daisy_rides

Every now and then I write these retarded thing, I was wondering what u all thought of this one? here are two of them. #1. A scream breaks in the dead of night The hunter has taken his first bite The pain rushes through my veins The agony makes me no longer sain My bones freeze The pain lingers as it will tease My lungs fight for air I can feel them beginning to tear I'm so alone I sit in the corner and moan My lips are now blue Now that I've lost you #2. You've played so many tricks I'm trying to block you out with bricks But somehow you always break through This feeling is not new You always knock them down And I become once again, bound You break through my exterior And begin ripping at the interior You strike as swiftly as a dart You go straight for the heart I'm hollowed out Will this ever end?, That I doubt You are now in control Deeper and deeper you dig the hole 'I must stop you' This said is nothing new Will anyone help me? Someone please set me free... There pretty lame, I just wanted to know what you all thought. Thanks for reading them anyways.

like this guy, he says he likes me, but all my friends say that he's just trying to use me. I sooooo badly don't want to believe them, but then there is that part of me that never turns away from her friends. I really don't know what to do, the other day he asked me if I wanted to possibley start something serious with him. He's a really cool guy and all, but my friends say that he's VERY manipulative and it's only gonna get me hurt. PLEASE HELP!!! -Daisy-

I really can't give you an answer. Maybe you should try calling her and talking to her. That would be the first thing to do, then we'll see what happens.

thanx, I don't know what the hell I was thinking. Well thanx and if I have anymore problems I hope to hear from u. lol. Thanx again -Daisy-

I've known this guy for about a year, maybe a little longer, and he's been known to lie occasionally and to be somewhat manipulative. Your probably wondering why this is my problem, well he told me that he liked me and that he was wondering if I wanted to possibly start a relationship with him. I told him I was interested but didn't have a forcertian answer. This happened last night. He told me to meet him somewhere, but never showed up. I thought that he ws just pulling some cruel joke on me or something, but to my surprise, he made an unexpected visit today. He wanted to talk to me about what we were sapposed to talk about last night. ( us and the whole dating thing). I have a feeling that he maybe serious, but I don't know if he's liying to me. Something that sounded weird for him to be saying something was that if I like someone and they liked me and we were trying to hook up that he didn't even want to screw that up. He sounded really sincere. I don't know wether I should take a chance and see what could happen between the two of us or tell him not right now or not at all period. I mean he's a really cool guy I can talk to him about anything and we get along, but like I said he's been known for being very manipulative in getting what he wants. How can I recognise if he's lying? Thanx for listening and all advice is appreciated. thanx again -Daisy-

thanks for your advice, I guess it wouldn't hurt to go out with him and see how it goes, and if he is in it for just my body then I'll just cut it off. Thanks again. -Daisy-

I need help with a problem, a while ago I was fooling around with this guy, but we never had sex, and it was manly a 'just for fun', 'friends with benifites', type of thing. Anyways, I noticed that he wouold go around and tell people a bunch of crap, to make him look cooler or what ever. So I told him that we should stop, he got mad, we didn't talk for a month or so. Well last night he was talking to me and he asked if we were ok now. I said yes, we talked for a while and he asked me if I wanted to go over to his place, and obveiously fool around. I told him that I wasn't into that crap anymore, and that I wanted to actual look for a relationship, something real. Then he asked if I wanted a relationship with him. I never really answered him and told him that theres some stuff that I needed to sort out before even thinking of that. He said he is a very intimate person, that's exactly what he said, now I don't know if he thinking that if we started dating then, we could start fooling around again. I told him that I'm not going to start dating him, and then jump into where we were before. He said understands and that he like to cuddle, kiss , and all that stuff. I don't know what to do. I need some advice, should I go out with him and see what happens, or should I just tell him no and don't bother with that mess? All advice would be greatly appericiated, Thanx. -Daisy-

You are really good at writing that stuff, I really like this one, it's very visual with all the 'blood staind' it's awsome. I hope that there will be more. -Daisy-

Try asking her out again, like to just go out to a movie or dinner or something, something that could be a one-on-one thing. That may help you with your problem and while your alone you might get the answers your looking for. You could just try telling her how you truly feel and take a chance with that. Good luck, and I hope everything turns out right for you. -Daisy-

Thanks for your advice. I really appreciate it, and I'll take it into great consideration. Thanx again -Daisy-

I have fallen for my best friend, I don't know if this is such a good Idea. We've been friends for well over 5 years and for quite a while I've been getting mixed signals, so I eventually confruted him on my feelings, he says he feels the same way and is looking for a relationship, I on the other hand for the longest time could only think of going out with him, but for some retarded reason I don't feel right about it at this time and point, but I like him a lot! I feel as though it would be really weird, since my parents and his parents are friends and you know how that whole thing goes and it might be kinda weird because he's younger than I am but not by much. I also don't want to screw up our relationship as really good friends. what should I do take him up on starting a relationship, or tell him not now maybe later and possibly lose my chance, or just tell him stay friends only and just put the thing to rest. Any advice is appericiated. Thanx -Daisy-

i really like this guy, but I don't know if he likes me. I want to tell him, but I don't want to come out and ask him and have him not have the same feelings and me feel like a complete idiot. any advice on how to ease into that sort of thing or how I can tell if he likes me. any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanx

I don't know if its abuse, did he hurt you or leave marks? If he did then maybe you need to tell a friend. Has it happened a lot lately or just every now and then? he may have some anger issues that he may need help with. I hope everything works out for you and that it doesn't happen again. Good Luck.

