Liquid Dream

the skin on my face has always been dry and flakey--even though the skin on the rest of my body has remained moist and healthy--It makes me really insucure, because even make-up can't hide it, it just makes it look worse! I don't like constanly putting on facial lotions, because it makes me feel greasy -___-' I find that no matter what it only gets worse? Does anybody know what causes this and how I can get rid of it without spending too much? I've tried to research it, but I keep finding things mainly for older women. Anyone with any info pass it my way!

I'm not a student, and I'm not under my mom's insurance because she doesn't even have it, nobody in my family had any cervical cancers, I don't care about birth control I don't trust it! I don't mind getting a pap-smear but I don't know if I can afford one. So nobody here has a price range??

I'm 18 and sexually active, I've only been with two people once when I was 15, and my boyfriend I've had for two years, I've used protection and all and I've never had any problems, but I was curious if I need a pap-smear, my mom wants me to get one but I'm not sure if I can even afford one? How much do they cost? I can't even afford medical insurance

I know how you feel with the depression, sometimes I would anaylze myself, never felt like I could talk to anyone, ALWAYS inscure, had ups and downs, do you ever try to talk to anyone? Sometimes when you keep things inside you often can feel very misunderstood. I don't believe in therapy or medications, you have to find you own happiness on you own, sometimes when I feel upset about anything I just try to think of my favorite phrase "sometimes letting go is the only way to hold on"

She won't know if you won't tell her, just let her know what your feeling

nobody is seeing what I'm really asking. I am productive, I have TONS of stuff I have to do at home. I do not want to join clubs, and I already am out of school, I'm all funned out okay? I don't mind gettting a job, I just wanna know why my mom won't except me for me

Yes, I am 18, but I know I'm not ready to manage my own home right now, anyone else with some real advice?

My mom is really worried about me and its kinda upseting me. Everyday she tells me to get out, and make friends but I just don't have it in me. Right now she's making me get a job, which I'm not mad about at all, but it's bugging me because she tells me I'm wasting my life because I never get out. She thinks that if I get a job it will make me feel better but I know that won't happen, becuase every job I get throws me behind a register, which I hate more than anything, so I'm making money just to feel miserable, and I feel worse. She's already signed me up for dance class this summer (not my style) so I can meet other kids my age, but I could careless about the drama. I feel like she's just not listening to me. I'm just not into hanging out with people, I hate parting and socialising, but I wonder if she'll ever understand that? Why doesn't she just leave me alone about it? She says it kills her to see me at home all the time, but most parents would love to see their kids at home more often. I dunno, I don't like feeling pressured into something I don't wanna do.

hey all, well you see I have this problem, everytime I try to do something, half way through I lose intrest, which really sucks because I want to write a book. Yet everytime I try, no matter what I get borred with what I'm doing. But this isn't just wiht writing it comes to EVERY aspect in my life, how can I stop this? Whats up with me?

Thanks everyone, I'm trying to eat even though my hunger as disolved and I'm losing weight, which makes me want to eat even less, Coollady, I am 5'4 and weigh 115, yes tv does effect me, but so do the super skinny girls I see everywhere, I just feel like I eat too much...I just dunno...

I really hate my body. Its just sick I guess. When I take a shower I turn off the lights so I won't have to look at myself. I will starve myself for days, just to get back at my body, I never used to be like this. When I look at myself I feel huge, like I should be skinner. I wear things that help me blend in because I don't want people looking at me. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I just feel disgusting, like I always can't stand myself, I don't know how to get through this.

Drinking two galons of water a day (I know its alot) helps clean out toxins out of your body, having a fresh fruit, and vegitable diet helps too. And by the way Lyposuction DOES NOT WORK. Another thing is you exersise right? That makes it even more difficult to get rid of cellulite! Because it all built around muscle, if you got more questions just send me a message. I do squats to get rid of mine.

I was curious if anyone could tell me where to start reading in the Bible, and where do I read after that?

"loneliness is the human condition, no one can ever feel that space." feel free to IM me if your ever too lonely, I'm in the same boat. AIM: WhiteOleander887

Thanks orgasmictofu, I'll try and hope!

to bad I hate kids, and restraunts and retail definatly have cash registers....please help!

I'm hoping someone can help me out here. Can someone give me a list of jobs that don't include a cash register! Everytime I get a job they shove me behind the cash register. I am not a bad worker but I would like something where I can move about! Please help me!

Okay this morning I woke up and noticed I had a bump underneathe my tongue (not actually on the bottom of my tongue), I went to bathroom to look at it and its small and red, it hurts to touch it, does anyone know what it is??

okay here's the deal, everytime I come around people, I put a expression on face thats between pissed off and careless, thus pushes people away from me, I always think people will automatically hate me, or whatever but on the inside I'm really nice. I just don't know why I do this? Am I afraid?

I can't take this anymore. I just can't find a reason or purpose that I even exist, I really hate myself sometimes, I struggle against old habits of cutting. My mom is just really killing me! She thinks I'm lazy because I can't find a job. I would go out and look for a job but my brother can't take me because he's always at work and my mom works nights so she sleeps all day. I JUST FEEL SO CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE! I have no friends or social life, and I'm used to that. But the this job thing is really killing me. All my familiy tells me is to get a car. I have no job to afford a car besides the gas, insurance, oil changes etc. I would walk someplace but there aren't any jobs within walking distance. I just want to make some money to save. I know this is stupid to be upset about. I just have such a unfilling life. I just want to die sometimes. Each day wake up go online watch tv, go to bed everyday. I hate myself so much. I just can't stand it.

Wow, hun I LOVE YOU! YOU TOTALLY ROCK. But you really need to ditch him. He only wants you at his own convince.

yet another really hard lesson we have to learn

Have you ever tried yoga?

I hope this helps.... When love beckons to you follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pliant; And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast. All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart. But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure, Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor, Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears. Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself. Love possesses not nor would it be possessed; For love is sufficient unto love. When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, I am in the heart of God." And think not you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course. Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself. But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires: To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. To know the pain of too much tenderness. To be wounded by your own understanding of love; And to bleed willingly and joyfully. To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving; To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy; To return home at eventide with gratitude; And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.

its just really strange...when I think about it...I've never thrown up, or couughed anything up. You know a even stranger thing is, I have to break up spagetti, because when I swallow it not all of goes down! It looks like I'm constantly slurping. But its not painful. As for these "benefits...lol. Does anyone else out there have this problem?