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Ok I knew this Matt kid for awhile now, and I was always in love with him. He went out with all my friends and I thought he would never ask me out, til the day he did. That day we had sex, and he told me we would be together for a long time, a few days later he broke up with me. I was so hurt. He started to run his mouth about me sayin I was ugly....when trust me im not im beautiful. And he was sayin how he had to use 3 rubbers to have sex with me. Everyone in high school wanna beat me up cuz of him. And yesterday I was with his sister, and he came over to me and hit me I punched him and he grabbed my arm started to punch me in my head shoved me into the wall pushed me into a bike and I was layin on the ground cryin my eyes out. My arm was gushin blood too, from a knife he was holdin. He didnt say sorry either. Im so hurt, and scared I need to watch my back now. I made a mistake losin my virginity to him. Was I stupid? Please anyone help me

yeah enough is enough im so sick of guys thinkin they could get away with there games! If he caused all those problems...then u dont need him. I know what your goin through trust me....be strong!

ok I just wanna say enough is enough, Im so sick of the hurt and pain my ex Steven brought to my life. Im letting him go and im done with all his lies! I dont need him! My life will be ok without him! Anyone whos goin thru the same situation.....you will get over it....just like ated said....we need to talk things out to get over it...

I am 15 hes 16

ok.....how old are you? that would be help ful....but anyways I was goin out with this guy and I fell for his best friend after we broke up...I really like him and so on. The best thing u can do is ask her out....cuz the way i see it now....she will say yea if she liked u....she wont let her friend stop yous....I know I wouldnt let my best friend stop me from goin out with a guy I like....but hey thats just me, all my friends are like that they go out with each others exes

ok doorik...thanks for your advice...but haha I donno but the way im readin it your gettin an attitude. Yeah he hurt alot of girls....2 bein my best friends...yeah maybe I should just forget about him...and if u would have read the post CAREFULLY......He suppoably got a girl pregnant...not meanin it was true or not...thank u very much!

ok as everyone who read my past posts know im gettin over this jerk Steven. And may I add im doin fine, well now im falling for a guy named Matt. He played a girl Selina and my 2 best friends. But hes just so georgous! He wanted me to go to his house 2night but I cant. I dont know what he was thinkin. Its just so hard to avoid this guy cuz I liked him long before I met Steven. I should just leave him alone since im hearin he has a girl pregnant! I donno though I feel I can change him. U people are prolly thinkin leave him alone. But Im fallin for him and I donno I just want to ask him out and if it doesnt work atleast Id know....I know he likes me....he was droppin hints all night! help me

ok well im a straight girl and I think it totally fine for a guy to like 2 girls kissin but I think its gross when 2 guys do...but hey we all have our likes and dislikes dont worry your normal

ok. I am going thru the same thing, but he hurt me so much and I took him back and he'd do it over and over and he would break up with me. Not this time I had to break up with him, which is so much worse then having him dump me becuz I loved him and I had to end it, I would have rathered him ending it cuz I would know I couldnt have done anything to stop it. I feel I will never get over it. I wish Id die. But DEEp DeEp down inside I know I will get over it and I know u will 2....good luck

ok listen to me. If he calls ignore him Do not call him back. Hes a jerk. He doesnt deserve you. You seem like a sweet girl by your post. If you start talkin to him again, you will start wanting him back, and if u get involved again....u may think you wont get so attached but you will. The same thing sorta happened to me. My ex called me and I didnt call him back, and im not planning on it. Good luck

