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"The Horrors of Sleep"
perfectliljewel replied to darkblue's topic in Poetry, Prose, Art & Photography's Topics
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just to point something out. dont you think it will be VERY hard to go to college and get a GOOD job with a child? and as the above poster said, what is more important to you? and do you know how hard it is to raise a child?
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
now i rather be grounded. i get 30 mins online and on the phone. I CANT SAY ANYTHING IN 30 MINS!!!!!!!!! they need to go back to not caring. the only reason they "care" is because the school is up there butt. jamie if you can get on AIM but PM me when you do so i dont waste my time.- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
hey guys just thought i would let yall know that i am still alive. just grounded so i get ungrounded tomorrow and i will fill you all in then. miss ya!- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
well i wish they would figure it out so i can stop annoying you! you need to get on AIM lol- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
almost all my symptoms point to arthritis. aching joints, swelling joints, stiffness, loose grip ect. if almost ALL the symptoms are there that HAS to be it, the blood work just isnt showing it. which is what happened to my sister, all her blood work came back negative but she has arthritis. thats the only thing it can be. right?- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
then what am i supposed to do? complain for the rest of my life and never know?- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
because they said it just probably didnt show up they think i have it though- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
how can i leave it at that when i know theres more to it?- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
negative... but it might have just not shown up which is what the doctor thinks. i go to another doctor when ever my mom gets me an appointment and they will draw a ton of blood and life will suck even more- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
dont know- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
i cant help but worry. i see what is happening to my mom and sister and thats all i can thing about. my mom cant do anything and my sister is always in pain. thats going to be me... and thats all i can think about and its driving me crazy- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
well.. its true. i wont be able to do any of the things that make me... me. now im going to be.... my mom ~screams~ i wont be able to ride Moosh any more, or play basketball, or go 4-wheeling or have kids... not that i wanted any but i was still thinking and now i cant because if i do have kids then they might and probably will get it and then they would be in pain for their entire life!- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
it would be easier if they would tell you the results while you are there. that way i dont hav time to plan my boring lifeless future- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
i went to the doctor today and i got blood work done. they think i might have arthritis. i get the results around friday.- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
the problem is she started working again so she isnt always availible- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
he kind of isn't... he usually gets pissed and yells at me because he uses weird/big words that i don't know. yes i am sort of- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
i'll try. sometimes i can't help it. like when im cleaning the house or when i need math or science help, he's the only one that can help me with Algebra and Space Science and that can be very scary...- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
she was doing SOOOOO good!!! i was sooo proud of her!!! she drove them to school she left notes in there lunch boxes she bought them Strawberry Limeaides from Sonic after school, but now it's back to the old "i do everything" i don't get it. what happened?- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
yes i do have my own room but hes home all day on mon. wed. and fri. so it's really hard to avoid him. i talked to him not long ago but he still won't tell me anything- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
i just keep going in circles.... i got away from my step dad and everything was really great.... and now.... its not really great- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
anyone but me think life is just one BIG circle? you get going really good and then everything falls apart.....- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
im not doing anything tonight so i cant missbehave my mom got me some pretty cool stuff and made me a cake which was pretty nice...- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
mucho gracias- 218 replies
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perfectliljewel replied to perfectliljewel's topic in Emotions and Feelings
thanks babe!!! hopefully me and the guys will got 4-wheeling tonight FINGERS CROSSED!!- 218 replies
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