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  1. kickedin
    day 70 for me... I still miss her (good times) she facebook called me (weird we arent friends so it doesnt seem like an accident) at 130 am on a friday night(day 60)....I haven't responded because for one it was not even a real phone call and two there was no message or any other attempts on my real cell.... I feel like she was just drunk and was looking for me on facebook or reading our old messages etc... if she wants to talk I think shes gotta make a better effort as part of me wants to see if we can fix but another bigger part of me says shes young immature and doesnt seem to want to put the effort into a relationship.... So I just keep moving forward day by day some days are rough I will admit... Very hard for me not to reach out and say " hey I saw you facebook called me" ...... my fear is that she will ignore it or act like she knew nothing about it and then I think I will feel worse
  2. kickedin
    Not all guys are bad... lol When I am with someone I am WITH them.... no games no bs etc...and sometimes it just doesnt work out.... so we hope that they realize they lost something because we feel the time invested should be a daily reminder but sometimes it isnt
  3. kickedin
    DAY 57 ... Today's My bday and I kinda hoped she'd reach out.... but nothing yet
  4. kickedin
    day 48 ......but I slipped up a bit Friday I was out drinking.... at about 1130 I blocked my number and called her.... she picked up.... sounded like she was awoken from my call...I hung up immediately.....very odd feeling I got because I guess I expected her not to answer or to be out..... then my mind swung around to maybe she was staying in cause shes going out saturday night etc.... not fun for the mind.... any how today is V-day... all quiet and I m ok....
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    Day 42 for me... been missing her(obviously the good parts) What bothers me most is that she hasn't made any effort worth calling an actual effort and after 2.5 years with quite a few rough spots it sucks to be wondering why below is a link to my story if anyone is bored
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    Day 2 .... been broken up about 5 weeks we had limited contact over that time some good some bad..... always wants to see my dog lol.... told her last friday i loved her and we could work it out she said she didnt want to..... i didnt hear from her until monday asked to get ice cream then tuesday we went running and wednesday we went out for lunch.and she tried to make plans for dinner later this week and even invited me to a graduation party in middle of june...... i was stunned because i was quite clear on my feelings on friday night and she was clear on hers..... she made all the contact and all the plans so i went with it and thought maybe the weekend gave her a change of heart.... we had fun during these 3 days but the physical aspect wasnt there .... i touched her leg like i normally would and she made a comment that we werent together.... so i said to her i am kinda confused because you knew my feelings friday and i let you be and you are the one that has been blowing me up and trying to see me everyday..... she replied " I HAD NO INTENTIONS OF WORKING THINGS OUT WITH YOU" ----- I just said to her "ok cool!" and walked away ..... have not heard from her since...... so i am glad for the 3 days because it was fun and light and even the last words were nothing short of reiteration of friday nights talk session.... i am in nc because i cant be her friend and i think she was trying to string me along or not let me move on .... she knows where i am and yes i miss her but my playbook needs to change because i am not a back up plan
  7. kickedin
    hey dave.....here ya go thanks your help is always appreciated
  8. kickedin
    what do i do we saw eachother talked for a few...nicely she texted me "nice seeing you and then another saying im glad you are doing well always wanted the best for you i texted her back thanks and the same what do i do i miss her sooo much its her b day sunday i wisher her happy bday last night is it wrong to text her happy bday
  9. kickedin
    made it till thursday........ its been tough as i really miss her.....i have a weird feeling she will contact me again soon.....thanks for the support guys
  10. kickedin
    i think it may be it........if not this girl has to reach out way mor ethen thisi sold my house to buy one with her and a week later she goes nuts........
  11. kickedin
    thanks....she has a way of coming around towards the summer as all my friends say like she did last year......guess she doesnt want my boat packed full of girls...too bad
  12. kickedin
    well i made it to today.......i have such mixed feelings....fear that she in her own childish way is reaching out to me but never enought to get hurt...that if i dont answer that she will send me a " you know what you are playing games dont even know why i tried" email........ i just love her too much and know that she cant give me what i want and vice versa.....it would hurt tooo much to see her....
  13. kickedin
    thats what got me......she broke up with me.....i didnt get that either
  14. kickedin
    does nc work into this situation
  15. kickedin
    thats just it i miss her and love her like crazy...i cant take sitting down with her and hearing how great thinga are and her not wanting to be with me again....its would kill me....but dont you have to start somewhere......i dont know its like i am screwed either way...if i dont answer....its like i am playing games if i do its going to hurt again to knowwe cant be together......
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