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what would cause swollen lymph nodes inthe feminine pelvic area
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what would cause swollen lymph nodes inthe feminine pelvic area
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I have a bit of a worry. Alright heres the game plan. I have been with this guy that i wasnt as attractive to as to my past relationships. And to make things worse hes got alot of back hair. Which i try not to let physical attraction get in the way of how i feel about the person. See i always wanted to man to treat me well. and i usually spoil my b/f. maybe a bit too much because it seems as if he may be taking advantage of me. money wise is just an example. i think he may be a little too much of a control freak. and the problem here is that when i get into a relationship i always seem to want to be around him and would risk me getting in trouble with the rents just to go out to see him. it seems as if im dependinhg on a guy to wipe away all worries from me. any help as to depend on yourself and not a guy. and not let yourself get caught up and drifted away from what truly is important. Please any advice would help!
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yeah but my dad doesnt listen and is just in denial and my mom doesnt want help i guess. i just wanna help her but she is just pushing me away now. and im homeschooled so i dont have a school counsleuor. idk what to do anymore
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i need all of your guys help on this one. Its concerning my mother who has been abusing over the counter pills. Such as generic adderal with 10 mg. diet pills, she even went to the exent of stealing one of my adderal xr pills so that she could get energy off of it. She has chronic depression and she was put on prozac because she was raped by her father when she was young. SO i dont know if that would be the case or what. My dad controls her and she lets it. but the other day she confronted me and was telling me about it. As to me it seemed as if it was a cry for help. She didnt want me to tell anyone and for me just to try to help her through this addiction. But theres only so much that i can do. so i told my dad and he denyed it and then was yelling at my mom and then yelling at me saying i was lying because of course my mother said she has no problem because she dosent want to admit it. And now shes mad at me. i dont know its long but my dad thinks im lying and my moms just mad. shes got some problems. but i want to help her. but it seems as if i cant do anything, you know. the way she yells at me sometimes i dont know if its the pills taking or the real her. i jsut dont want her to die from this. any advice on what i should do. this is my mothers life in my hands!
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what should i do. Alright I met this guy a couple months ago. and we have grew really close as far as friendship. and it seems as if he never had a g/f. but i have went through alot and he was always there to help me through it. all the bad times i had he was there. opened doors an waited for girls. and it seems as if he likes me alot. BUt im not physically attractive to him. i want a guy as nice as him but i dk. what would you guys do. date him for his attitude or no cuz u werent physically attractive to him. I dont know i need help!!!!!!!1
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ALright i have a bit of a dilemia. here goes. I have been taking adderal xr for who knows how long, but the thing is, is that i really dont need it. i do it for the rush. i mean i got put on the medication but i lied to get it. nowadays this is very popular for high school. i jsut have a question on what it could do to u if u really dont need it. nothing serious could happen right???????????please help me out here......
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Trying to get out of an eating disorder!!help
kimmie61788 replied to kimmie61788's topic in Health: Body, Mind and Spirit
do u think it would be healthy to have that slim fast milkskate meal. 2 times a day with a light dinner. im starting to try that. but i just want to be healthy and im so depressed i just dont kno how to get outta this mess. i want to be happy not obsessed with the way i look. any help -
ALright so as u know i do have an eating disorder, if u saw my other posts u would kno. i was even at the breaking point where i wanted to end my life. It was literally eating me up inside. and still is. ok its been 2 years since i had an eating disorder. and i just feel like no matter what i do or try nothing works. im determined to get through this on my own, i just want a few pointers on how to get through this and be able to keep my weight down. any clues. idk if nothing works i guess ill just have to go back to being anerexic. and i dont really want to do that. so thats why im turning here hoping for some help. thanks
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u know i had a eating disorder for about 2 years. and u kno i was at my lowest weighing in at 90 lbs. but the fact is is that it almost killed me. i was pasted out on my sisters floor and thought that this was the end. when ur lying there wondering why u put urseld through all of this u will kno that u dont respect and love urself for who u are. and if u cant do that u wont be able to love anyone else. u wanna kno what happened to me i would take this pills about i think 4 a day and exercise non stop and only eat like a few things at night along with some fruit but i would exerise it off. and u kno what this kills. it takes over ur body controls ur mind and way of thinking and if ur in this long enough and u let it control u , whenu go come out alive u will have awful memorys and be faced with depression. im serious this is nothing to play around with. ive been through it all. and no the pain never goes away, not unless u change ur ways u gotta make a change. i kno ur prolly thinking oo wha does she kno. but im i kno alot more then u think. i went through so much if u need me pm me. im always here. i can help u!! i know way more then u could imagine. just dont keep goin in this direction that i did, cuz once u try to stop u gain all the weight u lost.