Im so sorry to hear what your going thru. Im going thru the same thing except my ex was a total jerk. Thats why theres this site. People come here for advice. I know how people say I know what your going thru, and u think that they couldnt possibly know but trust me theres people out there who are going thru the same thing. u need some time to get over your ex, be strong and you will get thru it. Again im sorry if you need someone to talk to feel free to send me a private message. good luck

ok.....u will move on trust me. It may take days months even years BUT you will get over it. Moving on is hard it does take alot of time but you will get over it! Good luck

ok....whats up with guys/girls hurting the people who love them. im so sick of it all! Heres whats happening to me: I met this guy named Steven the beginning of the summer. he asked me out, and i fell in love with him and he ended up tryin to cheat on me for my BEST FRIEND. May I add thats a pathetic thing to do! He started to ignore me and I felt like a complete FOOL! I had to admit I did miss him. Well a few days later he asked me back out. I was blind and said yes. My dad didnt like him and i wasnt allowed to talk to him but I still did and when my dad found out I ran away with Steven. When my dad found me he put me away. I was in Mercy hospital for a week, and while I was in there Steven broke up with me for my best friend AGAIN. What was this guys deal? I thought that was it no more him. But he came back into my life. He asked me out not once not twice but 3 times, and I said yes. He promised me so many things! He broke them all so haha I was the one to break up with him this time! Now hes bein immature and cursing me off when he sees me and all. Let me say I would have done anything for him but he missed out on a good thing! I miss him time and time again. But I am being STRONG and I AM proud of myself. Girls/Guys if someone abused u not only physically but emotionally let them go....u will find someone better, life goes on. I do miss him like crazy but I had to let him go. Good luck

ok well i was going out with this guy named Steven for awhile and he cheated and lied to me so many times. And id always go back with him. Well I just got fed up and dumped him cuz I was sick of his breaking promises and lying. I was so happy I was bein strong. I mean He did so many rotten things to me you wouldnt believe! But I loved him. So this is what I did...I sat down and thought everything through and I called him and broke up with him. I saw him yesterday and he cursed me off. He was bein so immature about everything! I mean it hurts cuz I did everything for him. When I say everything I mean EVERYTHING! I know I have to forget about him and move on. But its so hard. I try not to cry but it comes to the point of where I break down sometimes. I miss him alot. I mean theres such a empty feeling im my heart. I miss the things he'd say when we was nice to me. He could have been so sweet. I remember when he said he loves me and for me to never forget it! How he would say I was beautiful. Its so freakin hard to explain how im feeling it gets me so mad, I cant explain myself. Im so heartbroken. I had to cut him lose though cuz I wasnt only losing my heart I was losing my dignity. I tried everything to forget about him. And I just cant plz help me. I wish i could sit him down and tell him how I feel

Ok well i was with this guy named steven who lied and cheated on me so many times. He kept comin back to me and Id always take him back! And he'd do it all over so i got fed up so i finally broke it off with him. I didnt need that in my life. U know how u love someone so much but U can only take so much? Well I didnt expect us to talk or be friends, but I didnt expect him to hate me. I mean he hurt me so much and I still was his friend thru it all. Well i saw him today and he cursed me off and blew me off. Now like I said I didnt expect friendship from it all, but he could have been nice about it. thats what I hate about Steven hes immature. I would have never cursed him off like he did to me. The funny thing is I walked past him and he did it wasnt like I was even tryin to talk to him! Could he be jealous I talk to other guys....is he mad cuz he thought Id always b there for him? help me

ok i met this guy named steven. He hurt me so much in the past, he broke up with me he cheated and so on. I finally got guts and broke up with him. He recently moved away, and I didnt talk to him in awhile. I truly wanted to be with him and i wanted him to love me, is that to much to ask for? I cry so much for this guy, im sorta happy he moved but im still sad...help me

