her she was too preoccupied with her ex, and before ANYTHING would happen between us, she needs to get over him. Now I really like Rachel, and it's not like I'm planning on breaking up with her to be with Suzanne, because Rachel is just so wonderful. Am I wrong for leading Suzanne on in the first place?? How do I tell her that I really don't want to be with her, so that she'll understand?
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    Thanks guys. I wrote it to show that I've discovered even the most simple things in life (such as taking a short walk) are very meaningful. I am always in deep thought no matter what I'm doing. Tried to combine 3 different worlds; Nature, Emotion, Suburban. They all had a link...even though you can look at a rainy sky, you can still find happiness, as long as you feel happy. Don't let a rainy day upset your serenity. Hah. Thanks a lot for the feedback.
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    Been writing for about...3.5 months. From Dec. '05 - Feb.'06; then started again this month.
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    Walking the quiet suburban road, cigarette in hand. Rain tatters against warm pavement. A car passes by. Viewing the family of trees in the distance. Reminisce distant memories, broken dreams. Inhale, exhale. The steady sound of footsteps, quietly disturbing small puddles. Teenage angst comes and departs. The sky is gray, yet sadness is absent. A car passes by. Life moves slowly, drizzle gives a cool sensation. Refreshing, calm, tranquil. Inhale, Exhale. Walking the lonely road, new life has taken control. Vivid images of future distorted memories. A car passes by. Smell the humidity, a subtle thought of eternal peace. Inhale, Exhale. A new beginning for an aged past. What once was bright, seems so dark. Life distorted. Death repulsed. Flicks the cigarette, embers give a short whistle as rain lightly touches. Renewed faith for a better existence.
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    Thank you all for your wonderful replies. I just told my girlfriend, and she is totally happy.I can't believe how selfish I used to be. AllI cared about was my own state of mind, whether it was healthy or not. I never knew how much people actually cared about what I did! Recovery is the best thing that's ever happened to me, this past month was a great self-searching experience, and I am having the best time of my life, by just enjoying life. Thank you all for your encouragement and motovation. I'll keep eveyone posted on everything. I have court today, so we'll see how that goes. My dad said they might just give me weekly drug tests instead of another rehab, since I actually passed this one. If not I am still looking forward to accepting my repercussions. Thanks a lot guys!
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    There is no difference in men and women when it comes to opening up. It's all about the individual and how secure they are with themselves, and their emotions.
  12. Steven1607307306
    Thank you all for the encouragement! I really appreciate it. I am finally ready to kick this addiction. I wrote a poem about it as well check it out if you want
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    Sometimes it may be lack of confidence. The man doesn't want to do anything that would make you think less of him, so he doesn't do anything at all. It's hard for many people to show emotion because of the fact that they don't know how to act around a relationship setting. It also may be that they opened themselves up too much in the past and it hurt them. How long does it take? Really depends on the guy. I always wear my heart on my sleeve, yet if it comes back to haunt me, I don't sulk in sorrow. I love having a personality and it usually takes me maybe a couple days to really open up. But of course you can't spill EVERYTHING, mysteriousness is an early relationship tip, if I'm not mistaken.
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    I feel so good about myself right now. My father and I just got back from the doctor's and I passed my drug test. I've NEVER passed before, even though I've taken at least 15-20. I am quite elated. I also feel good about making my father proud, because he is the only one who has actually gives a crap about me. I feel so guilty that I've let him down so often, but now he is so proud of me. I enroll in another Rehab the 20th of this month. I am ready to go, finally after 5 long years of addiction. Don't know what I expect anyone to write, just had to get my feelings out!
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    Thanks a lot for the interpretation for the tree, however the bottles stand out more than anything in my mind. Any thought on that?
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    I think it's great. I suffered through addiction as well. Look for my poem "Twisted, Crooked" maybe it'll inspire some fresh thoughts. In my opinion, this poem is complete, but if you feel empty still, try adding a little more detail.
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    You should take up painting or writing perhaps, and try to capture your dreams. Just a suggestion.
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    Hey, I was just curious about a recurring dream I am experiencing almost twice a week now. I keep dreaming of a tree, in the middle of a green field. On that tree are translucent bottles of many colors. The clouds seem to take shape these bottles as well. It's always a sunny, partly cloudy day. And I am always in the same spot staring at this tree, and finally when I muster the courage to walk towards it, it fades away, and I am lost throughout a giant wasteland. Anyone have suggestions about what this may mean?
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    I really like it. Seems freeverse is lost among poets today, although I love it. Haven't found the courage to post one yet, hard to come by good ones. Got me thinking very deep about life and decisions we face throughout it. How long before it's finished?
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    No clubs that I am aware of, however I havent looked! Don't know how much competition I'd actually be against people who write all the time though.:splat:
  21. Steven1607307306
    I think it's very well written. definitely complete, catures the emotion, and gets the message accross. I love it actually.
  22. Steven1607307306
    Thank you! Not too bad. A bit choppy though, but it sounds different the way I read it, than it would normally be read =-/
  23. Steven1607307306
    *Claps* Thank you for saying what I couldn't quite get out.
  24. Steven1607307306
    Very nice, very well structured as well.
  25. Steven1607307306
    Honestly, what's the point of knowing what happened between them? Get your head out of your * * * and worry about your future together, instead of her past with him. She didn't know she would have met the love of her life (YOU!) when she chose to be with him. Stop worrying about it. It's her past with another boyfriend. Knowing isn't going to make your relationship any better.
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