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Isn't it funny how the harder you shut your eyes the more you can see like the way he is-right in front of me He's so close to me but he is so-so far away my heart is far from him Im not going to get him-not today Why do i do this-all on my own self-infliction is so painful the way i feel the eyes on me It's so shameful Help me god in this time of need help me to see that one day i'll open my eyes and i'll be set free!
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..i think i am pregnant and everything has crossed my mind lately..abortion..adoption..everything and i thought adoption would be too hard and would leave me depressed where as abortion i wouldnt be so depressed but theres a possibilty of not being able to have kids in the future which i dEF. want!...my ex was adopoted and he actslike this is the worst thing that could have happened to him..even tho he lives in the upperclass houses of this town..which is doing fairly well and he has wrecked about 4 or 5 cars and his parents have bought him a new one EACH time he has practically the perfect life but him being adopted has brought him to the point of abusing drugs and now and alcoholic since he has recently turned 21. hes depressed alot and threatens to kill himself and has physically put his hands on me(which is why he is my EX) i dont want my kid to be like that but i am still in high school and can hardly pass an alegbra class much less raise a kid..so i guess what im asking is.. is killing somebody better than giving them away?..i really dont knnow which is better becuz i know i cant keep the kid..i would want to but i cant take care of it..what should i do?
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i think that is a VERY good possibility but u may not want to get your hopes up too high it could jsut be a friendly smile but more than likely i would say yes, shes interested!
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its been so long since our lips have touched and its been so long since my heart was broken being away from you the realization of it comes back if i could only touch you there isnt anything i wouldnt do i would run a mile in traffic or walk in the cold for days without you here life is just a haze i need you in my heart i need you in my soul i need you here in my arms to hold without you my life will unfold i hope you have the strength- strength enuff to wait please, please be here for me... your the only guy-you are my only fate
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poem i wrote about robert..
swtangel980 replied to swtangel980's topic in Poetry, Prose, Art & Photography's Topics
i got grounded for haviong a bunch of people at my house and shit got broken..so i havent talked to him since sunday night..and its not thursday...that sucks hes been on my mind so much..maybe when im not grounded we can get things going good...but for now...im stuck wishin and hoping he doesnt find someone else! -
Im listening to a phone ring no answer-his is voice is there it sounds so sexy and sweet almost too much to bear Im really crushin this guy who is kute and sweet he treats me so good nobody else could beat I wasnted his kiss so bad he is just so unbearable his cute lips and sweet smile He is defenitly not shareable He finally gave into his own temptation he kissed my lips and i felt sparkes running from my lips to my fingertips "Whats on your mind" i say he leans over and his lips touch mine he looks at me and says "thats it" happily i manage to say "thats fine!" he looks at me and says "what are you thinking about?" i lean in and kiss him with no hesitation, without a doubt But could it all end now could it be all over it just had started i wish on m 4 leaf clover I want something magical i want something real while me and him are together that is how i feel but now my one mistake could change my fate If you could feel how i do towards my parents you would udder hate Maybe yes maybe no up to my parents to decide since i betray their trust and i had even lied please help me god if you exist to grant me this for that not to be our very last kiss!
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haha..thanks jenny!! i like your advice!! hehe..
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Could You Be The One For Me?
swtangel980 replied to bubbles's topic in Poetry, Prose, Art & Photography's Topics
thats a reallly good poem!!!! your a good writer! and i feel exactly what u are saying in it -
ha thats horrible...but if you act like you have no problem with her that everything is just great..drives girls crazy when there really is a problem...if that doesnt work...hang on other girls..show her shes not the only one..
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I met this guy robert a lil while ago when i was dating one of his friends(mark). well, me n his friend broke up long time ago and last night me and robert hung out for the first time since i have been single. Ive always had a little crush on robert i dont know if its the fact that he has all his stuff together like a job and a car and hes living on his own or that hes incredibly gorgeous. but anyway me and him were flirting well, at least i was flirting with him. we got in the pool at like 12 at night just me and him and talked at the deep end near the light the whole time about meaningless stuff and i was kinda complaining about having no menthol cig. so when we went to the store he bought me sum.. how sweet and like he was just a gentleman and every way. he opened my door for me when i got in the car and closed it for me....the thing is all of this was great but he just seemed like so distant. he seemed like he didnt really wanna do it but he did..it was so weird. total mixed signals. he seemed happy to be with me but he just didnt seem to be as into me and i am into him.. maybe this is cuz i dated his friend?...maybe, maybe not.. i dont know what to do. should i go for him even tho hes givin these mixed signals or should i just get on with it.. cuz his friend (mark) wants me back and all this stuff...i really dont know...
