DaManiac

alrite... *phew* oh and well i think there was still pleasure out of it even tho i didn't have puberty then... yea ok thanks guyz!!

i dunno if this question has alreadi been asked but.... um... when do ppl actually start masturbating? i'm a little worried cos' i've started really young, when i mean young i mean 4/5 years old. is that... hmm... abnormal or is there any out there who started at that age? yea i just feel a little unsure about myself about that.

this is a little... hmm... violent i guess so here i am, my head in a vice, i cannot breathe i'm strangling with myself strangling with myself. You dog, your bastard, you... that put me in this vice. How do you live with yourself? i can't lie with you, not a minute, not a second, i cannot stand your face, your voice, your mockingful laugh... yes your stupid immature laugh. but i must tell you, tell you now before i kill you, tell you before i take the pleasure of splattering your blood, and breaking your bones. i must say, i am happy, happy because at least i'm honest to you, at least i can smile at you, at least i can laugh at your betrayal. Don't worry for my anger will turn to happiness... soon and your blood shall drench my hands and i shall be the keeper of your heart. yes... then i can smile.

this is really the REAL picture of today's society

... scary... simple... but... superb!

wow thanks! chrysanthelien take_the_reins sweetie_33 u noe that makes me feel a whole lot better and yes i will try to decide... but until then i'm gonna flirt away! er... just kidding... thanks guys !! DaManiac

as u can see it's three guys... if u might have seen b4 in another post i liked this guy and told him i liked him, that's ok cos' i still like him, but then there's this other guy i met from a friend, he really likes me but probably only for *sexual* reasons b'cos i gave him the wrong message on msn chat. and finally the third guy, he tells me he likes me and he's real cute and real nice but i didn't feel anything for him except for friendship. but now i like them all... it's like i have an "on" and "off' switch for liking the guys, when i see the first guy i like him, then i see the second and then i like him... is there some way i can stop this? or some way i can choose between the guys cos' like it's really driving me heart crazy! and it sorta makes me feel like a slut...

would i date a guy with glasses? well... yes! as long as the guy is nice i'm ok with dating a guy with glasses. as you might have so often heard... "beauty comes from the within" so... it doesn't really matter to me if a guy has glasses. and if any girl rejects you - shes not worth it

interesting, i think the poems are really beautiful even if it is angry because it captures you in that moment, and it seems like you can express every single thought and feeling in words... even if the poem doesn't make sense it is beautiful because it represents you. so neva_black_n_white i think that ur poems ARE beautiful, trust me... well at least to me they are.

1. i'm a female 2. What are you talking about??? 3. Heterosexual ("straight") 4. nopes 5. nopes 6. i'm pretty neutral 7. i already am Comments: hmm.... interesting... just wanted to say i have no objection to anyone, cos' everyone has a right at being whatever they like

hey! i've been reading all the poetry in this poetry section and i'm wonderin... 'wow! how do these people write something so beautiful?' so how do u guys write these poems? like what inspires you to write these works of art? DaManiac

hey neva_black_n_white! yea i thought about it and i totally i agree, it's greed that usually makes us do something bad.

The scenario is I like this guy right? And then silly me I tell him that I like him. I think that was the worst thing I could have done, can't change the past though. So anyways before I told him, we were at least friends but now when we see each other we have never said hello or how are you or anything. The problem is everytime I try to talk to him, he just answers really shortly and goes off talking to someone else, often this other girl. I'm confused does this mean he hates me? I mean I don't want to sound desperate about him but I still at least want to be friends. Anything would be helpful thanks, comforting or not

hmm... my view is that there is nothing to change, i agree that those things are needed to be changed becuase it will make the world a better place. but what is the purpose of the world? the purpose of the world isn't to give us a comfort is it? it is more like, the purpose of the world is to teach us something, give us some sort of experience... and i think that if we changed there would be no point

The question is, if you could change anything in the world, that is anything at all… what would you change, and obviously why would you change it?

Hey peoples thanks for replying, yeah i think that makes sense.

i TOTALLY agree with superfly81

i wonder if you have tried talking to her about it, and apologising about it... or maybe just talking to anyone you trust, anyone who would listen but personally i would like to say that what is done is done and no matter how much you try nothing will change it, as cliche-ish as it sounds. i know it's hard to get over it but think maybe it wasn't your fault, or think that at least now i have the experience and i know i would not do the same thing again... i hoped i helped...

hmm... truthfully i think you should contact her, i think this a time of depression for her and i'm sure she would appreciate you being there maybe just to talk to. you know when she said that she had true happiness before well, she might have been implying something, if i was in her situation, yes i would be very ashamed and i would want someone there to understand me and tell me that i haven't been acting stupid and everything. so good lucks and hope you guys get back together

there's this thing that my friend asked me, she said "when death is upon your eyes, do you open them?" i don't know what's up and what it means. please help, cos' i'm really worried about her.

hmmm... but Happy_go_lucky_heb you know... sometimes crying your heart out really helps you to get over things, well... at least it helps for me.

wow Mahlina you seem to be a pretty patient person, i'm glad your happy now and thanks for sharing your story. it makes me feel a whole lot better knowing that i'm not they only one used by her friend

hey thatguy04 well... actually yeah i have tried to tell her and it didn't work at all she just said sorry gave me a glare or rolled her eyes and kept annoying me... but thanks for helping anyways

Hello peoples! So the problem is I've got this friend, and we've known each other for 3 years or so. And the she's just so hard to get along with. she's not Miss Popular she's the type of person who gets famous because everyone teases her. So in year 7 I felt sorry for her and you know became her friend. But now I can't even stand her, like for instance when I say something like you can't do that or don't do that, she starts crying or tells me off. And I'm not mean to her or make it sound like I'm mean to her, I'm just trying to help her. And another thing, she just keeps on insulting me, like she thinks that i would absorb all that and just be happy. You might think, just stop being her friend… if only it was that easy, she just hangs around me, I told her to go away, she won't, she just says sorry and then goes back to annoying me like 5 minutes later. If anyone could help me to help her, in any way, I'd be real grateful. Thanks

hmm... i think you should just ask her straight out, do you want to go to the prom, or something like suggesting that you don't have anyone to go to the prom with, wink wink nudge nudge. so you won't feel so embarrassed just don't forget to smile. it always works good luck