Shinobie

ya the last time i was out with friends and girls they did the same exact thign when i tried to start conversation they laughed and then blanked out and said nothing i felt really stupid.

Actually i kind of disagree because a lot of us guys who r nice r usually really shy and a women never wants to be around a guy like me.I am extremely nice but that never ever really helps me except for when i need to be used to go get something for them or help them with something else.All u ever are is used for something and they never ever really want to get to know u.All women around me ever seem to want is to go out with a fricken guy who has no good morals.Who all he wants to do is get in their pants i mean why do u girls go for these guys?

Well man i used to be an extremely outside addicted person who was very atheletic back when i was young.Now i just keep on getting more and more depressed sometimes and life seems to be getting a lot harder wish i can go back to the youngin days wher ei didnt have all of this on my mind dude.Ive tried going out on 2 separates with a girl my friends wanted me to go out with occasions man in liek the last 3 weeks but i came back really depressed and now im just surpressing it by staying inside i feel afraid to even be around women feel so pathetic.i feel i just ahve so much fun with people in these game slike the lan i went to last saturday it felt so good they were all just like me and i had a great time.I know man let me just spend some time like this cause i know ill maybe geta lil bit happier and actually try some stuff once again but lets just hope it doesnt bring me back feeling extremlely down becuase now i know the pain of deep depression i hate it.

No matter the age or anything,way i meet them,or kind of place i am every women usually dislikes me.Its just females all together it seems like they never ever like me is it something im doin wrong and why would they dislike me?I try to be so nice all people including women but they always seem to think imma moron or something.Like lil girls back in 6th grade would bother me,stupid mean popular girls would bother me in 8th grade,ones i meet now and at high school seem to dislike me after a short while,even older women i work with who r waitresses.Ill bus their tables and be nice and do things for them and then i get snide remarks from some and i dont know why... there r those few that r nice but not many ever.Ive always been bothered by girls ever since after i was like 8.I literally do not know whats wrong with me and its starting to bother me i dont get why it seems like they always dislike me....

dont worry im in the same exact situation as you just find a hobby to get grls off ur mind.I feel that ahh i prolly wouldnt be able to get a gf so i just wake up play games till night fall asleep.Then ill go to work when i have too and stuff or hang around with friends.But i mosly just play on my computer because it keeps my mind away from that and when i think about that it makes me feel really bad.

I am starting to believe that there is just some people in this world that were just not meant ever be with a man or women,not meant to be smart or live rich, and just specific roles in life.Im starting to believe that u cant just make your life how you want it to be.God gives u what u have but it might not be easy or fair.Ive just been startign to believe maybe im not meant to ever have a girlfriend or grow up to have wife because every women or girl i meet hates or dislikes me....I have pride in my country and id fight for it right away maybe i was just meant to be born then fight for my country and give my pathetic life away.....From all the things ive been reading on peoples post on how old they r and some r kind of old and how they never even been on adate or kissed.Is it just a sign that they were never suppose to have a girlfriend but i dont know why somethign like that would have to be true?I wonder if there is a such thing as a person who has lived up to the age that they have died as a virgin or never had a girlfriend or boyfriend by a person who tried their whole life too.If such a thing is true it makes me very sad.

People always tell me that "it gets better" but whenever it seems to get a lil better i get smashed down by something into depression.Like just a few weeks ago i was feeling depressed again because i really would liek to go out with someone.One day i get to go with some girl and my friends to do things in a town near mine on his birthday and that day turns into hell again and i come home extremely depressed for soem reason and just lay down and feel down liek everythign is hopeless.I get a chance with another girl a week later and im happy again but then when i go out with her i dont really know how to strike conversation or do anything because im such a clueless pathetic male.So it ends up that night she seems to have a better time with other guys sinc ei was out with friends again and some of their dates so she sits away and talks to friends without dates and has a great time.So i just go walking around the theatre area feeling really down and then i come back into the theatre and sit down in the front because i dont wanna sit up there with all of them.I just come home feeling really down again>its just an everlasting chain its so impossible for me to be happy for bout a month because im always feelign down.Like sometimes being with friends puts me down and my mom makes me feel down whenevershe gets mad even on the nights i come home feeling like crap.I mean wow i hear 12 year olds talkign bout girls and going out already and im here sitting at the age 17 never having much interaction with women.I can just believe how u guys feel who r 26 id cut the line of my life right then and there at that age....I mean just a yougin knowing more then me such as my sister always going out with guys makes me feel horrible.

Sorry but from my perspective that is going into the pedofile range for me but we all have our "own" age gap opinions.

I didnt know it was off of soul caliber i only used it because it looked lieka ninja an dreminded me of shinobi.Im some what of a nerd for the fact that i play games and liek certain things abotu computers>but i do have an atheletic self inside of me like in football and baseball.And i am usuallyvery coorddinated in that but up here no one plays these sports...They just sit around,work,smoke pot,go out with girls,and computers....So i chose to play computer games and work because i dont really have a chance with a girl liek i said i couldnt prolly get one if my lif depended on it...and extremlly dislike pot....Id only use drugs to kill myself...

