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Blood for Blood . Wandering these empty streets Searching for freedom Among this entanglement. Recalcitrant behaviors from the ghost within, Engages the meek in a violent skirmish. The clash of opponents, Continues to wage Within this wall of flesh and bone. Few have the wisdom and will to fight the enemy which thrives upon self-sickness. The coward may die today The brave have died before. Secret to life, far from obvious, Yet it gleams with obscurity. Shining in the faces of man, Who wishes to unravel the enigma. Juxtaposition, an impossible task Which teases the minds Of those seeking the answer.

Hello Rhonda, I had a question for you about my relationship with my girlfriend. We are very comfortable around each other when we are alone, but when it comes to being around a fairly large group of people, we hardly even make contact with each other. I've never had this problem before and I was just wondering what may cause this "group shyness" and how we can get over it.

Great simile. It works because that's IS what will happen. If you wait longer to leave him, his illusion of love will just grow stronger, and once you wait another week, or month he's gonna fall twice as hard.

Wrote this junk a few months back coming out of my first "I love you" relationship. Well I'm over her now. Decided to post this. This is actually a song, so it's quite different than my normal poetry. I do write songs too. Actually my last two poetry posts were all songs...lol. When You Loved Me I’ve seen the way you looked at me, When you loved me. But that was such a long time ago, When you loved me. I loved the way your smile shone, When you loved me. And now I’m stuck here all alone, ‘Cause you hate me. CHORUS One last time, Say that you love me, Be my Valentine. I tried to forget, it didn’t last long, And I’ll always regret the * * * * I’ve done wrong, To you.>> I caressed every inch of your beautiful body, When you loved me. I held you tight & never let go, When you loved me. I miss the way that your soft lips felt, When you loved me. And now I must pay for the cards that I’ve dealt, ‘Cause you hate me. I showed you a new world, that you never thought possible, I gave you a reason to love, it seemed illogical But now you’ve moved on, and there’s nothing I can do, So I lay awake at night thinking why I’m without you, And now you can, rest at night without me, But at least you have someone you will love eternally, It’s just a shame that someone, Isn’t me.

Just listened to it...wow that took me by surprise.

I haven't made it yet, I've been a bit busy but here are some of them I'm definitely putting on: -Xzibit; Choke me, Spank me -Nine Inch Nails; Closer -Marilyn Manson; Sweet Dreams -Rammstein; Du Hast -Secret; Maroon 5 -Atreyu; Right Side of the Bed -3 6 Mafia; * * * * *, Weed, & Alcohol That's all I really like for now. Yeah, I am younger, but I love older music, but when it comes to sex, I can't really stand slow romantic...just not my bag. Except for the Maroon 5 song of course. Any other ideas? I need somthing with "Umph" .

Song rocks. Thanks bud. Any more up your sleeve?

Okay so I need to make a Mixed CD of "sex songs" so if anybody has some of those awsome baby-makin' tunes on mind send'em my way!

I get a girl's attention by simply talking to the whole group she's with, but not nessisarily directing anything towards her, but make sure you keep her attention by making people laugh. Watch her body language out of the corner of your eye, and if she can't keep her eyes off of you then find some quick one on one time, and nab the number.

Hah, this isn't what I would call a TALENTED song. But it's fun. I liked writing it, it was basically my Friday night.

Outta My Mind She makes it hard not to be a seducer, She makes me want to pretend I’m a loser. She’s got that fire in her eyes, Burning desire between her thighs. And I just can’t get her outta my mind. A little whisper in her ear, and some rum in her coke, Now this girl is all over me after one little joke. She makes it hard not to sin, There’s no way I can win, But I just can’t get her outta my mind. She shows me the bedroom, and I kiss her lips, Soon I’m tastin… every inch of her hips, And she moans, and she moans, and she moans yet again, I told her, “Change positions, and you’re in for a spin.” And I just can get outta my mind. She’s breathin and shakin, and makin a scene, So I go along with her and squeeze right in between, Her eyes roll in the back of her head, When she groan in satisfaction, I realize she’s not dead And I just can’t get her outta my mind. She blows my mind, It was all in her head, When I said we would wed, Now I can’t get her outta my bed. She makes it hard not to be a seducer, She makes me want to pretend I’m a loser. She’s got that fire in her eyes, Burning desire between her thighs. And I just can’t get her outta my mind. Yeah she blows my mind. Then I left her blind. She called me a demon. But she didn’t say that while she was screamin.

