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All I can say is that true love with prevale. If it's meant to be it'll be. There's nothing you can do to change your destiny.
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You don't understand, without Pokemon I have NOTHING! And all I want is Pokemon and nothing more. I will not honor there fakes and I refuse to watch the new episodes!
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As few of you know, I'm a big fan of Pokemon. My relationship with it has been described as beyond obsessive. Well, a few days ago I found out that the new company that has the rights to dubbing the episodes desided to replace ALL of the origional Voice Actors. (VAs) I grew up with these people as my role modles and only friends. They were like family to me, and now they've been thrust out into the streets to find another job. I was devistated to find out about this. Since I found out I've been the lowest I've ever been. I feel even worse than when my first GF broke up with me. All I been wanting now is for this to either just be some kind of dream, or for the empty feeling inside to just go away. I don't know what else to do, I have nothing without these people, and now there gone forever. I know it's 'different' to feel this way about a show, but please know that this show has been a big part of my life since I was 8 years old and it's been the only part of my life. I do hope you people will listen because everywhere else people just mock me about this and put me down.
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Sorry for not replying in so long, I've been terribly busy with school starting and all. Well, I was doing great until this saturday when I found out they replaced the voice actors (VAs) of my favorite show. Now, you people don't know this, but my relationship with this show had been discribed as beyond obsessive. I felt so bad I came close to killing myself again, but a friend of mine online talked me out of it. I don't know how long it'll take me to recover from this without them putting back the origional VAs. I wish I could tell them how much they mean to me, but I doubt they have the time to talk to some obsessed kid. Well, the new actors will be starting in the 9th season of Pokemon, but to protest, I'm not going to watch the new episodes. I have all the episodes from season 1 to season seven downloaded onto DVDs so I'll just watch them for now. It'll be awhile before I can visit my docter about this.
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I've been feeling a lot better the past couple of month and I talked with my docter and I'm now off of the antidepressant I was on. I've been off of it for a few weeks now and I can feel a change in me. I don't get a chearful as I was when I was on Lexapro, but I'm not really sad or depressed at all. Is it common to start feeling less chearful when you just get off antidepressants?
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My first GF isn't the kind to date other people, she only bearly hung on me because I treated her so well. She just didn't want a BF/GF relationship anymore.
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I'm short on time so I was unable to read the whole song. I just want to comment that although I'm not Christain, I uphold many of their beliefs. I for one think that humans can be taught to be good people if they are raised to be good people.
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I've only been through one breakup in my life, and I chose NC. I will say it was the worst desition of my life. She did in fact want to stay friends, but by ignoring her she stopped all contact with me. I could have still had her as a friend at least, but I chose NC and I lost her entierly. It's been 1 year and 5 days since we broke up, and I still miss her a lot.
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Trying to find out my passion/gift.. Don't know what it is?
MewSkitty replied to KIDD's topic in Personal Growth
I know exactly what I want to do, and that's work with computers! Yes, you can make a great living and be on the computer 24/7! I grew up online and I can never get away from it, so I've decided to become a computer technition! Not only is it something I'll be good at, but also make a good living off of. You said you are on the computer all the time, so why not look for a job with computers? They are at high demand right now! -
For one thing, I don't steal anything worth more that $20 or so because they would have bigger security around them. The only reason I haven't been caught yet is that I'm too smart to fall for stealing big money items. Also, right now I'm only 17 so they wouldn't put me in prison just for stealing candy or something. Also I'm 1 million % against smoking or other illegal things like alcohol or drugs. The only illegal thing I don't mind doing is my music pirating business.
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I'm not sure if it's possible to see a doctor sooner. Besides, I'm not going to be around things to steal for a little while so I should do fine until I can get a handle on this. I haven't stolen in a few weeks, mainly because there's been nothing to catch my eye. I think that as long as I keep myself away from things that would urge me to steal, it would be easier to handle this on my own for now.
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I'm having to move back in with my mom next week so I can start the school year at the home we're sapose to move into. So, I'm going to be having to get a new doctor to talk this over with. It'll take longer to do this, but it won't matter too much. Wish me luck.
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I poem I wrote a long time ago
MewSkitty replied to MewSkitty's topic in Poetry, Prose, Art & Photography's Topics
If I didn't have OCD I wouldn't be so obsessed with Max. I love my OCD. ^^ -
I poem I wrote a long time ago
MewSkitty posted a topic in Poetry, Prose, Art & Photography's Topics
As some of you know, I'm deeply in love with a cartoon charactor named Max. Well, this is a poem I wrote about him when he was just a few months into my life. I have a good friend named Max When it comes to Pokemon he knows all the facts He lives in a world that's not real But to believe you just have to feel That what's not there is there And it can show up anywhere Max wears glasses and a T-shirt And he's too young to flirt With other young girls He did like one once who was pretty as pearls But he lost her to something that was not his fault I bet his heart felt like it came to a halt But he moved on knowing she was not the one Right now all he cares about is having fun Max is above average and very smart There's nothing he can't understand on a chart Max is only eight and very cute Just one look and you'll go mute Max wants to become a gym leader But he could become anything, even a breeder Max let's nothing get in the way Not even his big sister May Every day I wish he was real But for now I can only feel So, what do you think about my poem? This was made when I was like 14 years old and I had just gotten into poetry. I put a copy of it on my locker at school but people just laughed at it. They don't understand that it's a poem of love. No one knows what it's like to be in my shoes. -
When I see my docter on september 5th I'll talk to him about my possible kyeptomania and about being tested for schizophrenia.
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Revenge never make you feel better. Most of the time it makes you feel worse, so please try to avoid it the best you can.
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When I tried to kill myself, I wanted nothing more than to die, but I was scared of death. That fear is why I'm still alive today.
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All ye smarter than I...please help...
MewSkitty replied to Allie.'s topic in Friendship and Friends
Wow, this friend stuff is very complex. I'm glad I never had a friend in real life. -
I've had the urge to steal as long as I can remember (which is about 3 seconds XD.) I will ask my docter about helping me when I see him on 9-05-06. EDIT: YES!!!! my 100th post!
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I've tried those things but I'm almost incapable of self punishment. Also, to this day I have not been caught in the act, the only time people know about it is when I confess it, which is very hard to do.
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I have a very bad habit of stealing. I hate myself because of it. I've tried everything I can think of to try to stop, but nothing seems to work. My last hope is to get help from someone else, but no one I know can seem to help me. I don't know what to do. Please, I need your help.
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I can only bearly see my ribs. I like seeing them so that's why I'm trying to lose weight.
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I'm 5 foot 6 inches and 110 pounds. I think I need to lose about 5 pounds or so.
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You obviously don't know what it's like to love someone online. Our love is true and strong, nothing you people say can break it!
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My only reply to that is that true love knows no time nor distance.