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Hi .. As you say that you're into any kind of music's style, i will recommend you various songs of my likes.. very "metal" things that helped me to feel indentified and letting go off from some part of (at least for a while) the pain from my breakup and all that... Metallica - Aint my * * * * * *For any time when you remember all their mind games* Metallica - Die Die My Darling *For those moments when you feel less than humiliated* Metallica - St Anger * This one results Incredible while you're doing excercises* Metallica - Until Sleeps *For those moments when you feel less than nothing* Linkin Park - Breaking the Habit *For make you remind that you deserve leave behind all the pain definetly* Evanescence - Going Under *For make you remind that you'll heal sometime and somehow* Evanescence - Everybodys Fool *For make you remind that liesdoesn't bring nothing good * Sonata Arctica - Blinded No More * For make you open your eyes and see the things from another perspective* Sonata Arctica - Letter to Dana * For make you remind that you aren't her puppet anymore and deserve respect* I hope you find it useful.. see ya

Well dude.. If you're gonna leave enotalone, then all i can say its: Now i'm daring to talk for everyone's here in the forum and also as an "enotalone - friend yours": Always you'll have many people here ready to read and helping you with your experiences and feelings. So feel free to come whenever you want Good luck man! My best wishes to you Take care

YEAH! I Love that song! I used to hear it cause i felt very identified with the song's meaning: "I tried so hard ..And got so far But in the end.. It doesn't even matter I had to fall.. To lose it all But in the end .. It doesn't even matter " and all the 2nd verse: "One thing, I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind.. I designed this rhyme, to explain in due time ..I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me I'm surprised it got so (far) Things aren't the way they were before You wouldn't even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me (in the end) You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I" That part: "I've put my trust in you.. Pushed as far as I can go" It helped me a lot when any sad memory or guilt-regret feelings cames into my mind and then i unloaded unto my guitar. To me has been a really therapeutical stuff! Hehe

Hello again Casket! Im glad you liked that song Im posting this one that really helped me (and still its helping me) its: Metallica - Until It Sleeps Until It Sleeps Where do I take this pain of mine. I run but it stays right by my side. So tear me open and pour me out There's things inside that scream and shout, And the pain still hates me So hold me until it sleeps. Just like a curse, just like a stray. You feed it once and now it stays, Now it stays. So tear me open but beware There's things inside without a care, And the dirt still stains me So wash me until I'm clean. It grips you so hold me It stains you so hold me It hates you so hold me It holds you so hold me Until it sleeps. So tell me why you've chosen me Don't want your grip Don't want your greed Don't want it Now tear me open make you gone No more can you hurt anyone, And the fear still shakes me So hold me, until it sleeps It grips you so hold me It stains you so hold me It hates you so hold me It holds you, holds you, holds you until it sleeps I don't want it want it want it want it want it no So tear me open but beware There's things inside without a care, And the dirt still stains me, So wash me till I'm clean. Now tear me open make you gone No longer will you hurt anyone, And the hate still shapes me, So hold me until it sleeps Another songs that i think you should listen from Metallica are: "Unforgiven" "Unforgiven II" and "Ain't my * * * * * " ( This last one, i won't posted it due to obvious reasons ) NOTE: Feel free to PM anybody here See ya

Hi Casket Well lately, i've hearing this song. By one side just to learn and practice it with my guitar, and by the other hand.. just cause i felt identified in somehow. Maybe sound creepy or very aggressive to your taste.. Its a Death-Metal genre song called "Nymphetamine" from Cradle of Filth I'll explain you why i've posted it here.. The video of the song its about a vampire who kills himself by all the suffering that he passed when his loved one left him, and that girl talks with him on his grave feeling some regret about her decision of leaving and some kind of guilt by the death of the vampire (who she had loved) At the same time, the vampire also regrets too about killing himself for this girl who is some kind of addiction to him.. Its very methaphorical song where the singer try to vent out all the feelings he had about a girlfriend he had and all the pain that caused him the breakup, also talks about his addiction calling her "nymphetamine" ( notice that.. nymph= The mitology beauties.. etamine= like a alussion to the drugs- addiction ) .. He just got tired of feeling like that: Cradle of Filth - Nymphetamine Laid to the river Midsummer, I waved A "V" of black swans On with hope to the grave And though Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain That i faced when you left me Like a rose in the rain.... So I swore to the razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again Bared on your tomb I'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above onto me? For once upon a time On the binds of your loneliness I could always find the slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discoulours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter... Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To Her alone in full submission None better... Nymphetamine Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... Nymphetamine girl. Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... My Nymphetamine girl. Wicked with your charm I'm circled like prey Back in the forest Were whispers persuade More sugar trails More white lady laid Than pillars of salt... (keeping Sodom at at bay) Fold to my arms Hold their message away And dance out to the moon As we did in those golden days Christening stars I remember the way We were needle and spoon Mislaid in the burning hay Bared on your tomb I'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above onto me? For once upon a time On the binds of your loneliness I could always find the slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discoulours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter... Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To Her alone in full submission None better... Nymphetamine Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... Nymphetamine girl. Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine... My Nymphetamine girl. That's what really got me from this song.. Good Luck! Take care