For the first ya i might reject her because i dont know how to act on a date or how initiate conversation with a girl like when your in astore or somehting looking around.For the 2nd one i would still proly act like i liekd her but knowing my shyness i would prolly be too nervous and not be able to talk well or somehting.for the third id try to talk but wouldnt really know what to talk about to them.Id be very nervous and tyr to think of something we can extend and talk about more although i cant ever think of somethign liek that =/

Wow theres a lot more girls then i expected ive always thought that it was a lot easier for girls to get boyfriends but i guess it isnt.Something bout u girls is that whenever i meet one they always go to not liking me or wanting to talk to me i always seem to be disliked by girls..... for some reaoson i mean im nice but something has to be wrong with me.Dont worry ive never had a girlfriend but ive been on a date but these last 2 ive been on set up by my friends have had me come home depressed.Any other guys have that it seems liek no matter how u act around a girl they always seem to reject u even as a friend....My friend richard whenever girls are around they go up to him and talk to him the most joke and stuff.I do not get why girls like that immature stuff why do u?Like he'll say thats a guranteed milf right there and then the girl will laugh and always seem to like him.I thought girls liked mature guys?,why is it that girls always like my friend richard and hes so immature?No matter how i talk to one no matter how nice i be they always say like ya.... like in a puzzled way maybe im just too stupid too see why.Just wondering if any other guys have my problem where no girls really like u or even like to talk to you.

I have hobbies i like such as playign comp games and hanging out with friends but all they ever do is make me depressed with all the jerks and stuff...Anything i do is effected by other thing si cannot enjoy anything and i cant get girls off my mind and cant get wanting to be with one off my mind its impossible...

I went on a date twice in the last 2 weeks and came home depressed as hell.Im just starting to believe i could never geta girlfriend if my life depeneded on it.Everytime i do somethign with girls they never seem to liek me but like other people and i just been shut down every time.This happened many times in all the towns i have lived in whenever my friends try to set me up on something.

The thing is things like this always happena dn never stop its not sometimes.JUst last week i was int eh same depressive state.Its always happened to me all my life and never stops.Nothign ever becomes good of anything,im never ever able to advance to hav what other people have i stay int he same plcae...

Im so fricken tired of this CRAP im getting close to it......Im looking through drors right now for pills and i dont wanna be here anymore im getting so strained and depressed i dont know why i am.Everything is just going wrong and becoming so truthful to me on how everythign is.If i was able to get my hands on some pills id prolly do it but.... since the last time my brother tried to kill himself my mom hides the pills....maybe i should use somehting else but things like knives im scared of

I thought i was attracted to asian women going on that whole "waht race of women do u like".But what i have found out is that i like just the regular white girls of my own race.

Actually im going to the movies with this girl again and our friends hers and mine.Thought she had interest in my friend but maybe it was just a friendly way of how she was acting round him because both of my friends want me to hook up with her.She is pretty,funny,nice,and seems to have a very good personality would love to go out with a girl like this so imma try to make things go as good as i can and it seems pretty good to me.Im in the same predictiment so i hope things go well for the both of us except for there are friends with me so it might be alil harder for you but i hope u have a great time.Im going tomorrow with her my friends and other girls to see spider man,when r u going out?

Iono dude i have never gone out with a girl or ever had much interaction with many girls in my life but ill give what i think.It does sound that she might like you but is she a really good friend of yours that is very comfortable with you?And would do these type of things with you or has the been the first time she has done a thing liek this?

My friend loves short girls and many men r kind of embarrassed when they have a gf that is taller then him kind of like how my friend is =/.So it doesnt really matter because i really do think many guys like having gf's that r short and some dont.

Ya imma mut but i take after my familes british genes am like 1/4 british,1/4 irish,1/8 spanish(spaniard not mexican),have some scotish in me too,and i dont know what 35 percent of myself is.All i know is that i definitely take after many of the british characteristics and i go by that heritage the msot because my dad is from there and my looks =/.

Man i wish i just could stop caring i wish i can send my emotions for this subject all away but i cant........I watch movies such as i watched spider man for my first time and when i watch the love going between peter parker and m.j it makes me want it SO BAD....i mean im only 17 i dont get why i care so much.....i cant stop thinking about it and want somebody to be with although im still so young.....

Wow francis i know u werent trying to make me very sad but right when i read that 2 possibilities thing and i read there are no girls that like you.It made me feel REALLY PATHETIC because i know that is probaly the truth....Sorry but reading your post had made me feel about 70 percent worse then i feel right now...That made my stomach just sink and made me very very depressed....

I take after my families british genes and ive always heard about the british being bad looking so im not putting my british mug on here =/.Iono if its true but ive always heard a lot of things putting down the british.I have the famous teeth in these genes that r kind crooked(forgot how to speel that iono why)the weird ass mop top beetle hair,pretty big nose with a huge bridge, and the tall lankiness of being 6 ft and 130 pounds with no muscles at all.I consist of many of their characteristics but i am damn proud of my british background because the consist oif brave people who always fought for the land even if they were ruthless savages at one time.

Ya sounds like u should go for him because it sounds like u care a lot for him and it seemds u enjoy his company as in iming.Good luck, hope evrything goes well.

Ya justice those r some really horrific stories and i hope you someday learn how to cope with them cause those r temendoulsy hard to get out of your mind.I learned in pyschology that people repress those thoughts and dont know anything of them but sometimes when they see somebody stare in a certain way or a certain glint of their eye makes them become firghtened and remember those horrible days.Is that how you felt that one day justice or do you always remember all that horrfic stuff.try to look at the years to coem and make something worth while.Maybe once u find someone u feel special with and can love u can forgot about that stuff and put all behind.I wouldnt know because i have never gone through that hell ever in my life and you are very strong to keep up with it up to your current age so well.I dont have much advice but i hope you find the light and try to become much more happier.try to have some faith and god bless.