Mlc87

Yeah that too, my mother has always done everything wrong, like trying to sedate me, maybe in an effort to stop me from killing myself, she also told everyone about my problems too so it's really difficult to go back to my hometown these days. BTW i don't think i can afford a therapist, though i've seen therapists in the past but as you can see it's been a waste of money, they're so clicheish.

I just quit college, again, it's so painful when everyone thinks you're a freak... i'm not good looking and i'm not sociable either so chances are i'll never get a girlfriend nor sex, i have no friends and i can't make new ones, my mother hates me for quiting college and that sucks because i have nobody else (my father got lost after the divorce) Now i really don't know what to do, i don't want to get a job since i hate going out and getting laughed at by people... I used to have "friends" in highschool, but they all suddenly left me, they were a bunch of ignorant bullies. Since then i haven't had any friends... now i'm 19, COMPLETELY ALONE in life, ridiculed everywhere i go, my mother thinks i'm a failure, i can't get sex, no social life at all... so i think it's time to leave this world, because... i always thought things would get better but 7 years later i've lost all hopes... moderator note: I have edited your post - please post according to forum rules.