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great job, i loved it soo much, i was pulled into it so well!

wow great poem!!!!!!!!!!! Really awsome, keep writing!

OHHHHHHHHHHHHH MYYYYYYYYYYYY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that was sooo freakin awsome, girl i wanna meet you! u have some talent!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D> great job!!

my girl debra left me for her ex, i am not really sure why, but i was missing her one day and i wrote this poem its been 4 months since she left me, i am over her, but i still miss her. This Poem is called: Sadness is NOT bad The gardens glow, as the rivers flow I see your face shinning in the water When will it rise and kiss my lips? I saw you leave as you tore me apart I did not say a word, because i was in pain Now i see you smiling all in your world Your so happy, I dont even exist I dont know what i have done wrong I feel like dying leaves falling from the trees Seems like no one cares, no one exists Please tell me why you left So i can quit cutting all over my wrist Please tell me what you think

Awsome poem, good job! keep writing!

i have heard this term in music and in some other places i am not sure what is means does any one know what "faking an orgasm" means? in the song it was a girl talking about that

what are sex positions good for when u cant find a gf

i have always wondered what does it feel like to u females when we are having sex, does it hurt? or does it just feel really good?

WOW so beautifull, you have a Beautifull mind i wish i had the same talent, Good Job i am proud of you! u go girl!

i am soo shocked, these are probably the best poems i have read so far, i do not know how to explain my shockness, good job man!, really awsome poems!!!! Please keep writing.

really awsome song!! it sooo fits in my emotions!!!

sorry i decided to add this: i decided not to go to the fair

Thanks alot every one there is one thing i really wanna thank all the people on link removed you all are like family to me every time i needed help i always got really good advice and you all have always made a difference in my life, i just dont know how to thank every one, i cant explain how much you all mean to me, i love you all! i continuied this post at: link removed

hey folks, this is a continuation of my old post here is the old post: link removed ok here is what is going on, i had a talk with her last night and i just asked her, simple as this: i said: "Debra are you seeing any one else?" and she said that yes she was dating her ex along with me, and i said why did u not tell me that you were dating him? i told her if u had told me earlier that you were dating him as well as me, i would try not to get so close to you, and after 6 months i find out that you are dating him as well, i told her if u had told me earlier i would not be so attatched to you till now and i would not get so hurt as i am now. I asked her if they were just talking or more than that, she said they are just talking, i am not sure if she was telling the truth or not i am not sure So we decided to bring our relationship a little bit step down or to a lower level, i am just sick, i know that some people told me to break up with her, it is soooo hard, may be some here can help me with that But this is what i have decided to do, i will not call her until she calls, or she gets in touch with me, i think if she gets in touch with me that might tell me something, does she really care about me or not, if she does not call me i will not call her and i will try to break up with her. I am not sure what to do, i will just wait and see what happens, i have some cds that belong to her, i will send them back to her and i wanna see what her reaction is on that, if she calls me about it or something may be she cares about me, if not then i dont think she gives a **** about me there is one more thing i really wanna thank all the people on link removed you all are like family to me every time i needed help i always got really good advice and you all have always made a difference in my life, i just dont know how to thank every one, i cant explain how much you all mean to me, i love you all!

ok i hope this is the correct category for this, any way, here it is, my girlfriend lives 3 hours away from me we talk on the phone sometime 3 times a week and sometimes 7 times a week we have been togeather for 6 months now and we got to see each other 9 or 10 times i think, there is something that is bothering me, she has started talking about her ex ALOT every time we talk on the phone she talks about her ex, infact i am suppose to go see her may 6th and we will go to a fair and she told me i better be aware of her ex becuase we will run into him at the fair and he will want to have a "man - To - man talk with me" i dont know what that means and she also said that he is Over protective over my gf and she told me that he said that who ever will take her will be in trouble i dont know what that means either, i told her he cant do that because u both are not dating any more! and when i said that she tried to change the subject and another thing that is bothering me is that i was looking at her phone bill and there are calls about 5 or 6 times aday and they all are any where from 150 - 200 minutes longs EVERYDAY!!!! and i am not sure who she could be talking to for that long it could be family, so i wanted to figure out what was going on here so i got the number and i called it and i asked for her ex and guess what? his name is Johnny, i said is Johnny there? some lady was saying "yes, may i ask who is calling" doesnt that tell you that, that has to be the ex's house, may be she is talking to some one from his family i dont know, what should i do? i am soo sick, soo hurt and by the way i have a headache.

