well i just writing this cus this will be the last thing i say or do. im now going to end my life for the best, to all my friends dont cry just be happy, i love yous all but i just dont want yous to see me down like i am now, i have been faking a smile fo a long time hoping i will feel better soon but i am worse than ever. i have the gun ready now i just need to pull the triger. there is nothing in this world that can make me happy again, im sick of crying every night, im sick of been like this, im sick of life, so i love yous all, good bye