Hi bkjsun! Thanks for those compliments, I appreciated it Well i try to keep it in mind do that in the nexts posts.. To me will be much easier, cause sometimes i forgot some verbs/ words in English.. hehehehe

Hi to all people here in the Forum I wanted post this thoughts extracted from various books of a internacionally famous colombian writer named Gabriel Garcia Marquez.. Maybe the way i wrote them look confusing to you, its cause i've translated by myself and i've lost some of practice with the English Grammar ... One friend mine who knows all what i've been through sent me by email this thoughts and im here sharing with you.. Maybe it will help somebody here to keep their hopes, or take another breath of fresh air in their own struggle.. i dunno.. "I don't love you by who you are, I love you by who i am when im with you" "Nobody deserve your tears, and who really deserves its, never will make you cry" "A true friend is the one who take your hand and touches your heart" "The worst way of missing someone its being sitted next to him/her and know that you'll never have him/her" "Never stop smiling, even if you're sad, cause you'll never knowwho might fall in love of your smile" "Maybe you can be a person in the World but; for someone, you're their World" "Dont spend your time with someone who doesn't wants spend it with you" "Maybe God wants you know many "wrong" people before you meet the "right" person, so when you finally know him/her you know how to be grateful" This one its what im doing right now.. "Become a better person and make sure to know who really are before meet someone else and wait that this person knows who you are." Any comments, opinions and corrections will be acepted Good Luck.. See ya

Hi xblondyx.. Im not a medic but by my own experience i can tell that the flu when its really "strong", always make us feel like with no energy.. Try don let you down about your ex ( at least until you're much better or totally recoverd from the flu).. Doing this it will make you feel a lot worse. Try to take this "lonely time" to make your body stronger and learn something inside your house, like cleaning or cookin a new food, reading about an interesting topic. What about meditating - doing yoga?.. or just to watch movies or doing something that makes you feel calm, distracted and animated? remember, Step by step.. dont push your body much harder.

After some kind of setback in the passed days, im feel a little bit better today. I liked your post Orlander, i hope that this post keep "printed" my mind and yours, so as in the minds of everyone who's actuallya suffering by a breakup.