For the longest time I've always dressed and acted more like a guy than a girl. I'm 15 I've dressed this way as far back as I can remember. Obveiously people made fun of me constantly. I was called names from the usual a 'guy' to being a 'dy ke'. Eventually I got so sick of it because I was being me the only way I knew how to and I couldn't go one day without people saying crap about me. I even had the thought of hurting my self, but never did. Then I thought I had the answer by trying to start wearing girlier clothes and that only made it worse. I've gone back to wearing my usual clothes. And I find myself hanging out with guys and getting along with them totally fine, because I act like them more, but when I hangout with my girl- friends I feel as though I'm not myself and I'm trying to lie to myself just to fit in with them. I'm seen more as the 'guys friend' type more than the 'girl friend' type, but I don't want to be the 'friend' anymore. I'm sick of it but I still want to be me. Can anyone give me some advice? I'd really appreciate it. Thanx

I met this really cool guy a while ago and we hit it off pretty good. I don't see him that often, but we talk on the phone all the time. I was thinking of telling him that I like him, but I just don't want him to say he doesn't feel the same way or something and then have us not hang-out as much if at all or something. I was wondering what aproch I should take? Thanx for your advice. -Daisy-

Alright this ones kinda long. Here it goes, a few years ago I met this totally awsaome guy, who is now one of my best friends. I was practically 'head over heals' for him. Then I told him how I felt and he said he didn't feel the same. Of couse I was bumed. And it took me awhile to get over it and still hang out with him all the time. About two years pass I feel as though I have gotten over the whole thing when he started making commments here and there. So one day I questioned him on them, and asked if he liked me. He said he has for a long time and also did when I asked him a long time ago. He said," I wasn't sure if I wanted to have a relationship and did want people saying a bunch of crap." (Since there is an age gap of one year, but he is 2 grades lower. and he also is in the same grade as my sister.) I wasn't totally happy that he told me this because I had just thought I had gotten over him. But it's been about two weeks and I'm starting to like him again. I told him I would need some time to think about stuff and I'm seeing him today and I wanted to talk to him about it and answer him. But he's also the type of guy to go out and start flirting with other girls a lot. I need some advice on what I should do and how can I tell if he's being sincer? Well thanx for reading it, I know it was long, sorry. Thanx. -DaIsY-

I was wondering if anyone could help me with things to say to guys? I need some advice, I'm not quite smooth in that area. Thanx -Daisy-

I totally agree with what you are saying. I mean what is the big deal with having sex at a young age, just so you can add more and more frustration to your life. I don't know about you but I don't need it at such a young age. I'm saving myself for the one who I love. -Daisy- P.S. I've herd some people think it's sexy when someone is a virgin.

Maybe you should try talking to him alone and relax. Ease into it and maybe drop hints to him here and there. If your cousin has a bf then you shouldn't worry about him moving in on her. And just try laying it all out to him and talk to him. I hope everything turns out alright for you. good luck. -Daisy-

I was wondering if anyone out there knows the answer to my question or parts or hints to it. I was wondering how you can tell if your gay or a lesbian? I would really prefer advice from someone who may have some experiance in that area, but I would be thankful for all the advice I can get. Thanx, Daisy

This one Guy and I had fooled around a bit, I thought that he liked me or so he said. He wanted to fool around not long after we had just met, but I said I didn't like him enough to just start fooling around with him and that I would rather get to know him better first. about 6-8 months later we started getting closer and fooling around, but not having sex of course, but he did pressure me into having sex with him. Almost everytime we were together he would ask me if I wanted to have sex with him every time the answer was the same. Then one day he just stopped hanging around me and he barly talks to me now. Now I've herd that he's going around telling people that I went and was the one who pressured him into having sex and saying I went and made out with all these people and now some people think I'm a slute, and most people believe him since he's popular and all that crap. I'm really confused in what I should do someone please give me some advice, I would really apriciate it.

Not to long ago I started having feelings for this guy and after awhile of getting to know each other better, I obviously didn't know that much about him, we started fooling around, we never had sex I told him no. But we messed around for a couple of months this went on for. He had always pressureed me into having sex with him, but I still insisted no, since we weren't going out and he never mentioned me to any of his friends. Then after I said no so many times he just desided the hell with you and started doing the same thing with my friend. Only I know whats going to happen. I don't exactly know how to tell her. She likes him the way I did before and I told him to back off, but he said since I wouldn't have sex with him that he would get someone else to. Help me what do I do? and am I a slute for what I did before?

Are you sure that you 'love her'? does she know you are you good friends or did you just meet. Maybe you should just ease her into the fact like ask her out to dinner and tell her that you really like her and as time goes and your certian that you still 'love her'. Then tell her when you feel the time is right. I hope everything turns out for the better.

Hey, I had a friend that was in the same situation. She was fooling around with her BF and then she noticed that she had skipped her period and started freaking out and eating a lot and always feeling pains in her stomach. But eventually she started to calm down and talked to her boyfriend about what if, and now she's totally fine. It's probably just stress, try getting out and doing something to get your mind off of things. Well good luck to ya.

This is my first problem that I've done on here. I'm 15, young I know, and I think I might be a lesbian. I don't know for sure but I need someone to give advice. For about a year or more I've felt asthough I"m attracted to women. I find my self thinking of my girl friends more close now and not being interested in guys at all, they don't even cross my mind. I find my self more and more interested in the subject of gays and lesbians. I guess another reason would be that there are guys who call me a 'Lesbian' or a 'dyke'. I don't act, dress, or even have any of the same interests of the other girls that I go to school with. I feel alone and confused. Will someone please help me to find my way and my place.