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  1. kickedin
    well it has been hell for me dealing with this....as many of you know she sent me that nasty email bfore v day.......i havent heard from her since i really miss her...no call or anything on my birthday......i miss her every move she used to have.....i keep trying to put it out of my mind but this week every where i turn i hear or see her name or something reminds me of her.........it sucks....i cant believe she hasnt had one weak moment in almost 2 months even i she is seeing someone else........we had such an intense love.....and now it feels like i lost a year of my life....and i feel like i dont even matter to her like i was nothing....it sucks.....i have gone out and had some fun and met some girls nothing i am interested in and i really dont like the bar scene and just makes me miss being in a relationship.......i want to meet or i hope to meet a girl who knocks my socks off because she did!!!!ugggghhhhh i just have this strange aura that soon enough she will call......to much feeling on that
  2. kickedin
    come on it cant be that bad.....my story....broke up with the girl i wanted to marry....after being everything and anything i could for her.........my business is failing.....my mom is dying...and the rest of my family isnt that close....i fel so alone dont really have that many true friends.....and just wish it would all be better..........i know it must be hard but come on you are worth more then that...i dont even want to say it but i will i would never imagine being at such a low point......when i was with her nothing mattered to me but a lesson learned i need to be happy that i wake up every day because that is a gift that can be taken from youat any moment and some people dont even get that chance to wake up...cherish it...it can only get better right?
  3. kickedin
    No One Who Didnt Appreciate You Is Worth It......i Am Right There With You
  4. kickedin
    give it space.......when you lose self control as i have they look at you differently
  5. kickedin
    talk is cheap...actions its all about actions i have been telling you to back off her......let her realize what she has no need for you to convince her of a good thing
  6. kickedin
    thank them
  7. kickedin
    well i am getting out and gonna have some fun
  8. kickedin
    thank you guys
  9. kickedin
    i do work out almost every day.... i have a jack russel but i let my mom have him because she has leukemia and he is good for her today is my birthday and it just sucks because it is pretty much 5 weeks to the day we broke up and i kind of marked this as my final day to let go....hope sucks i havent heard from her yet today would be a goody day for her to do something....out of respect anyway.....i dont think she will so i am trying to make the best of it
  10. kickedin
    you sound interesting...
  11. kickedin
    thanks it s hard
  12. kickedin
    i know and appreciate that......my break up before her was rough as it was a4 year deal.....and when we met (i likedthis girl for years...she was married) it felt like all i went through from my past break up was worth it and i never felt like this about any girl except her....so i can only imagine what kind of girl is going to make me think that this break up was all worth it...?
  13. kickedin
    i feel for you i am going through the same thing...my mom has cmml
  14. kickedin
    i really miss her....and cant believe this is happening!!!!!
  15. kickedin
    really miss her and cant help but think she has just replaced me......what sucks is that she told me i need to be alone since i have went from one relatioship to the next......thus after telling how she has never loved anyone more then me and couldnt imagine if i wasnt in her life because of the pain i find myself miserable and missing her after 5 weeks....other girls just arent the same dont even want to look at them .........i feel like she is running from this
  16. kickedin
    the dumper is already disconnected hence why they dump you and you are still going strong...they are on a different level
  17. kickedin
    i just feel betrayed at this point and her nasty email.....just sent me back to square one... i have not responded to any of it and i am just totally bummed becaus eat this point i know she is with someone new...who knows what level that is at already...i just am really hurting!
  18. kickedin
    i know....i think her family hit her up with the are you doing with your life" and now she is mad at me ....cause she got snagged...so hence the email...i am just scared because a person like that can flip flop so fast.........and i am vulnerable to that....but i will stand my ground
  19. kickedin
    nice leave it alone.......trust me......i wish i did things differently...now i dont have the chance you still do
  20. kickedin
    i really cant put my finger on what will happen.....the level of animosity in that email! i cant imagine her ever wanting to see me or talk to me......funny thing is i dont know why she is so pissed.....over a fight? please
  21. kickedin
    so true....but i think this time i will let her prove her love to me since i spent the past year proving to her......i wont get hurt again and honestly my gut tells me she will re surfcae but i dont think it will work.....i dont think you can go back to a polluted well
  22. kickedin
    wow...i didnt look at it like that..maybe there is good in her family confronting her......maybe she will realize something hey i dont know...because even if she came back to me i dont know if i could forgive her for what she has said and done besides the fact that she may be or is fooling around with a new guy
  23. kickedin
    sounds like a good plan...i just hope she doesnt hate me more....
  24. kickedin
    i just told him...to please leave me out of it....it is no longer my problem....and i am sure if they confront her she will run away most likely into the new guys arms..... * * *? doubt she will call me again....
  25. kickedin
    shes wants to go out an d have fun and make her family think she is the good christian girl...and now her stories are clashing.......and they now view me as the truth of it all instead of the one causing her this grief......she used them to get me away from her then pushed them away so they wouldnt see what she is doing....so pathetic
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