Shinobie
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Ya man these pills r working great man im able act and talk around girls much better actually keeping some confidence up.Its made me much happier,confident,self esteem,and broughten up how much i like myself tremendously.I didnt something that way can affect u that bad chemically i guess i needed it to sort out my transfer of serotonin.
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U mean meds as in medications right?because if u do yes because im on lexoprin an anti depressant because i have it chemically from my heritage and family.
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Attracted to girl at work-want to get head start onfriend =/
Shinobie replied to Shinobie's topic in Dating Advice
Well wouldnt that be ease dropping? If i would try to listen in on something but i guess not because whenever my friend hears them talking about something he cuts in sometimes and brings up a point about that matter.Just wanna know things to become friends at first maybe i should work on that. -
Ya it might be good to get some intel but maybe women want to keep it a secret ahhh !Ya but it might be really nice just to know what they really want when on a date,around a guy,etc. but it probably varies from woman to woman because we are all very complex human beings with very complex feelings.
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ya hello padreamer,outlaw,and john
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Ok theres this girl at work that i have worked with the last few days and hes going to be a waitress there.Like i have said before my friend is really good with girls and he can get her to like him right away but i want to see if i can at least be friends with her.I think the depression pills have even helped me with girls because i can talk to girls a lil bit more calmly and that makes me happy.I talked with her a lil bit got her name kind of exchanged smiles and she made lots of eye contact sometimes.The only problem is do u guys have some pointers on what i should talk to her about? maybe get to know her better, something that will help that big time.I really feel good right now there pills have helped me so much because i used to not make eye contact with girls because id always look at the floor and look down and feel depressed now im happy.Im actually able to communicate better with women some what its just a start and a good one for being like 2 days since ive started taking the pill
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I take happy pills! thats what makes me happy
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Ya i got an email for bad language because i come to the forums mad sometimes and accidently cuss .
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and padreamer u said u wanted to see a pic of me so maybe i should show one cause i dont know how bad i look cause i think i look bad.Do u want my msn messenger so i can send one too you or what?K now its time for work now so bye.
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No dude i do not go to lans to meet girls at all man i just go to have fun mang.Its just another place where i get hinted that im ugly as for all the other places i have been too.Man dude i used to not be like this i used to be a kid that loves sports and constantly played with my friends.Then i moved up here and everything got crappy i hate it.
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Wow i cant take a happy pill till i go to sleep tonight and that sux cause the depression coming back yay...Wow man thoughts of myself being ugly again r coming back.Like this one girl that is on vent on the same server with all of us she like saw pictures of how we look by looking at the last lan pics.She pointed out the ones that looked pretty good and stuff and she said something to everyone in there but me.O?so another hint that i am ugly.Why must god make us ugly why me?why?Like i said i dont want to think about girls if i can fullfill my needs as what the stupid instincts want.I just want to put girls away until i can maybe actually get a gf or someone nice.Depression is fun all i want is a happy pill to make me happy again because i cant do it on my own with such a lame life.
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Ya thats the little glint of confidence i hold in myself to outlaw that there is one girl out there for me who is thinking about who she'll grow up to marry and love who is mewhile im thinking the same thing about her whoever she is,hope what i feel comes true i guess
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In the relationship forums like 90 percent of the posts r by girls asking questions about their relationships well thats a not brainer.But what i see is i guess it is a lot easier to get a boyfriend as a girl then it is for a guy to get a girlfriend.We have to instigate it and that sux it just falls into girls laps when guys basically come up to start it.Ive only seena couple of times where it fell into a guys lap.My friend john is extremely shy well before and then a girl starts working at his business she asks if he wants to go out on sunday.They hit it off although he prolly didnt talk all that much but she still liked him and now they r going out i guess why so lucky?So lol i guess i noticed that a lot of girls have relationships constantly but o well i cant help to want one but who cares ill just hope something comes up someday.
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Oh heres how some male breatheren act behind the women and o you'll love how messed up this is.My friend said he laughed at something his brother said the other day.He told me about it and his brother came home one day he said and he had a big smile on his face.Then my friend whats so great that ur smiling about then his brother showed him this piece of paper with a phone number on it.Then he said whats so special bout that phone number and then his brother said "vagina man, vagina"(The other word thats starts with p instead of that Pu^^y).Then he said ya if things dont go right with this other chick then hes gonna hook up with this chick so basically he can tap it(which r his words again)So yah thats lame all together...And uhh his brother been around out with bout 10 girls in the last year and my friend richard prolly about 7 or something.Guys who have had plenty of gf's and who have ones right now.Some of these "nice guys" with good looks and charisma and just think u might be going out with some guys like this ladies that u think r great to be around but nice but they might be using that to bait u in yay!Thats some of the guys u might go for so have fun with the guys that u guys think that r great.
