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  1. hi everyone. As of late i'm very aggravated with my mother... i just graduated and I work 7:30-3:45 each weekday so I have a steady job. I don't know the problem but she just seems really ignorant lately. If she would take a step back and look at the big picture it may be a bit easier for her sometimes and less stressful for me. I can' really move out but I don't know how I'm going to make it through college living here. and lately i've been so stressed out over somethings and it's all just adding up too quickly. IDK i'd really like to try living on my own but I know it's not financially right at this moment. any advice would be appreciated.... i'm just stuck and everything is getting really old around here. take care, -.ins
  2. You know how many friends I have that have said that... and now they have kids... yea they are barely hanging on now due to having to raise a kid at 17-19 years old.... the truth is we don't know... we just say that so we don't have to hear someone nitpick at us. as for the pill ordeal... ask your doctor. -.ins
  3. So I'm driving around this afternoon enjoying my system and I flag down this taurus filled with girls. They tried to flag me down last night but I played it cool and ignored them. It seemed to work because they all wanted to cruise later tonight. Unfortunately I get stuck with helping my friend hookup his stereo so I don't get out of the shop till about midnight... after that I go home to shower and get all GQ to go back out and see if anything is going on. So I make a trip around town and one of the girls comes up to my car from her yard. I catch some slack for not hitting them up this evening but eventually she asks if she can get in. I'm like well It's midnight but we can kick it for awhile. We both agree to cruise around out in the country seems to how it's a nice night (I doubt anything would have went on but who knows). So we get into the country and see a cop... she says, "****, take me back home, I'm on probation.) Go figure huh... I haven't spent anytime with a girl just kicking it for awhile and when I do something like that happens. What makes it very ironic is the fact that Radiohead - High and Dry came over XM on our way back (maybe someone was trying to tell me something.) I pull into her driveway, she thanks me, I tell her no problem, anytime, and to have a good night. Then she asks when I'll be around tomorrow. So I'm pretty much set on having some fun tomorrow.
  4. No play it right and take her out somewhere you are SURE she likes. I mean if you click with her don't fall into that nasty friend zone because then there is no hope... I'm awesome at falling in the friend zone and it usually happens when I have low confidence the first few times we hang out. So keep your head up, speak up, open doors, pull chairs, and act lively. As of late I've had excellent luck with the ladies thereforeeee I haven't been on here that much. but i have a funny story to tell about a girl so I'm going to go make a thread now. Good Luck, Take Care! -.ins
  5. so I went with the three girls and we weren't really digging the scene. dinner was fantastic and everything... but the dance was lame and we couldn't even dance through one whol song. am i ashamed i went.? no will i dress in a tux again before my weeding day....? no... the whole night was bunk besides dinner
  6. everyone has their own opinion... i'm happy i'm going simply because all my friends are. I work hard (2 jobs) to be able to afford to have a good time. and it won't even be like a 300 dollar night so it's alright. -.ins
  7. great news. well i went from being let down, to denied... to taking 3 girls hahaha yea go me. how? well 3 of my best friends are going together and they just asked me what I was doing today and said it'd be more convienant if i was around? i said okay and jumped on board! -.ins
  8. I cry when darkness falls// the glow of the street light isn't enough// the street through my heart turns into a narrow, empty, dark hall// I said I loved you, and I thought I heard an echo, "I can't get enough" thought we were in love// but it was merely a game of chance// now when i take the time// to consider all the variables that could end a youthful shot at romance// can't say i'll be surprised in the morning// if you are here with me// can't say i'll be surprised tonight// if you leave the darkness without me// because I hide my tears till you're inside// then my heart pours on the street below// one day, when my narrow heart opens... i'll be able to say that wasn't an echo. bored thought i'd give something a shot. i have an explanation for it all but i wonder if any of you can interpret it. comments? thanks -adam ( )
  9. don't feel bad. i've gotten screwed over twice... and i'm pretty pissed off and upset. after my luck with females i'm really starting to wonder if the game is worth it. i'm not good enough for anyone but i work my rear-end off and would help anyone in a second. but whatever it's going to be funny whenever i don't help anymore...
  10. either way i know tomorrow. and it's the end of it. if she says no i'm just going to say "that's too bad" and tag along with 3 of my friends.
