kimmie61788

Help me i feel so weak, i feel as if i have no control over my body any more. Its like i cant do anything about it. I have been takin adderal xr like everyday that my friends feel me. NOt eating until night time and not even eat that much. I just dont know what to do. I am not .. thereforeee not telling anyone that i have this problem, I just need help to get through this by myself. I smoke whenever im haungry. ANd im afraid of gaining weight. I am so mean to my parents all the time. And i dont know why cuz they just bought me a brand new 05 kia. And i ranaway 3 times. I just need to love myself but it seems as if i dont care about what happens to myself....

When i got drunk it was just with me and my friend but when i get drunk i seem to wanna be with him. SO i called my ex about 10 times which is alot. and now he isnt talking to me. I feel so bad for what i did. I tried calling him the next day and he didnt answer so i left a message on his phone. And he still hasnt responded. I dont know what to do. Im so in love with him and i dunno what to do anymore. Just please if u have any advice it would really help. Thanks

It feels as if my whole world is falling apart piece by piece minute by minute.I just feel its only a amount of time before something really bad happens to me. I do not want to seek help for my eating disorder. I am still in love with my ex, head over heals for him. My WOrld is just coming to an end. I think i should just go down.. i dont know. I have tried to much and i just give up....