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i will give it one more day, and if it doesnt work then it doesnt work out. thanks for trying but i gotta do this one for me!
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i dont want to be drugged up, i dont want to be on medication its all a bunch of smack. my life will better be off gone then let rotting. theres not much left too say i think i already made my mind up. im just so confused. why o why god did this have to happen to me!!!!!!
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I kno u hear the expression "well life will get better, just wait" well not for me i dont kno how much more i can take of this. all of it. i just wanna take a gun to my head and end it while i still have the chance. Im sick so sick so weak. I tried to change my life around. i really did gave it many of many efforts an still its seems as if no matter what i do is hopeless. im scared of what may happen. i dont wanna be alive anymore to find out thou. i have been getting these terrible nightmares. my friends all of them backstabbed me and talk smack. all i wanna do is cry. i even tried to stop smoking, but i gave into today aftera week of smoking and had one. i feel like hell now cuz of that. IT just feels like i dont have a meaning anymore. as if im not even wanted. all of my friends who i thought were there for me seems as if i meant nothing too them. Most teens my age are out drinking haveing fun. but i had to mature alot faster then any of them .and u know it sucks i never had the chance to be a kid. not really. so whats the point. why should i keep living on if nothing is gonna change. i have this guilt so strong in my stomach thats eating me alive. i hear this voice in the back of my head saying end ur life do it now b4 u really mess up ur life. i just am about to do it. i have no other chance. i dunno any help too ppl that used to be in my place and made it. i just am a failure...............
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Well as i sit here and write what im going through it feels as if im putting myself through the same pain over and over again. I just recoverd from a seroius illness by myself but it seems as if im still i dont know not feeling the same as i did before this whole thing started. Im trying to improve and change but it seems as if no matter what i do i keep failing. I quit smoking which revevled alot knowing i still crave it all the time but i fell as if my world is crumbling b4 my own eyes. And suggestions out of how to get up and start feeling better. i have been working out but that doesnt seem as if thats the solution. idk anymore i just feel as if i want to give up. I just dont have the strength anymore. advice plz! heres my journal thing i have been keeping online, its as if a lil diary. u can check it out if u want. link removed but thats only if u have the time of day i guess. hope u can help
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I CANT GET ALONG WITH THEM!PLEASE HELP
kimmie61788 replied to kimmie61788's topic in Parenting and Families
what only one person could help me -
I CANT GET ALONG WITH THEM!PLEASE HELP
kimmie61788 replied to kimmie61788's topic in Parenting and Families
D.H IS KINDA LIKE A DETENTION CENTER...A JAIL FOR KIDS UNDER 18, AND NO THANKS I DONT NEED COUNSLING IM NOT AT ALL OPEN WITH HARDLY ANY ONE -
OK SO HERE IT IS..EVER SINCE I RANAWAY FROM HOME I HAVE BEEN TO D.H WAS ON HOUSE ARREST AND GOT PUT ON PROBATION. THE SAD THING HERE IS THAT IT SEEMS AS IF NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO SHOW LOVE TOWARDS MY PARENTS. THEY BUY ME THE WORLD BUT IT SHOWS THAT MONEY CANT BUT HAPPINESS. THEY THINK THAT THEY CAN SPEND THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS AND ME AND YET I CANT DO ANYTHING. WE ALWAYS FIGHT. AND HE THINKS THAT I AM SMOKIN. I AM BUT MY MOM LETS ME BUT DOESNT TELL ON ME....(DONT ASK) DONT BOTHER SAYING U SHOULD TALK TO THEM BECUZ IT DOESNT WORK. SO FORGET THAT IDEA. IM JUST CONFUSED AND IM NEVER HAPPY ALL THE GUYS THAT I WERE WITH BROKE MY HEART AND MADE ME FEEL WORTHLESS. AND THEN THERES MY PARENTS WHO LOVE ME BUT DONT SHOW IT. I JUST WANT TO SHOW THEM HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM BUT THERES THIS POWER OR ANGER INSIDE OF ME THAT WONT LET ME SHOW THE TRUE INNER FEELINGS THAT I VALUE. HOW CAN I BE TRUE TO THEM AND SHOW THEM THAT IM REALLY NOT A BAD KID AND I LOVE THEM AND WANT TO CHANGE. I JUST DONT KNOW HOW.