Aclaration n°2: The content of first post wasn't mine.. its taken from the page that i named at the end of the post.. What im trying to say ( to avoid any ankward u offense to anybody here)its that this info is the writer opinion and research, not mine.. however i agree some of their points so thata why i posted here. To share it with all of you By the way i add this comment: I've experienced the death from my grandma (15 March will be her 2 years death's conmemoration) and a few months later ( 5 months to be exact) my breakup. In my case, my Grandma death affected ALL my world cause she was who raised me since i was a child until 12 years old.. then i started to taking care of her cause she was very ill.. The point its.. When she died, of course i felt hurted BUT due all the time she fought and suffered with all her diseases (asmathic, ulcera, heart insufficiences, etc) im really sure that it was definetly, a deserving rest for her. She was suffering so much that in some point of her last days.. Even i wished that she died so she won't suffer so much pain anymore. Maybe her death doesn't hurt me so deeply cause i loved her and i helped to fight all these diseases since a long time and her body just doesnt resist anymore. TO ME, SHE FOUGHT UNTIL THE END... By other hand, my ex-gf at that moment, swore eternal love and support.. I remember her words in one of this saddest mourning moments that i had me.. i love you and i want that you open your heart to me, let me share your suffering, your fears.. that why we're a couple" "If we supossed to me married, we had to share the bad and good times" "I wont let you down.. i'll be here for you ALWAYS, as you have done with me" .. So i opened my self to her and.. 6 months after.. August 15, AT THE SAME DAY OF THE 6 MONTH'S OF MY GRANDMA'S DEATH CONMEMORATION.. SHE BROKE UP WITH ME... at the first time saying all those famous and beaten phrases: "You're a Great guy" "Its not your fault its mine" "I dont see any future for us" "I need some time and space for myself" (YEAH.. SHE USED ALL THESE!) I cried, begged, even gave her some days with no contact to give her time to think about, and after 4 days, i tried to get her back.. she also told me: "I'm not seeing anybody... I'm just centered in my career and my work" but after those 4 days when i go to talk with her personally at an institute where she was doing a course of computers.. I find her "work mate" waiting for her outside!.. This was THE MOST HEARTBREAKING THING I'VE EVER LIVED You wanna know why!? Thats because I won't play with someone feeling's make them believe that i'll be there from them, make them trust, vulnerable, open, dependant emotionally from me just to leave them in the middle of nothing, in a rollercoaster of emotions and questions.. Thats why hurt so much to me. I give her my love, my support in her bad times, my respect and trust in her word.. For what!? For take this? That what i wanted leave in clear. See ya everybody !

Do you wanna know how i feel? Thats how i'm feeling all the days.. im sick-tired of feeling like this! I used to be a religious person ( not going all the time to church but prayin and give to the Lord His importance in my life) but since all this, my beliefs in all the asect from life such as relationships, trust, love, commitment, religion and life had been completed destroyed by the person who i love like anyone else in my life.. I felt like He's forsaken me, like if its some kind of punish for something wrong.. but i just don't know what did i wrong!.. Used to think that was some kind of test, but.. what else can HE test about my love for her!?.. its unfair..

Deep mode.. I wanna make some clarifications from the post: My intention posting that article was to help other people here sharing some information that looked very interesting to me. By other way, i didn't wanted "minimize" your grief/loss situation.. if you take personally, all i can do its apologize for that. It's true that i (afortunately) haven't lived those experiences that you've related BUT i don't have anything to do with all you're suffered. And.. about this: It's been a long time since i started to do the NC, making exercise and reading ( and putting in practice on myself) about relationships, selfsteem, dating and improving myself in all the possible ways. Also i visit this space to venting/ comment when i have my "setbacks" and bad days

