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my sister isnt able to use them either.. i think shes given up and avoids them now anyway. you can use tampons or lilettes (i think.. correct me if im wrong) maybe you should vary the brand.. lol. experiment maybe your body geuinely doesnt find it a comfortable experience.. until i got used to using mine i know i suffered from a stoumach ache or cramps for a little while (aside from the usual lol, im not dim

what is it about you? i often wonder what it is about you that keeps me intwined in a fictional labrynth of emotions that suffocates any real justification, realistic or rational thoughts to promote an exposed and naive fragment of the person i strived to create i often wonder what it is about you that enthralls me into ever word you voice even unit you speak what is it that captures me held down in a net of confusion simply too difficult to unsnare i often wonder what it is about you managing to know so much yet for me to have spoken so little i often wonder what it is about you that keeps you intrigued

poetry is an expression of how you feel, if her emotions are consistent and she feels trapped, it may well be that she write similar NOT identical things. Only because films have the similar storylines .. do we stop watching them? no.. theres always something unique about them.. those who post responces to poems are often padding there post counts more than those writing them! (just from my viewpoint) slightlybent.. i love you (not in a confession type of way, but i think your great. That comment was possibly light hearted aswell.. but with the mood im in at the minute (at the minutes ... lol to the brackets in brackets) ive taken it a bit personal). sorry if this offends anyway, its just an expression. neva

thanks, even though its hard to appreciate that people can relate, because you hope that others couldnt.. i wouldnt want to make someone feel how i feel to open up.. but at the same time, its nice to know people are similar to me. thanks guys x

mmmmmmmm comes to mind. I dont think id know what to do in a situation if they got up and left for a minute to be fair.. to me its natural.. but i dont know maybe ..not..

Thanks Rozi x i appreciate it on this one. i think exposure (this might sound obvious) but yeah, exposure, or just telling anyone anything is my biggest insecurity.. atleast i know it though, right? neva x

thanks guys.. something i struggle with alot. neva

I love scars.. one with stories.. i dont mean those which have been purposely made.. I have loads.. i shall share one when i was little, i went on a rebellion aginst barbie, cut all her hair off and my mum was like "KELLY!!! what are you doing?!" i dropped these HUGE metal scissors through my foot.. and am left with a war wound, with a unique story i like war wounds on people.. they tell history and moments of madness or uniqueness, etc

I dont think anything physical would distinctly put me off if id took the time to know someone well enough to be that intimate with them. Im sure i may be shocked a little (im not denying that) but, not to the degree id be grossed, disgusted etc

I can see what your getting at. In the context of a man complimenting me though, id prefer beautiful over cute. (to go for looks) But cute has sweet connotations. .. as does beautiful.. infact i want BOTH!

how much - would you like to hear? pick a percentage - of how much to share do you want me exposed? ripped to the core do you want me tainted? left wanting more how much can you handle? the truth is quite brutal do you want me scratched or shot right through? telling you everything takes a lot of ba*** painting my emotions crimson all accross these walls im not used to exposure i dont tell my "stories" i suppose getting over this gives some glory how much do you need to know? have you chosen yet a percentage to tare from me? (i randomly forgot how to spell tare.. may well be wrong) this one isnt meant to flow its just.. a thought

smiles* thanks.. hehe. i dont think its one of my favorates but it explains exactly how someone made me feel. so. thats all i needed! hehe thanks again, neva x

Raw .. i like it, but, i do hope i see you today! ive been in a one sided relationship, (not that it was all his fault) but it rips your heart out, i know. But, you can overcome it.

I take it you havent spoken to him about it? Then again he could shy off if you did. Everyone is different. Maybe hes a little shy. Are you louder than he is? Maybe he doesnt know how far he can take it, maybe a little embaressed by how he would like to respond. It depends, he could just be quite quiet. who knows.

endless contradiction of an image set out so vividly enough to create a picture that need no promps for description an image that displayed love far greater than explanatory an ability to enhance the intrigued minds into a world yet to be offered you portrayed honesty, creativity a beauty that could be explored yet not found - despite a map giving all direction, broken down into the simplest form you offered yourself in every way every way bar the physical form you give hope to those who believe yet take it away when they think they have it you give others everything they could dream for in all magnitudes possible you allow a false world to be created upon which they later acknoledge its fiction you play with our dreams

smiles. i was wondering why the title was mascara,and then it all clicked. good touch. i like that. smiles** its realistic.. not used to seeing that in poems on here, its refreshing.

chuckles x thanks. *big smiles*

OMG you legend.. as if you hadnt blossomed earlier.. how long have you been storing this talent? you are just.. omg, i love it. But really, i seriously enjoyed your poem. Your an inspiration for me at the minute (not for words, since experiences and perceptions differ.. just in genuine talent. its impressive) maybe aspiration is a better word neva

Haha, its ok lol. Your genuine amazement of my skill shines on **JOKES** But really, thanks, i appreciate it Q10.. ill keep it up then

thinking of the time i grew up - looking back through my past flicking through the pictures seeing my first, wondering of my last taking every memory i have and breathing it in the perfection of a naive childhood and the creation of vulgar sins looking into the eyes of a man who loved recreating the words he spoke every love, happiness and smile given a heart so unexpectadly broke each house ive lived in the schools ive been too every achievement ive made and every oppotunity i loosed wondering if its too late all these memories a mess knowing ive gained more but sums come out less what if?

Does Dako delete his work?? *stares* hehe, i love memories and reflections.. so so good. Beautiful feeling. I like your poem Dako. Proud

Smiles* i think i could name a few people whod be seen as doing that. theyre the brutal words that those who care too much wouldnt say. People can take advantage, thrive even off of others empathy. well written.

I remember my ex having a similar issue. He used to use different facial washes until i told him they were too strong. They increase the likelyhood of getting spots (not all products) .. but i think he was using clearacel (spelling mistake) or something like that. After i told him not to use it his complexion dramatically altered. He has amazing skin now, clearer than mine.. infact pure. Sometimes you just need to ease away from the adverts advising you this that and the other, buy a cheap.. or dove (mmmm) soap and see how it goes.. its going to be a slow process but youll be alright.. by the way, it just shows how shallow can be if they reject you for that.. im not saying i dont notice.. but i dont let it push me a way.

I agree with the comment on girls preferring a virgin. I had an ex who saw sex as well.. just that, and i didnt find it appealing knowing how many people he had slept with.. without a care in the world.. you know? (not that your without a care in the world..but you catch my drift)

empowering. i like that. well written. and yay, someone who puts a bit of effort into the arrangement.. well central.. giggles.. but i instantly liked it