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I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. MY MOM has breast cancer a couple years ago and shes in remission, and they think they may have found cancer again. and theres no way they can treat it. it spread. I cry myself to sleep all the time. its as if my life is falling apart. if there is anyone out there that can help me in any way possible into how to get through this.. i thank u
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it seems as if what i try to do nothing works out. It feels as if im going through a crisis i may only be 16 but it seems as if i have nothing to live for. im so weak inside and out. i havent ate i havent sleep it seems as if i have made myself be this way. i need help...any advice as how to change ur old ways and be happy and just love urself
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i just feel like giving up on life...i cant take it anymore. It seems as if everyone is after me. as if i hear these voices in the back of my head and i cant get them out. My ex always calls me in the A.M and i just fall for his stunt everytime. He has a way to sweet talk me into doing anything...but i do have one question..and i have been thinking about it alot. THere is this guy who cares about me soo much and would do anything for me but the only problem is he isnt physically attractive too me. ANd he wants to date me. But he makes me feel so good about myself when i talk to him online. but when he calls i just dont wanna talkto him. I dunno what to do., its a werid feeling ...any help
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i just cant do it anymore...i cant tell my parents anything!! that i am what i am because they will do something drasitc. THey just keep tellin me taht i am a mistake. i feel hopeless i cant stop smoking and i havent ated a real meal in who know hows long....i dont know what to do im just bones help..........maybe everything happens for a reason..idk
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YOu know i was exactlly in your place.other tthen i lost my virginity to this guy..i was in love with him. I gave him soo many chances and it seems as if all he didnt change..i would do the same thing you would do.. The best advice i have to give u is to move onn and get away from him. Because all he is going to bring u is heartache and pain. There are plenly of other guys out there. Know that your both in college hes goin to want to have a party life. Just follow your heart and it will decide it. YOu just gotta love your self and think if about what will happen if he keeps doing what he did. Are you going to take it and let him treat you this way. I know you dont want to hear this.. but its the truth im sry...i went through it i know! You just gotta get away from this guy. good luck...
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Ok so it seems as if my ex only calls me like at 2 in the morning and then wants to do something..i know i lost my virignity to him but i need to move on. He turned me into a nice timid girl into this raging bad teen... and its so hard recovering from him and just all the stress in my life. i just got a new car and im getting a job but it seems as if im never happy noo matter what i do or try to do nothing seems to work. I just never feel happy i think im depressed but i just need to get outta this hole that i dug myself in........please help me
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thanks for ur advice. but thats the problem i lost my virignity to him. it seems as if i will always be in love with him. Can u give me any advice as to how to get over him. Hes always on my mind. I dont know why guys do this to girls. Maybe because hes a bad boy an i seem to always fall for the bad ass. is there something wrong with me because i like him so much!
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For anyone out there can u please help me...It seems as if i dont know what to do... I tried calling my ex b/f but it seems as if he never answers my calls when i tried calling him. I am so much in love with him. But heres the thing he goes back to toledo in a week. Which is about a 2 hr drive away from where i live. Should i try to call him and hang out with him before he goes back home or should i just leave him alone and not call him again...knowing that he wont call me back...i really wanna see him but im trying to decide on whats the best thing to do. Last week when i saw him he just wanted me to give him head after watching a movie and then said he had to leave. Plus knowing that a girl called him while he was over and he told her he wanted to do something with her the next day.. And when i was drunk on new years eve he keep telling me that he was gonna come over so i keep calling him to see if he was and i think i called him too many times. DO u think its possible that he doesnt like me anymore because i keep calling him....i just dont know what to do can u PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!