Hi to all people of the forum! Just wanted to share this with all of you, its some reflexions about Love/Relationships/Breakup/Healing that i've founded on the web.. I hope it might be useful for you, even if its just to get another insight about your own behaviors and experiences : Grief: It is said that the second most intense life stress is loss of love. The first is death. But I question this? Both are final. Both, in most cases, result in the physical removal of someone special from your life. Both result in the loss of a way of life we have become familiar with. Both have resulted in hanging strings of things that were never said. However with death you have the peace of knowing you were in your lost loved one's heart. You were not abandoned purposely, cast aside, or rejected. With death you can take off work and get sympathy. You are given gifts of comfort and understanding. You can go through closing rituals and you can feel contentment that they are in a better place. But with breakups, separation, or divorce, even though you have the assurance that they are still alive somewhere on this Earth, their love was intentionally withdrawn from you! They opted to leave you. We no longer have their presense, nor their care. They no longer want us. Either way, death or breakup, you had little say or control over the situation. I've often wondered if I had been able to deal with my loss easier if my ex had been taken away from me at God's will while he still loved me, instead of his intentional, direct withdrawal of his love for me on his own volition. That's not to say I wish him dead, oh my! That's just to say I think my own personal grief would have been less self-destructive and more accepted and socially supported. I have been through both the death of a loved one, and the intentional physical and emotional withdrawal of a loved one, and I would have to say grief over breakup, separation, or divorce can be equally as devastating–if not more–than grief over the death of your loved one. In death you lose your loved one's physical presense in both your present time and your future. But in the loss through breakup we haven't just lost one's physical presense in our lives, but their love, also. We experience grief over the loss of their mental, emotional, and spiritual presense, too, along with our own sense of value and self-worth, our pride, our ego, our dreams, our hopes, our security, and our feelings of being loved. We feel rejected, not good enough, not lovable, unwanted, and cast aside. We feel taken for granted and unappreciated for all we have done. We have gone from being everything to being nothing in a moment flat! But what kind of people would we be if we didn't grieve? Doesn't our grief stem from our having been loving, devoted, caring, committed, trusting and involved? Would we really want to be the type of person that is so cold, callous, without emotion, and self-centered that we could easily just dismiss such a breakup and walk away unscathed?..." Fighting Urges to Contact Our Ex Habits, and urges, and addictions, oh my! They go hand in hand–what is one without the other? What is usually the hardest for someone going through a breakup is fighting those relentless urges to contact the ex. "I just need some closure. I just need some answers 'why'. I just want to explain to them, plead with them, beg them, show them how I'm sorry. I just want to hear their voice, see their face, and have them see and hear mine. Maybe they'll realize how much they miss me...blah, blah, blah....yadda, yadda, yadda...." Ewww!!!! Those urges are just so annoying. But what drives us to follow through with them? To risk our pride, our dignity, our self-esteem, and self-respect and fall crumbling to our knees to plead with them? What are they, God or something? Geez! We are sorry-sacks aren't we *grins*. But we've all done it. We've all thought about planning 'accidental' meetings, dreamed of chance encounters and hoped for final conversations. We've all come up with emergency reasons to contact our ex–we've conjured up causes, and schemed, plotted, and coerced our friends to arrange it. So why do we do it and how can we cope with them? How do we fight urges that dominate our thinking and interfere with our daily routine? Why do i feel such an overwhelming urge to contact my ex!? Your ex, and the relationship, were very important to you. It's simply an unreasonable request to expect you to just walk away without the urge to regain that importance back in your life! You crave your ex and the relationship–not just because of love, or security, but because it was a habit and habits are addictions...and addictions are fed by cravings. Without the craving there would be no addiction. It's not the object of the addiction that drives us to have to have it, it's the unbearable, never-ending craving for it that motivates us to lose all for the object of our addiction. It's not the plain, simple alcohol itself that drives the alcoholic to drink...it's that relentless craving for it. Why should breaking the love habit be any different? Only this scenario is a little different. We crave them/the relationship, as much as an alcoholic craves alcohol...however, alcohol won't deny itself to the alcoholic, it won't reject the alcoholic's attempt to drink it, it's readily available to him...but the source of our cravings will deny itself to us, thereforeeee making our craving just a little bit more complex. We have to think of ways to manipulate our objects of addiction. Craving itself is not going to satisfy the urge. So now we're like a junkie in the street that will do just about anything to get their cravings met. We lose pride, dignity, self-respect. We trick our minds into believing that we have catastrophes so we have an excuse to reach out to our objects of addictions..." The original post its from: link removed I'll keep posting everything what i think may it be useful for me and, of course, for everyone here.

Part II Mana Songs & Translations Te Llore un Rio Yo aqui llorándote un río Mandándote al olvido Que cosa más injusta amor Fuiste matando mis pasiones Tachando mis canciones Me tenías pisoteado Estaba desahuciado No es justo no bebé Coro Pero este mundo ya giró Y ahora te tocó perder Bebé, te lloré todo un río Bebé, te lloré a reventar Oh no, no, no No tienes corazón No te vuelvo a amar Te lloré todo un río Ahora llórame un mar Ya no me busques Ya es muy tarde Ya tengo otro amor Una chula sirena Que nada en mi piel Yo te perdono No hay rencores Sólo los dolores Mi alma está arañada Yo en el suelo mojado No es justo, no bebé Coro Verdad que un río Te lloré Verdad que no Oh no, no, no Te vuelo a amar Oh no, no, no No te vuelvo a amar Llorame, llorame Llorame... I Cried you a River Here i am, crying you a river Taking me to oblivion How unfair love You began killing my passion Knocking my songs You were stepping on me I was hopeless It isn't fair, no baby Chorus But what comes around goes around Now its your time to lose Baby, I cried you a river (Baby baby) Baby, I cried for you till burst Oh no, no, no You're heartless I can't love you anymore I cried you a river Now cry me a sea Stop looking for me, its much too late i have another love A pretty mermaid that swims on my skin I forgive you No hard feelings Just pain My soul's been scratched I cried on wet ground It isn't fair, no baby Chorus Really i cried you, a river Really i don't love you anymore Oh no, no, no i don't love you anymore Oh no, no, no i don't love you anymore Cry for me, Cry for me, Cry for me.. By the way, if anyone here wanna hear this songs just let me know and i'll send it to you by email. I'd really like to share this music with you. Take care