Ok my situation is I went out with this guy named steven. He did so much to me..let me name a list of things. 1. cheated on me for my best friend 2. promised me he would never lie to me but did. 3. he never sees me hes always busy with his friends and weed 4. he sees other girls....not only that but his ex girlfriends...he is friends with them but I know more is going on there then meets the eye. 5. broke up with me in the toughtest time in my life 6. lies about where he is and where hes going 7. the worse part was everytime I was almost over him he would come back to me in my life and I was stupid enough to take him back and he knew when he could get to me 8. talked about me behind my back. how was I suppose to trust him? He asked me out for the last time. And I said yea. But he lied to me for the last time. he told me to call him back in 5 minutes and he promised he would be there...when i called he was no where to be found. No big deal right? Wrong he does this alot. So I called later on and I broke it off and hung up. I am proud of myself for bein strong! I did it! U dont kno how happy I was. but........... the thing with Steven was....he was such a sweetheart when he was by himself. without his friends. Thats the steven I miss. I feel like pickin the phone up and talk to him about that...but I did that already awhile back and obviously I didnt get to him. No one will ever get to him. But I still miss him. I do want him back. But I keep thinkin if I take him back nothing will be changed. He will b the same old steven. What do i do

ok I went out with this guy named Steven a few times...the first time he tried cheatin on me and I swore that was it I would not go back out with him....he ignored me for while then he came running back. I told him no! he hurt me so much but I looked into his eyes. He told me he changed, that he truly loves me. I was stupid and took him back....he ended up breakin up with me again in the roughtest time of my life! I treule thought this was it IM NOT GOIN 2 TAKE HIM BACK EVER! 2 days ago I went to his house....I took my best friend Becky, and Joey stevens best friend was there. Steven took me outta the room grabbed me by the arms and asked me what was up with me and him. I told him nothing cuz there wasnt an us. He asked what I would do if he kissed me, i told him try and find out and he tried and I turned my head. He said he truly changed. And he means it this time, and asked me out!!! It took awhile but I finally said what the hell I have nothing more to lose from this guy, he has my heart and I aint gettin it back! So I said yea. He seemed like he changed, and he promised he would spend everyday with me. LIE! I call him and he tells me to call him back and he always isnt there he leaves. And I never know where he is. Its exactly like the 2nd time we went out. I cant take it anymore. But I love him so much. i cant dump him. What do i do

ok well the first time I gave head a few days later I had 2 little white cloudy sores on the inner side of my lip, I was so scared it was some sorta disease...I went to the doctors and they were just regular cold sores....mayb the first time u give oral u get sores......

ok well I was datin a jerk named Steven and I met his Best friends whos the total opposite. His named Ricky...I feel for him but Ricky is in love with my best friend, and it hurts so bad to hear him talk about her all the time...it breaks my heart...should I send him this letter? Please help me Ricky Hey baby! Whats up? Chillin. I donno if im gonna give you this or if im wasting my time just typing this....I have to see when the times comes if i dont chicken out and not give it to you. Ricky I like you so much. I met you when stuff was goin all wrong with Steven, and meeting you made me realize I wasnt in love with Steven. There are so many better guys out there instead of Steven, and your one of them. I know you like Becky alot. And nothings gonna change that, but what if I told you that im falling for you more and more each day...and being friends with you is so hard. To hear you talk about becky all the time really breaks my heart. I mean we went out 2 times before...why it didnt work out Ill never know. Its so weird. You were the only guy I begged to go out with me.....I never act that desperate. But I knew I wanted you....and now knowing I cant have you kills. Ricky not to be mean but you need to buy beckys love with earrings. She doesnt like you for you she likes your money...im not tryin to be mean but you know thats the way she is...she loves Joey. Every other guy is a trick til he comes back. You have so much goin for you, not like Joey and Steven who play and hit there girls. You are so sweet, and im so happy I met you. One thing I dont understand is...why everytime we was alone together...you hugged and kissed me. Was I just a girl you put beside you? Did the hugs and kisses mean something? That day you told my dad you didnt want me callin your house anymore...I was in shock. I seriously couldnt see me without you. Weird? Esspecially when you dont feel the same...but I was hurt. You need to move on from Becky. Im not sayin move on like me.....im sayin....ok before I say this Becky is my best friend I love her but she and you are 2 different people your not her type. Move on to someone new at least. I dont wanna see u get hurt by her. thats it for now im still writing more

