Start of by saying Hi to all the people on the forum, you've done so much for me. And if it werent for google i wouldn't have ever found this website.
I'm going to start by saying im having some emotional difficulties. I cant help but feel insecure all the time. I have acne and im a little underweight. Im very self consious; these things have crippled my confidence and my self esteem. Whenever i hear somebody laughing, it always feels its at me. Whenever that happens i get all a sudden angry. Most people would do something to settle themselves down. The only way i know how to, is to sit alone and just think. Which furthers my rage. I might be "bottling" my emotions, and from what i understand - thats not good.
I need help coping with these uncontrolable emotional issues. These feelings are making it hard for me to open up and talk to my girlfriend. I dont want my relationship to end because of this. Somebody please help me.