yeah, i am not jealous or mad i am just trying to figure out why i am soo depressed? i am not suppose to be

i feel hurt, i am not sure why and i feel scared, becuase i dont know what she is up to, i am worried because she usually does not act like this, i have been hurt enough i dont know wanna be hurt any more, i think i am just scared and shocked.

hello people i am not sure where to start, i will say a little about the relationship, so may be it will make a little more sense, here it is, i have been with Debra since Halloween 2004 its been 5 months i think, i have known her for a little over a year now, any way we have had a great time since then, we love each other so much we talk on the phone 4 - 5 times a week some times 7 times a week, but we only get to see each other for 2 or 3 days every month, we live 3 hours apart, she lives in Conway, AR and i live in Jonesboro, AR. Last night she did something that left me confused? or not very happy? i am not sure which one, may be it could be shock too? may be, any way that is my purpose for posting here, i am not sure what i am going through right now, any way she was talking about being "out of town" on friday 4/8/05 which was last night, and she told me that about 2 weeks ago on the phone and last night i was with my friends i wanted to talk to her becuase i was missing her so i called her, and she asked me where i was i was like i am with my friends, and then she goes she wants to see me i was like what? ( i got REALLY REALLY excited ) i was like are u in Jonesboro? Jonesboro is where i live, she goes yes i am in Jonesboro, and then she goes, but i wont get to see u for long, that is when i inflated, all the excitement was gone, she had good reason and i have no problem with it, she said she was not able to see me becuase she had came to Jonesboro to see her friends i have no problem with that, but why am i soo confused? why am i feeling so depressed? is it because i dont get to see her alot i only get to see her once a month, and she did not tell me that she was coming to jonesboro to see her friends and she told me at the last minute when she was about to leave, so i got to see her for 5 mintes before she left for the train station when i got home i tried to call her and her friends couple of times to see if i can go with them to drop her at the train station but no one picked up she did not pick up or her friends did not pick up, may be i am worried, because no one picked up the phone? Please help me

is it normal to just eat and eat and eat even when ur full? i eat almost 4 or five big meals aday and i still weight 110 pounds, thats not the thing, the thing i am worried about is why am i just eating so much? i fantasize about dominos double melt pizza and chicken wings all dayyy long even when i am full is this normal or have tunred into a eating hog?

i think ur right it is sooo hard though i dont know how i will get back on track

i have been going through alot of things lately, was suppose to be kicked out of my house like a month ago for stuff i did, sex, drinking, parties, coming home late and i can go on for ever with the list, i come from a very religious backgroundm that is why i am having some problems at home while doing those acts, my dad has not been very happy with me, he finally kicked me out last nite, the thing is that i do not feel stressed at all? why?i am suppose to be really stressed and depressed, intead i feel really really TIRED and depressed, is this normal? is it because i have been hurt and stressed so many times now that i cant even feel it any more? what is it please help? i am so lost, any help is appreciated

this is just what i think attraction is you dont have to take my word, i think that attraction is something that occurs when you see some one and there is something between the 2 people that it just feels like the 2 people seem happy when there around each other and they feel something that is....lol Very unexplanable..they feel like different....lol i dont know

i will post back as soon as i get checked

what does flabby muscles mean? ur right i didnt have any exercise or aerobic activity since i was 17 years old

i weigh 110 lbs i have a high matabolism