ok well this guy named alberto asked me out yesterday...and I didnt wanna go out with him in the first place but my friend told him yea. I couldnt hurt him so I just said yea then, and we was goin out. He seemed like the shy type and I didnt have to put up with him bein all ova me....boy was I wrong he started to makeout with me and go down my pant...I pushed him away....but he kept on goin all over me! I got so mad! Well I just broke up with him which was a killer 2 do I hate doin that to guys......and now he wants 2 be friends with benefits....I told him ok...but really I dont wanna be anything but friends,. he moves 2 fast...what do i do

of course she knows and she dont care....but also now a kid named alberto asked me out and its rickys best friend. I said yeah and now rickys all over becky again....what the hell! I want ricky....thats all not alberto or any other guy. I feel a connection with ricky

ok...well I met this guy named Ricky. Ricky was recently dating my best friend becky...but things didnt work out, and they broke up. Now for awhile there Ricky called me and wanted to talk to me about Becky...he told me everything, and he truly loved her and I guess I was jealous. Everyday at least 8 times a day he called me...I was gettin mixed signals for awhile that he liked me cuz he flirted with me sooo much. I asked him out and we went out. It lasted 2 days and he broke up with me cuz he couldnt see me as a girlfriend it didnt feel right cuz becky is my best friend. He suggested friends with benefits. I said no that it was dumb....but everytime we saw each other we made out and did stuff. so I guess you can say we were friends with benefits for awhile. The problem was i went out wit his best friend...Steven. and after Steven and I broke up he talked so bad about me to Ricky...and I guess Ricky took it seriously and didnt wanna get invovled with me. Were still best friends but I dunno. One minute he likes me the next he dont. He is confused on what he wants...he tells me he dont want me anymore...but then again I know he does...When he looks me in the eyes...its amazing. I feel something there. i donno if he does...I know he use to cuz he would stare at me smile shake his haed and turn away. Id always ask him why he'd do it and he would play stupid and be like what are u talkin bout? I dunno anymore....maybe he is playin hard 2 get...any suggestions?

ok well I had a jerk of a boyfriend who never treated me right, his name was Steven. Well I met Stevens best friend Ricky and hes a total sweetheart. Ill tell you right now meeting Ricky made me get over Steven alot faster. Ricky and I became best friends. I told him everything and I trusted him. I actaully fell for him. But he wouldnt go out with me it was like we were meant to be but he refused to go out. I actually begged him. And He finally gave in and told me he always liked me and asked me out. So we went out and everything was good, but he started acting weird and he broke up with me for no reason, he said we were 2 good of friends. Ok well Ricky and I had a weird relationship we faught alot after we went out but it was mostly joking around, and we always made up. Well today my best friend Becky and I played a joke on him and he flipped out and kicked me and her out.....Becky and I arent allowed to talk becuz of family problems but I love her and I still do anyways....well Ricky called my dad and told him Becky and I was together and got me into alot of trouble. He then said he didnt wanna be friends with me anymore and for me not to come over his house anymore! What is up with him? Him and I was such good friends and he turned on me so fast. He was so sweet and everything! It hurts alot becuz he was there for me when Steven hurt me, he gave me a shoulder to lean on and I was actually happy to have a guy like him in my life! We had such good times too! I sacerficed so much for him....What do I do? I know sooner or later him and I will talk again...but I know it will feel weird.....and I dunno he seems real mad now and for him to sink that low and snitch on me to my dad was lower then low. Should I let him go or what....also now that I lost him im feelin low about steven help!!

ok women want to be treated with respect and dont want men who are only interested in sex. See these days...there are alot of playas...and its so hard for women to give there heart away without gettin hurt. Not all guys are jerks but there is alot out there. Also women want a guy who will always be there...not only as a lover but a friend. Someone who she can tell her secrets to. well thats all Ill post right now and not to get off the subject or anything but......outlaw you are real cute if thats your picture haha just wanted to say that