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  1. demons-princess
    well i just imed troy and all he did was say "lets stop" and now he wont say ANYTHING!!!hes been like this since this all happened i think hes avoiding me plz any men here know what im spossed to do
  2. demons-princess
    i said i didnt know how i felt about him and i understand why i should be friends with Nicole again but to be honest i dont ever relly understand her!this whole thing relly openedmy eyes i will tell nicole im her friend again but im still ont so sure about troy and me! i dont know how to handle that i said i didnt know how i felt about all this
  3. demons-princess
    i have known this kid troy for 10 years and we got along really good! and my best friend Nicoles brother Peter got my email adress password and sent troy a email that said i liked him and when i got on aim later troy ADMITTED HE LIKED ME and i told him i didnt email that to him and i didnt know what i felt about it!he got mad and told me i was a sick freak and this was the worst thing that had ever been done to him and he was totally imberssed for admitting that he liked and we would never hear from him againme well when troy cut the line on me off i freaked i started crying i was hysterical so since nicole knew my email i broke up my friendship with her becouse i was closer to troy than i was to her so she went crazy with tears i stayed up till about 3 trying to get ahold of troy when i finally did he was in his room playing the video game and was upset to hear me crying like i was i explained to him what happened and all i could say was it was peter it was peter IT WAS PETER OMG TROY OMG IM SORRY ID NEVER DO THAT TO YOU it was the time that troy finally got me to calm down that he told me he only said all these mean things to me over im becouse he thought we knew what was going on and we were all laughing at him and that it came on to fast for him and he didnt mean to make me feel like a jerk that he didnt know i didnt do it and didnt know it had upset him and now whenever he comes over its going to be relly weird!
  4. demons-princess
    well these kind of things happen itll work itself out
  5. demons-princess
    yeppers i totally agree your thinking to much on his parents expectations of how they want his GF but who cares if your BF truley loves you he wont even worry sbout his parents expectations just knowing he loves you should help you get through this why dont YOU try to get into there conversations a little and se what there relly about your friend would never betray you and neither would your BF besides if you talk with them im sure youll relize there not relly intrested in each other HTAT way just as friends i make friends better with boys than girls(boyish)but that dosent mean i like them your not being silly your just a little worried and thats a good thing not a bad thing! i think your doing just fine just dont let them be alone together(that would be in sin anyway by what my religion says)
  6. demons-princess
    all i can say is it sounds like it sux BIG TIME SUX!well im doin finw with my family but i can say do what i di i hide my letters in a notebook in my room under my dressor and te rest of my stuff as for what he says to you just ignore it while hes talking just think of something else and when hes done go for a walk to col down! btw my mother reads my email before i do and so ushually i dont get to read my OWN email becouse she deletes it! its annoying but i deal with it i just go into my recently deleted so i always get to read it anyways
  7. demons-princess
    well...i guess i can change my avatar then...but lets see if i can explain this better my little cousin relly looks up to me and her step father was killed and she never met her real father...she has a mix little brother and her mother died after her wife was killed and i feel responsible 4 raven now!but i dont feel like im doing NYTHING RIGHT FOR HER AND I SHOULD LEAVE HER LIFE
  8. demons-princess
    i have a 10 year old cousin in north carolina and im in florida well her mother died and she never met her father...her mother had a 1/2 black 1/2 white son but his father died when he was 1 or 2 and my auntey (his mother) died 3 months later...well my problum is with Raven i dont get to see her much and she looks up to me so much i cant describe it in words...but now whenever we see each other i find myself very protective of her but i feel i cant help her with anything like she tells me kids at her school teaz her for not having a mother and i tell her i can do something but i know i cant help her i tell her to ignore them and she tells me that dosent work! i feel like im spossed to wach over her and her little brother in other words although im not her mother i feel if i was a guardian of hers or something i would ruin her life i dont feel i can do anything for her i feel totally usless in her life like theres no way ill ever be any use in her life...after my dog lj got hit by a car i freeze up whenever i see a car come just last time i saw her there was a kitty in the road and she was calling it just then a car went by and i froze up i couldent do anything see ing that car so close to her terrafied me i was to cowerdly to do anything and what if it did hit her!?what would i have done i dont think my aunt would ever forgive me or neither would raven...!i feel like im of no use to her and the more i think about it the more upset i get!ive sent her letters and emails but she hasent responded to any of them! i feel totally useless to her like if i were to die her life would be the same!This is relly relly upsetting me what am i spossed to do...ALL I CAN DO IS TALK TO HER I CANT RELLY HELP HER OUT WITH ANYTHING!!! i feel like i could do so much more 4 her but i cant...im losing my mind over this!!!shes my baby girl my what am i spossed to do if something happens that i could have helped but she gets hurt couse im not good nuff to help her!!!
