perfectliljewel

of course you will. if you ever need someone to talk to PM me and i will try to get back to you ASAP

YOU need to talk to them. you need to tell them that if you do not get out there you are going to go out and do it by yourself and that wont be what they want. just make sure you dont do anything to make them not trust you, movie in with your boyfriend would probably be one of those things. becareful how you chose your words and dont yell if you do talk to them.

dont feel guilty. you just wanted someone to talk to. i have one person i do that to so i know how you feel. i feels like that person is the only one who will ever get it and you already got comfy telling her stuff. dont feel bad

does staying in that one room with them make it worse? if so ask them if you can go on a walk WITH one of them, would that help?

thanks. it stands for Civil Air Patrol. we would learn how to fly planes, go out and look for people when planes crash, work air shows, etc. it was a lot of work when i was there but i had my sister and brother and mom there.

ok so along time ago like before i ever started coming here my brother(hes away at college) and i talked on aim. it started out like usual just catching up and then he said he would be coming home soon and i got excited(he didnt come and i cried), he asked me if i was going to join CAP(long story) and i said i want to but i dont want to do it alone: my bro: are you going to join CAP? me: i want to but i dont want to do it by myself bro: it will be fun i did it by myself and look where it got me it is worth it (hes in the army corp) me: ya but... bro: but what? me: if i have some1 that looks up to me.... like i look up to you and i get to where ur at i will make ther person that looks up to me feel the way i do he goes on to say how it would be better for my life and it will make me stronger. and later in the convo i say "when i takl to you all i do is wish u where back in CAP when i was the mascot and when u lived at home and stuff though i know u though i was an annoying lil twirp i still loved you..... and sometimes i have like flashbacks... like you remember that time when we where in CAP and the cadets where testing and i had homework n u brought it in on a pillow? he told me he remembered and those were good times but life moves on i told him i felt like i was loosing him and he said im not loosing him.... but i still feel like im loosing him what do i do?

there are couselors out there that are free. i dont think you should just sit there and watch the world pass by just because of what some people said to you i highschool or whatever the situation was. go get a job and have some fun! who cares what other people think about you? all that matters is that YOU are having a good time(just make sure its legal fun

it is so great that YOU are thinking about this stuff. why don't you go help fix some of the problems? work at a homless shelter or a domestic shelter that kind of thing. instead of making these things get you depressed get up and do something about it. as for the friends thing you have us here and there HAS to be at least one person that likes you, maybe you just dont know it yet

i agree that is a lot for your friend to be the only one that can help you. have you told her how you feel? if she is a real friend then she will try to not make you feel like that. if you ever feel like you don't have anyone else to talk to i am always here you can PM me anytime.

why dont you and your friend stop together? y'all could help eachother.

i would get it checked out by a doctor if i were you.

please take avmans advice, im sure you have many people that love and need you around you even if it seems like they dont. PM me if you want someone to talk to

do NOT get in this habbit. do something else that gives you a buzz feeling. go shooting at a shooting range, start boxing or something like that. it is not a phase it is a serious addiction. PM me if you just need someone to talk to

i know how you feel. honestly all you can do is go see a professional. i know its hard, trust me i know, but that may be all you can do. you might have a medical problem that only they can fix. try to talk to a professional and im always here if you want to PM me.

hey guys i have a HUGE problem with my 10 year old sister. i think she has been drinking behind my back. my shot glass has been moved and i smelled whiskey in it. i havent drank in 3 weeks so it wasnt me and no one else uses it or even knows where i keep it except me and her. someone also just told me that she said she has had sex.

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if your crazy that means i was too, so your not crazy. you just need some help and a new direction have you tried to do something else when you want to cut? go for a walk play with your pets, get out and do something. if nothing seems to work then go to a counselor and avman also has some great alternitives that have helped me. you can PM any time and i will get back to you ASAP. good luck

thats one of the horrible things about cutting the scars never completely go away, both mental and physical. you can go to your local pharmacy and you can also go to google and look it up.

its great that you guys all depend on eachother like that but at the same time it looks like its not so great. since y'all are so close maybe you can ALL go see a counselor together. i know how it feels to have everyone tell me there problems and not know what to say, it feels like im not helping but they say i am. sometimes just listening is a great medicine. as for the person that cuts, maybe you can stop cutting with her? yes its hard, i know ive been there, but if it means helping a friend isnt it worth it? you can PM me anytime day or night and i will get back to you ASAP.

if she doesn't WANT to stop then there isn't much you can do. when you have an addiction you have to want to stop. i know it might seem like you're just standing there letting it happen but just make sure she knows your there for her. try to get her out of the house as much as you can and if she doesn't cut, this may sound stupid but, make a big deal out of it, treat her to a movie or something. something people just want to know someone cares.

i know what you mean with not being able to cry or yell or anything like that. when you get home can you go for a walk with a friend or something? do you have a punching bag an animal? what do you have around you that could help? and you can always PM me.

so i just got back from my neighbors because i was not happy, anything but happy. ok so let me start by discriping a tepical weekday for me 1) get up and think oh ya its gunna be a good day 2) open the door and think oh crap im still in this house 3) get ready for school 4)go to school and all is well there 5) walk out the door after school, everything is still fine 6) get in the car and everything is NOT fine. just by the site of my mother or step dad then i come home and get online blah blah blah i sat in the car with my neighbor and she told me what my emotions are. so here they are: sad, confused, unwanted, unloved, wish i was anywhere but here, hate my mom and step dad, emotional unstable- one minute im happy then if someone says one small thing I.E my neighbors son was saying i had a boyfriend(which i dont) and i totally flipped, my sense of humor is totally gone, i feel like i had to grow up to fast, and i want my family to go on vacation. i dont know what to do anymore. im tired of coming home and feeling like crap. i either spend my entire day online or at my neighbors. i begged my mom to let me stay at my neighbors so i didnt have to come home!!! please please tell me what to do!!!!!!!

i would say that they're a phycopath as well. i know someone like that and they freak me out. i know i have problems but i would NEVER torture/kill an animal.

hey is it possible to bring a 27% up to atleast a 70 in like a little more than 6 weeks?

ya, wonder why that is. im sort of glad to be back. i actually want to go back lol.