celticghirl

Kramper is referring to a member of ena and also a good friend of mine: Lilac_indi. Please please help us convince her to get medical help. I dont want to lose her

"Why does it always rain on me?" by Travis

My dad is a firefighter and he was deeply affected by this. He has gone with some of his colleagues to New York to remember those who died so tragically. God Bless them all. Leah

we are not getting back together...he is still acting selfish and immature. oh well

i am soo confused. my recent ex (jack) split up with me because i failed to tell him that my ex (jason) before him tried to rape me. i was devastated and dropped the case against jason because i couldnt cope and i started self harming. i was beginning to console myself, kept telling myself that it is time to move on and just concentrate on other things. jack called me 2 nights ago and is saying that he was out of line for leaving me like that and that he is sorry. ive been messed around soo much i dont know if i should give him another chance or not. i dont want to get hurt again but i still care about him. i am meeting him today after work to set the record straight but im worried. i love him but how can i guarantee he wont do that to me again? should i give him a second chance?

i look at my wrist, i look at the knife i think about this kind of life what did i do? what did i get? horrible memories i cant forget i hate this pain, i want it to stop now i want to explain but i dont know how sorry mum, dad, david and chelle but death sounds better than another day of hell

i havent felt this low in a long time. i called my mum. i miss her soo much. i got a call from my friend. jason is back on duty. i wish i had the guts to go ahead with the case. if he hurts someone i will never forgive myself. i feel guilty.

from those of you who have been following my threads, i reported my ex to the police with my boyfriend. i was really proud of myself. things were looking up. my ex got suspended and an investigation started into my allegation. i went on a break to the lake district with my boyfriend and things were going great. however i messed things up. me and jack almost had sex and the way he had me pinned on the bed was exactly the way jason (my ex) had me before he tried to rape me. i blurted it out to jack and he was shocked because i never told him this before. i ran out crying. the journey back was awkward. nothing but silence. he dropped me off at my place and there were no kisses, no goodbyes. i felt awful. i called him and he said i dont love him as much as i claim i do otherwise i would have told him this much earlier. i asked him what he wanted. he said he wanted to split up. that devastated me. i dropped the charges against my ex. the thought of seeing him again scared me. everything was getting on top of me and i feel stupid that i thought i could challenge him like this. i feel like he has won. i did something i never thought i would do. i self harmed. i didnt feel anything at first. just watched the blood flow down my thigh. later on it was soo painful. i put some cream on it to calm down the stinging sensation and i screamed in agony. ive been doing overtime at work a lot to take my mind off things. to keep me occupied and to stop myself from doing that again. it finally caught up with me when i passed out at work. i feel soo alone

hey grace congratulations for taking the first step to recovery. i am soo proud of you. us females need to stick together in these times of crisis. PM me if you want to talk.

i think he can get away with it due to what is written on the flag. i dont think its entirely disrespectful.

i like tattoos, i am planning on getting one on my lower back. i saw the pic and i think its cool. go for it LOTI leah

well done grace i am proud of you for taking a stand. you will be able to move on a lot better.

yeah its soo cute when guys talk like that isnt it? i hope you are paying attention jack!

my ex boyfriend almost raped me. i kept telling him i wasnt ready. i am a virgin and he felt i was using that against him. an excuse. he tried to force himself on me. when i refused he beat me up instead. i had to file a complaint against him for everything he did and i regret to say he cant get done for attempted rape and assault as i didnt report it straight away i also had my drink spiked not long ago and it was a date rape drug. i threw up non-stop and the flashbacks were frightening.