Hi people Whoa octopus, i see you like Mana's songs! Its one fo my favourite bands Its a shame that you dont know spanish but, the translation to that song "Huele A Tristeza" it's "Smells like Sadness" Mana has so many good songs about all the feelings we been through our relationships. This ones, maybe are very corny for us but i think you should listen them anyway. This are some of my favourites from them, with their translation a side of course Mana Songs & Translations Como Dueles en los Labios Como dueles en los labios Como duele en todos lados Como duelen sus caricias cuando ya se ha ido Como me duele la ausencia Como extraños su color de voz Como falta su presencia en mi habitación Como me duele el invierno Como me duele el verano Como me envenena el tiempo cuando tu no estas Como duele estar viviendo Como duele esta muriendo así Como me duele hasta el alma en mi habitación Como dueles en los labios en todos lados soledad Como dueles en los labios en todos lados soledad Como me duele no verte Como duele en madrugada Como me duele no verte Como duele en madrugada Como me duele no verte Como duele en madrugada How my Lips Hurt (Translation) How my Lips hurt How it hurts everywhere How your caresses hurt now that you're gone How your abscence hurts How i miss the color of your voice How your presense is wanting in my room How winter hurts How summer hurts How time poisons me now that you're not here How hurts to be alive How hurts to be dying like this How my very soul hurts In my room How my lips hurt Surrounded by solitude How my lips hurt Surrounded by solitude How it hurts not to see you How it hurts in the early morning How it hurts not to see you How it hurts in the early morning How it hurts not to see you How it hurts in the early morning It will continue in the next post..

Well well.. I will add this songs.. Evanescence - Going Under Now I will tell you what I've done for you Fifty thousand tears I've cried Screaming, Deceiving, and bleeding for you And you still won't hear me... Going under Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up the walls Now tormented daily, defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I...dive...again... I'm going under (going under) Drowning you (drowning you) I'm falling forever (falling forever) I've got to break though I'm going under Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies So I don't know what's real and what's lies Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can't trust myself anymore I...dive...again... I'm going under (going under) Drowning you (drowning you) I'm falling forever (falling forever) I've got to break though I'm. So go on and scream Scream at me So far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe... I can't keep going under I love this.. Evanescence - Everybody's Fool perfect by nature icons of self-indulgence just what we all need more lies about a world that never was and never will be have you no shame don't you see me you know you've got everybody fooled look here she comes now bow down and stare in wonder oh how we loe you no flaws when you're pretending but now I know she never was and never will be you don't know how you've betrayed me and somehow you've got everybody fooled without the mask where will you hide can't find yourself lost in your lie I know the truth now I know who you are and I don't love you anymore it never was and never will be you're not real and you can't save me somehow now you're everybody's fool Thats all... by now

Hi everyone here.. I've Passed reading this thread and wanted add mine's experiencies... Taking Dako's point: To me, was many painful phrases she said.. Lets see.. "I feel drowned, trapped" "It's not you, its me" "I need time to myself" "I have to learn to love myself" "Things didn't working since the last one year and half" "It just happened" "There's someone in my life and it none of your business" "I don't wanna see you anymore" "Im a busy person" NOTE: The first 3 phrases at the moment of the breakup, the followings, at the moment of my last try to getting back.. every time i remind that moment, its like being stabbed with a knife in different parts of my whole soul at the same time.. About Keenan's post.. Definetly feel the same as you Thinking about that weakness/ sadness/ hopeless / loneliness/ frustration feelings, i've just remembered this song that really express (at least for me) the way how i feel all this... Trapped Under Ice - Metallica Woken up, I'm still locked in this shell Frozen soul, frozen down to the core Break the ice, I can't take anymore Freezing Can't move at all Screaming Can't hear my call I am dying to live Cry out I'm trapped under the ice Alonegirl.. you don't know how I wish had the answer to your question Good Luck to Everyone

Well i dunno what to say to that... NAAHHH!! It's a beautiful thought/poem Thanks for share it with us, sukerbut!