I'm still walking the fence between bi and straight. I've never really have sexual relations with a man, but sometimes I feel oddly attractive to some...

Don't we all.

Erections are quite the mysterious occurrences. If only there was some "ON/OFF" switch... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

How about: "If I could ask you one last favor, I would ask not to savor, The idiotic letter I wrote, Give me one more chance to make you float." oopsie didn't read the last post *blush blush*

Oh wow, that one is pretty old, lol, I think I may have written over 200 since then. *What a nerd**

Thanks a lot! What else have you seen that's mine, I haven't posted for quite some time now.

Cheating is wack, and it all just depends on the individual. I left my X because she cheated on me, I tried to make it work, but after two weeks, I just wasn't feeling the love anymore. After about a year, I still can't get her out of my head, and I regret leaving her, but life goes on. Honestly if you still don't trust him after a whole year, take about 2 months apart and see how you feel. What happened with me was I kept judging every girl to my X and it just wasn't the same. My relationships have suffered now because I left the one I loved because of something that can happen to anybody. Follow your heart, and make the best of your life, don't be held back by lack of trust. Try to take a few months apart and see how you feel then.

^^ lmao, Keep it real. I fear the day when I can't get it up. But hopefully Im ages from that point. Right now I may as well use it while I got it. :splat:

Nothing wrong with that at all. I wish that's all it took for me to get hard. Physical stimulation is the only way for you to get hard? I envy you.

I'm not a girl or anything, but I'd have to say that there is no right/wrong time to get an erection. Just a natural thing that cannot be controlled and is activated by visual, physical, or mental stimulation. No girl is going to laugh at your for getting an erection at the "wrong time". It's not like I'd laugh at a girl if she was wet at the "wrong time" because there is none.

Thanks for the feedback everyone!

Thank you everyone!!

Thanks! Well I've considered it, just haven't acted upon it. I was thinking about recording me playing it, and leaving it as a comment in her myspace.

A little song I've worked on today... By Your Side > You know that I have broken The one and only token, To your heart. I wish that I could take it Another chance to remake it, Here with you. But you’ve shut me out of your life Cut through my soul as a jagged knife, At least you are okay. You are the one for me Standing on my knees I plea, To give me one last chance. I * * * *ed things up once again, One of many of my sin, To leave you out in the cold. I’ve tried to love you twice, You froze me with your ice, But I’m still trapped by your spell. x2 I’ve hurt the only thing I’ll ever love, It’s * * * *ed up as a murdered dove, And nothing I can say, Will make you see things my way, But I’ll still always try, Because I’m right here by your side. > One day I hope you know, I never meant to be so cold, But you forced my actions to death. I’ve walked the road without you, I did things I didn’t want to, But you were always on my mind. How can you just ignore my cries, How can you hide the truth in your lies, Or the dying dilemmas I’ve worked through. There’s not one in the world to match, The memories worn away to a patch, The patch that fixes nothing we’ve went through. The world is too big for just me, I need someone else that can see, The world as I do. You are the only one, That I could see past the sun, You were my stars as well. x2 > But you’re tired of my * * * *, My promises worth a spit, A spit on the corpse that was once known as our love. And you’re tired of me wearin’ Out your heart and tearin’ All your feelings to smithereens. I know I’ve * * * *ed things up, Just show me that you give a * * * *, And I’ll leave our future up to you. I’ve stepped in the light now I see, That things just aren’t well between you and me. Now I wonder where did I go wrong? I hope it’s not too late, I am the enemy of your state, Your state of mind, and well-being. Now I am left a wreck, And there is not a speck, Of remorse that you’ve saved for me. x2 > I’ll never come accross the chance, To be with you, just one last dance, Because you strive to play with my heart. And I feel like I have just made, The one and only red mistake, That I’ll always regret, Forevermore… x1