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Ya from what i see there are so many girls that constantly sleep around from what i hear about friends and their siblings.Man dude its retarded why must some of u women do this i know its not all but why?I thought girls were better at controlling their hormones or is it just the guys that get to them that effects them?Like the girls who sleep around practically have no respect for themselves or anybody else who actually has common sense in that matter has no respect for them.Yay wee i love how i dont understand girls and how some act like that its great fun, great!O well mang like outlaw said u we never got them and never will.
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Ya john that is a horrible way to go mang even if like 70 percent of girls go out with guys like that but who cares there are still 30 percent left probably.Imma stay the same way my whole life and ill be proud of it no matter what even if i'll be a lonely bast**d.Cause when i get depressed all i have to do is pop a happy pill every night to not feel depressed because it takes away pessimistic thoughts.Like when i woke up and i havent tooken a pill i started to feel very depressive but then i popped one when i got home i started to feel very good.Were u one of those ugly guys or one of those guys that has pretty good looks but doesnt understand girls.R u gonna be one of those guys that gives into these problems just to be a messed up jerk who uses women.Cause if u do that i wont have any respect for a guy like u.If u have good looks then uses u messed up a hole because i wish i had what u have if u do.I hate people like u who do that kind of like some of my friends its bullcrap all u do is listen to your homoranl instincts and think with your little head no control.U gonna have no respect for yourself over time and no one will have any respect for you if u ever start that way of life.
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what do you girls prefer down there?
Shinobie replied to Jabe's topic in Health: Body, Mind and Spirit
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Dont worry man it happens to me all the time.Kind of like when i go out with a girl and some friends because they want me to hook up with her.Then ill go and she'll like my friend like all other girls and she sits away from me i luv it it makes me so sad.But guess what i got the happy pills and i feel great i pop one once a day then boom instant happiness.Dont worry man with people like us its constant let down after let down we just gotta learn how accept it.Kind of like when i see her phone number on his cell phone o wait another let down i think so? yes!I felt bad again because thats like girl number 30 since ive met him that has liked him.Just learn to accept it we were given what god intended too and if god wanted me to be lonely all my teen life i guess thats what i need to do.
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I thoughts of something that haunts my mind.What i dont get is why have the instincts if u cant satisfy those instincts with actually having a girlfriend and some companionship.Life just cant seem right thats what i have felt and always felt guess i finally put it into words while talking to outlaw.
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Wow mang i luv these new pills i got man dude this is the first time i felt actually like truly happy in the last 2 years it feels great.Happy happy happy! yay i feel right,i feel like how i used to feel when i liked life.Only bad thing is hopefuly i dont get dependent on those pills but i like them!Still the only thing i dont get is girls =/ but i gotta push to actually see if i can talk more confidently to some and get good at it.If u want to talk or something my msn messenger is email removed i guess.
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I guess i suffer from depression didnt know few ?'s
Shinobie replied to Shinobie's topic in Health: Body, Mind and Spirit
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I guess i suffer from depression the doctor said so he put me on lexoprin for 6 months.This stuff is weird cna it work right off the bat because like i took one today and its so weird It felt like i was happy when i shouldnt really be happy it kind of felt good.So my question that im asking is can it work that fast because a couple hours afterward thats how i felt i actually felt happy.And anybody else on anti depressant pills like right now or just got off of them and how ddi your recovery feel?
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what do you girls prefer down there?
Shinobie replied to Jabe's topic in Health: Body, Mind and Spirit
Wow sorry man but WOW u got told mang in just plain english making me laugh surly. -
Well mang why is it that i posted possible suicidal thoughts on this forum a couple of times.Then i end up popping 25 pills trying to kill myself just the other day so i think this forum can help man because i wasnt putting "false Threads" on here about what i was thinking i was saying the truth.
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I would like myself but im an ugly male even when i do try to like myself and be happy and show it.I just get thrashed and go back down into thinking negatively.its like im trying to get out of a hole but people keep on pushing me down it when i try to get out.Dude nothing works i mean even when i try to be happy with myself and be happy around people it fails.I think i do have bad looks but i just dont know how bad o well im still feeling happier right now that im still alive and decided to keep it that way.