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ha alright..that sounds good to me...thanks for the help goldie!!
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i really do like him but how do i know hes not gonna hear another rumor and ditch me like before...i dont know its so confusing..i guess ill see where it goes
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alright maybe i should make it a lil clearer..im not asking who i should be with im asking if i should take somebody back after they did not trust me about another guy. we have not talked in about a month bcuz sum other guy told him all this stuff that wasnt true. and he didnt come to me about it but i called him last night and worked everything out but i dont know if i should get back with him becuz he did not trust me in the beggining..so what im asking is do you think i should get back with him?
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Need Help, Is My Boyfriend Gay???
swtangel980 replied to sunny's topic in Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual and Transgender
i say just ask him about it..simple as that..tell him you were doing laundry found sumething that caused sum concern. That is the only way you will find out the exact truth. He has no reason to lie at that point ask him if he really wants to be with you. -
ok i was dating this guy like a month ago right before my last boyfriend the last time i talked to him was on july 2nd . well, we were doing REALLY good and then this guy imma call him bob and the guy i was dating will be Bill lol..just in case sumone i knows sees this..lol..alright well, i dont know i guess bob was trying to get into my pants which i was not letting him bcuz i was dating bill even tho bob is a total hottie..well, bob and bill were hangin out one night and bill calls me and asks to come over but he doesnt drive and we didnt want him to get stuck at the house bcuz parents would trip and well, bob calls and asks to comeover( i wasnt at my house so i had no say in who comes over) and my friend tells bob he can comeover and bill thinks that i told bob he could comeover and i mean there has been rumors about me n bob sleeping together which didnt happen ..so bill thinks i ask bob to comeover and not him..so he totally flips you know how that goes..well, i never said one more word to him till last night i called cuz i found out what happened cuz i had NO clue why bill stopped calling me and we cleared everythign up and he wqas like you want me to start callin u again...and i was like yeah sure...should i take him back since he believed everyone without coming to the main source ME!?...im so confused
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ok well me n my boyfriend broke up andi guess you could say im now dating his friend. hes really sweet to me and i really like him. but last night in the car he was talking about runnin trains on me wit his boy and stuff.. and i was like...hello? i dont think so and he was like i know i could have her but i would wanna share wit my homeboy which..NO...made me mad? i dont know maybe hes just joking right? i dont know.. i hope he was jk i hope hes not like that
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i was thinking..maybe i could just piss him off really bad..make him break up with me go wit his friend if i dont like him beg for my bf..ha..thats so pitiful i dont know..im desprate for something oh well...cant have em all right...
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just forget about him..you dont need him apparently he isnt making an effort to be with you you can find better..he jsut prolly scared.. i say jsut move on girl!
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My girlfriend is falling for my friend i think!
swtangel980 replied to someguy335's topic in Relationship Advice
i would bereally careful...she is probably intersted in the other guy..i would know im sittin in the postion right now and i can hardly look at my boyfriend...im really sorry..just give her space and if she comes to you then shes yours! -
could be acid refux...
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that is the exact position i am in right now...!!!! when you figure it out tell me!!!
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i figured that was the right decision.. damn...i dont know im still confused..but imma stay with my bf and see what happens..
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hey everyone..im new to this forum..well, ok..im kinda stuck in a weird position Ok..i have been seeing this guy for about a month and he has fallen like head over heals in lvoe with me..well, ok that was all handy dandy till we starting hanging out with more n more people..ok..well, to make is short i have a crush on one of his good friends i really like my boyfriend but the excitment of the beg. of relationships and like hiding everything and like..just the awkard begs. excite me i love them and that was never there with me and my boyfriend..but my boyfriend fell asleep and it was a couple of us chillin and he like laid next me and shared his cigs. and we would jsut share everything it was real sweet you know how it goes...and like i would sit up and hewould put his head on my shoulder "resting it" or w/e he tryd to call it..but we were totally flirting and sumtimes i caught him out of the corner of my eye looking at me..it was so kute..i cant just dump my bf for his good friend..thats f*cked up..i still really like my boyfriend i just..i dont know..i really like his friend...to make me sound a lil better him n his friend jsut met like 3 days ago thro me..so i mean hes more my friend then his but they have been chillin for awhile and workin together now..but, hell...what do i do?... please help me i need sum advice FoRrEaL!*!