  11. Yeah. well for high schoolers like me who work 2 jobs and hardly have enough time for a social event. That isn't really on my mind for prom night. If it happens it happens i'm not striving for it. I'm more down for the social event
  12. Post all your PROM concerns here. It's a big time for us high schoolers around the US and wherever you are.... issues? suggetions? need to vent about prom? need a date still and the days are ticking by fast? post here... lets see everyone's situation and see if we can better it! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Here's mine I asked a girl today (friday) she said she would think about it and let me know. Her friend said she would say yes it's just what they do. This was at lunch... I didn't hunt her down after school or anything because I didn't want to make her think I'm just a female hungry freak. So I guess I'll find out on monday. I've gotten screwed over once... a girl said she would go... then she backed out after buying her dress. So I asked this girl (her sister is real cool along with her mom), but she is a freshman. I don't really see anything wrong with it if we just go as friends... which we are but why would she say she would think about it. My mind is in shambles and I don't know how to take this. I don't want my previous situation to happen again... that really sucked and sent me into a world of anger and hate for about a week. so what's your suggestions? -.ins
  13. call... now. alls fair in this situation man.
  14. To make it on my own. Do everything My mother didn't. Even though I respect her she just didn't make the correct choices. Take no handouts and raise my kids in the right way.
  15. gonna wait till payday and just go in there and dump about 200 bucks and talk it up w/ her. so yea.. hope all goes well on wednesday
  16. we were in gradeschool the first time so it was nothing really. we were scared to death of eachother she just liked me i think and i was like ok... let's do what everyone else is doing and "go out" haha
  17. So Today I'm... shopping and I walk into a clothing store to see my first relationship. (lol @ relationship... more like a friend in elementary school, but we were "going out") I haven't seen or talked to her for about 6 years... I guess she works there. I mean I think we would hit it off pretty well but I'm scarred to say anything... she kept looking @ me every 3-5 seconds as if she wanted to get the first word in but it just doesn't feel right. I'm sure if I broke the ice it would be fine but I don't know if I should do it while she is at work. I'm real tempted to go in there tomorrow and strike up a conversation or something and possibly try to get her numbers or what not.... do you think this would be weird? i mean since we haven't talked forever (they kind of just moved away). But since she kept glancing over @ me I have a feeling it would workout. I'm in need of a prom date and this would be a hell of a fun time if we could hit it off good. so what do you all think... should I ask her, or should I let it pass me by and not say anything to her? thanks a ton -.ins
  18. yea it's something else. thanks you made me take out grace. i love this cd. what else you into? i mean if you like jeff buckley you have to be into music. because most people around me haven't even heard of him.
  19. I don't really write to free up anything up there. i don't stress over much because tomorrow is another day. when I write it's almost emotionless and just fresh thoughts turning into words most of the time. I think my lack of stress and issues really puts a restraint on how often I can write, but it also gives me time to think about how to go about writing something. it's an odd philosophy on writing but I'm pretty sure that's how I work. emotionless or not... words do mean something to someone in the end... good night, -.ins
  20. Jeff Buckley is something else. I can't explain how much I like his music eventhough I don't play it often. It just puts you into one of those moods. It's most definitely the song. I've never seen the video but the whole album just puts me on a emotional rollercoaster everytime I hear it. it sucks all the real talented people have to die. just makes you wonder...
  21. I know I just hurt myself whenever I spent 3 months trying to get with someone who was taken. Now when I look at and talk to a girl I just compare to her... and nothing will ever match her. Who would have thought you could get addicted to a person?
  22. nice... it's crazy how similar they can be. I couldn't be that cold to my child it would make me feel guilty. I'm just glad I have my mom. I don't really care about my step-dad either. But mom is basically my world eventhough we go through some rough times. -.ins
  23. as hard as it is let it go. i went through this but they were together for like 4 years. she knew how I felt and was fine with it. we were still friends but could never be in a relationship. let it go for the sake of your mind... i know i was completely obsessed by this girl and it was very unhealthy. -.ins
  24. don't think I need a hat that reads tickled. I'll just stick with the Illinois State University hat.
  25. Well... I'm at a point where I need to really get in shape. I have the drive and urge to do it but the time is a problem. I live 30 miles from the city and we have a community center with a small gym but it's always rented. I just found out I can join a gym in the city through a discount program at the place I work. This gym is very nice and has 2 locations in the city. I'm highly considering this but it seems like the most I could get there would be 2 times a week on average. But I'm thinking it would be a great way to meet people and reach my weight//physical goal. Any of you members of gyms? do you enjoy going? anything you don't like about the gym? just throw out some ideas. thanks! -.ins
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