Hi iwantherback The answer is right there man.. Dont hold any hope about getting back with her. I KNOW that its the most hardest part of all the mess but its the only way that you really can start to healing YOURSELF BY YOURSELF (thats must be the most important thing that you need to internalize in your mind) One of the best ways of letting go those hopes ( By more impossible or bad that sounds) its getting angry with your ex by the way she treated you until now. Thinking about all their faults and mistakes. Realising that you may aren't the one who make some mistakes and that she isn't perfect. Also, will help you trying to be far from her in the classroom. If she is in the forwards chairs, sit in the back chairs.. the idea its not accross looks with her. Keeping the less contact possible. That's a half way to your new hapiness..

Im back.. I've decided to put part of the post here, instead you had to look for it.. These are some of the things that i do to get myself distracted.. Just try to do some exercise or play an musical instrument (or both things)when you feel these mix of feelings angry/sadness/foolishness starts.. it makes you forget for a few minutes and maybe hours after.. all the mess where you are. This has worked for me. (Playing Korn and Metallica song's in my guitar its a very unstressful thing XD) (Going to the Gym or Martial Arts training, in my case) Also, you could read books to improve your knowledges about relationships/girls/dating/self steem.. i started to do that since the breakup and it help me a lot to see the things from different perspectives.. Try to go out with your single friends, to avoid any ankward situation about their girlfriends and your "flashbacks" And if you're still feel hurt/sad/angry after do those things.. come here and keep posting and venting.. Really Helps! But whatever you'll do just remember the N°1 Rule: No Contact!! It will help you... to keep your mind far from her for moments

Hi bkjsun.. i hope you're good Read this post i've did some days ago. I think you'll may find it useful: If you need someone to talk. You know my nick See you!

I know you're hurt.. Don't wanna be rude with you but, the best advice that i can give you its this: Try to imagine the worst situation about your ex bf... (that means being with another girl, kissing, intimating, etc) It may be make you cry a lot the first times that you even think about the idea.. BUT.. Think and repeat to yourself this: Far away from all that.. What else could happen? It wasn't my fault, i give him all my love and, THATS WHAT I WILL SUPOSSED TO RECEIVE!? SORRY, BUT ITS HIS LOSS!! If by any Life's "chance" you just run into him walking on the street and look him doing that with someone, it won't hurt you so much as if you won't imagine it before.. cause your heart and your mind still aren't prepared for that shocking image that eventually will happen after a breakup. Its like "Training your mind being prepared for the worst". Imagining this before it happens, you'll be more prepared and, at the same time, it makes you think about your own situation and the movin'. TRY to do some of the things that i've posted above.. It has really worked for me, if it works for you, please let me know.. For now.. I 'll leave you this part of a song "Don't Cry" of Guns n' Roses: Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight Remember that. Take Care..

By the way I didn't know that your birthday was today.. i thought it was in passed days... so Happy Birthday anyways

I agree 100% the Relationship Coach post.. For me, its a silly excuse, just to hide the true reasons that led to breakup with you. Don't let you down for this guy.. He doesn't worth a girl like you. Take Care

Hi hunny its me again... I read your post and all i can say to you its: DON'T LET HIM SEE YOUR HURT.. Just think about this: WHY IN THE GODS NAME, HE HAD TO ASK YOU HOW WENT YOUR V-DAY IF HE WASN'T THERE WITH YOU!? Even if it was a try to be polite with you, he already know that you'll ending asking about him, so what's his point: " to show you his new conquest"? . I read that he told you in repeated times that this girl aren't something serious and maybe its true but if i were you won't trust so easily to him, and be more cautious about what to say to him and what not. Take Care and remember: Don't let him see that you're jealous/sad/angry with him.. If he doesn't want it do that, first didn't have to dump you. Anyway, keep posting here.. it will help you to see the things from another points of view. Good Luck