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  1. perfectliljewel
    i didnt feel emotion b4 i did drugs though i dnt think
  2. perfectliljewel
    i OD on them like every time something big hits me.. its like a replacement for an emotion like if ex boyfriend would threaten to kill himself i would OD on all my meds and sometimes go to my friend, Craigs house and do drugs. I guess my body is used to it by now but i dont know
  3. perfectliljewel
    i have "tried" a few illegal drugs. n i have bn ODn on clonazepam,tramadol, mobic,and cyclobenzaphrine HCL
  4. perfectliljewel
    but im still doing drugs off and on.... its weird
  5. perfectliljewel
    im not on anti depressents i am on pain pills b/c i had knee surgery and i had a shrink but he kinda gave up. i think sumtimes my bf just wants to slap me to wake me up and at the same time he just wants to hold me and nvr let go and try 2 make it all go away. i think my last emotion was in october when my dog that i treated like my son died.
  6. perfectliljewel
    i know im depressed but i dont know why. i have been cutting doing drugs, drinking and ODn on my pain pills. its weird though because i dont feel any emotion at all. i just know im not myself. i dont laugh at jokes i dont care if some1 gets hurt and when my boyfriend says i love you theres nothing. i can tell he is irratated from it and i want to feel things again. can you help me please why am i so emotionless and what can i do to stop it???
  7. perfectliljewel
    friendships DO survive depression im still REALLY REALLY close to my frend and he is SOOOOOOOOO depressed we r supposed to go sumwhere tomorrow actully but dnt kill urself over one stupid person if u like u can IM me n we can talk there idc(i dnt care)
  8. perfectliljewel
    all you CAN do is remind her how much you care and others care and what she can look foreward to my ex bf is doin the same thing but he lives in the same state just remind her you are there when she needs u
  9. perfectliljewel
    ur 17 and wanna weigh 70-80 lbs?!?!?!?!?!!??!?! SOOOOO NOT HEALTHY! i used 2 b anerexic but i woke up when i was layn on a hospital bed. you need to get sum help do u even relize this is wrong????
  10. perfectliljewel
    my exbf wants to commit suicide & i dnt know what to do.... his dad used to beat him and i hve to clue what to do!!! hes scaring the crap outta me!!!
  11. perfectliljewel
    i think you need to tell them. if you stop talking to them and avoid them and stuff what will happen if something happens 2 you while your away and you need them, but you havnt talked to them about your life then what? you need to tell them man! they are your parents this is what they are there for it WILL NOT be a burrden to them i promise. i told my mom i started smoking and sure she was a little upset but she wasnt mad. your mom gave birth to you she wouldnt do that if she didnt want to help you in the future. TELL YOUR PARENTS!
  12. perfectliljewel
    just think if you can stop you can help him stop... right? when do you cut? when your mad, sad, frustrated... ETC. when you feel yourself want to cut go outside and find a strong stick(weird i know but stay with me here) and go out somewhere where no one will see you and start beating the crap out of trees and bushes and fences.... or you can IM me on AIM, or Yahoo and yell at me to help blow off steam. let me know if any of this helps. i can think of more suggestions if u need them lol LOTS OF LUCK AND LOVE!!!
  13. perfectliljewel
    CONGRATS!!!! you should be very very very proud of yourself! keep it up!!!!
  14. perfectliljewel
    thanks so much for all the suggestions but when i get mad every1 better get out of the way or they will get hurt, ya know? so i guess instead of trying to kill some one else i just "kill" myself. i have a really bad temper........ like my step dad only not that bad. i am also anerexic b/c im afraid im going to look like my mom when i get older. stupid i know but ya. and i know this is no excuse but my dad died when i was 10 right in front of my face then like 5 months ago his police dog he left with me died so it is kind of like my entire life is falling apart and i just dont know what to do. about the "get help" part ive tried but the only way i can get help is if my mom will wake up and care about me so she can get me into some kind of counceling but... she doesnt care and probably never will
  15. perfectliljewel
    with me it is almost never visable which is a problem b/c i cut on my forearm so i have to wear a sweater AND I LIVE IN TEXAS!
  16. perfectliljewel
    ya go to google in type in "Teen Cutting" that is how i found this sight it was so much help. but if you do not want to ask just gain her trust so if there is something wrong she can know that you are there for her or what ever..... hope everything works out
  17. perfectliljewel
    omg i feel the that way to! i am so in love with death metal. lol sometimes i feel like i HAVE to listen to it and i can't figure out why so i just try to stick with my country music but it is hard i know i am at the same page you are so you are not alone
  18. perfectliljewel
    i cut and i do not show it because i am slightly embaressed because i know it is wrong and i'm afraid of what people will say most of my friends feel the same way. i don't think i have any friends that "decorate" themselfs
  19. perfectliljewel
    congradulations! you should be so proud of yourself! keep it up!
  20. perfectliljewel
    I have been cutting for about a year and my mom knows but she acts like she doesnt care. I don't know what to do. I know it isn't right, but I don't know how to stop. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!
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