  9. demons-princess
    omg the school years almost over and ill only know my friends from email! thats so not cool!what am i spossed to do
  10. demons-princess
    thankx ill do that...!your right!
  11. demons-princess
    wow thankx man...i might have said that...im not to proud of it
  12. demons-princess
    thankx man
  13. demons-princess
    i totally feel like the worst doughter in the world...i dont do anything rightand i dont see what im doing wronge](*,) i dont think i deserve a mother like the one i got i dont think im gratfull nuff i always argue with her and i we always both end up crying!!!i hate making her cry especially when mothers day is so close!!!i feel like she deserves a better doughter couse nomatter what i say to her she says she loves me before she leaves the room and she always wants to hug me and show her love...but im so stupid and selfish i relized that today while we were arguing i said some things i shouldent have said and now i feel horrible i cant stop crying not becouse i didnt get what i want but becouse i think i dont deserve her and nomatter what i say she always tells me she loves me and ive even gone as far as to say i hated her once!!!i want her to know im sorry!!! "IM SO SO SO SORRY I DIDNT MEAN ANYTHING I SAID OVER THE YEARS IM JUST SO UPSET WITH L.J DIEING AND ALL IM NOT OVER IT AND IM TAKING MY GUILT OUT ON YOU"i just want to tell her that...but my appoligies never sound honest nomatter how much i mean them...its just i want to be able to do more things...im the worst doughter in the world...i dont deserve my mother... and ive taken her for granted...
  14. demons-princess
    .....freeeeeeeeeakkkkkyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
  15. demons-princess
    my friends step mother just got in a fight and shes going to divorce nicole seems happy but im sad if they divorce then i cant see her sister and brothers anymore they are also good friends of mine ever since we meet its been like a big group started and we all got so close...but now it will just be me and nicole im so sad
  16. demons-princess
    i was all ready i got what it takes to live my dreams its in the bag...well it was i was gonna take my art move to japan and then work on my comix in japan and all i needed was 4 more years...but my mother and family hit me with it...they dont want me to go to japan even if its only a few years i want to go meet ramiko takahashi my hero...but even though i will be old enough i cant leave them knowing its going to hurt them i have the money saved up...but i dont know what im going to do either...try to make them understand not go and throw my dreams away and write amrican comix or go without thinking of my family i know its a long time from now but im saving up my money learning japanese and getting ready if im not to go then its not worth all this work...is it what am i to do...?they want me to marry an anerican boy but i dont want marriage whatsoever in my life this dosent seem big but its a huge step in my life and its very important
  17. demons-princess
    well concidering im only 14 i cant help you...sorry
  18. demons-princess
    thank you all youve helped honestly a great amount
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  20. demons-princess
    well my friend sent me some story on the right day here i hope it helps you make up your mind there was a young 8 year old boy who had a bad temper one day his father gave him a bag of nails and told him every time he lost his temper he had to hammer a nail into the fence in the yard weeks went by and the number of nails the boy had to hammer was getting lower till one day the boy didnt have to hammer any nails at all the boy was happy and went to tell his father so the father told him every day he didnt lose his temper and say mean things he couls take a nail out of the fence finally the day came when the fence had no nails!the boy went and told his father so the father smiled and took his son out to the fence and sai to his son"you see the nails are gone but the fence still has holes from the nails,son whenever you say something wronge it leavs a scare wether you say sorry or not you can stab a man and pull out the knife but the wound will still be there and...you need to know that getting hurt with a blad isnt as bad as getting hurt with words from a loved one"
  21. demons-princess
    ive had this thought in my head before but i know its not the answer you sohuld try to solve your problum not end your life its a horrible decision and i know you dont believe in god but im a very stronge christian and will say that heven and hell are there wether you believe in it or not and my religon says if you kill yourself its still murder and you cant take it back couse youd be dead and i know this isnt much but this little strip of the bible helped me when i was feeling like you(christian or not) it was 6.10:20 onward christian soldier it has even helped my nonreligiouse friends
  22. demons-princess
    me and my mother have always been real close but latley we cant stop fighting its like i cant go a day without having an argument with my mom we dont have fun anymore and i dont feel i can talk to her!thats not how i wanted it when i was little i always thought me and my mom would be the best of friends but now we cant even look at each other i want to tell her im sorry but when i do we still end up arguing and since l.j died its gotten worse...i want to tell her im sorry but that dosent make us closer...what am i spossed to do getting desprate for us to be cllose like we used to
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