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  1. sukerbut
    my man the reason i became this crazed loonatick is becasue of her..believe me .. i know and will never forget her negatives...TRUST me on this one...and there were tons..the only thing that i am pissssed off at is that i did not handle my business like a man. i bizatched myself out to her..when i should of held firm...but missing her and the good times outweigh the negatives ... It has taken many months to realize that she and i are over AGAIN for the third time..lol The things i did for her i have not doen for any one else and i will cherish them forever. i enjoed writing this...i read it about 100 times and reminised those memories...do i long for them sure i do...but they are over..she is just a stranger now..some one that i do not even know any more..as for the new girl..i give her my attention and we have discussed about my ex and so on...listen right now no one can replace her..hopefully love will flourish with some one new one day...if its with this one then so be it..but i am not going to sit here and wait countless months to heal without some one..she actually has helped in the healing process and i respect her even more for the help, but in no way is the realtionship as intense as it was with my ex
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    isle i agree...
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    best show on television
  4. sukerbut
    The things that I miss I miss sitting on the balcony on a hot summer night watching the world go by. I miss snuggling on the couch smoking a jay watching the finale of the shield I miss waking up 15 minutes early to watch you sleep I miss your family and you super cool mom whom I fell in love with I miss calling the dog DOG I miss looking for new and exciting places for us to go I miss dining and conversing with you I miss making everybody jealous of us I miss your surprises I miss making love to you I miss making googly eyes at you and you telling me what are you looking at I miss finding ways of making you happy I miss holding you I miss cooking for you I miss making fun of people for saying suposebly I miss lighting those candles before we make love I miss sending querky picture messages I miss making you laugh I miss loving you
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    my man take it from me the master of dating chicks ten yrs younger then me you are setting yourself for some major heartache....at 21 or 23 you still dont have a chance at 17..she is going to break your heart...but its always worth a try good luck and please dont give to much of your heart
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    i know the she was the one feeling, but truth being is if she was the one she would of not left you and i high and dry..so guess what she was the one..the one to break you and make you into a man 100 times better thank you were...the one does not leave you and i high and dry..
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    good to hear form you my man....glad your doing great..hope is very hard to give up on, but we eventually have to let go..at least now i know the pain i have put my other two exes through...i was such a bastard and now its all coming to bite me in the * * * *!! good tohear you doing good md!!
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    i dont know dude...if you still love her you might regress...for me if she told me she was happily coupled up it would crush me..i tried the friendship thing and then i just could not take it any more...for me this was the woman i wanted to marry..to hear she is happy with some one else im sorry i could not deal with that...maybe your better man than i am ... good luck...
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    hey bud your 18 you will experience so many more meanigfull realtionships..no worries grieve and let go! she aint worth your time
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    i feel you bro im in the same postion, but time will heal , stop the interaction and cut her off completely...i should of done that six mon ths ago but i did not...not only did i not heal but i managed to make her hate me lol which is probably what i wanted deep down inside...becuase i hate her also..for hurting me so many times..f her and yours..stay strong
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    once the trust is over so is the relationsip, i wa very much in love with a girl thaqt i thought was my perfect match, but due to her past and how we met..and multiple break ups my trust for her was totally shattered eventually i sabotaged the relationship, rightfully so..i would suggest you pack up and leave dodge as fast as you can...what happens if you guys are married wth children...heatache will subside..alimony payments will last for well over 18 ys.
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    its for the best bud..again everything happens for areason...i am a firm believer in that and it definatly helps me get through the day..everything happens for a reason...dont know what that reason is yet, but just stay true to yourself be a good citizen, respect your fellow man and you will be happy. hurt like this drives you and makes you stronger...man the pain..but you work through it...you have to .. face it..accept it. learn form it and finally try to move on...cant live in your own personal nightmare everyday..as hard as it is..i am dating a girl now...dont really have feelings for her, but she is good to me, treats me nice and slowly i will get through this.(again we are dating before all the enotalone mongers jump on my back and say i am leading her on lol)..i am not going to lie, every time i think i am healed , somehoew some way i find myself gettign into contact with the ex..even though i know there is nothing there...masicst should be my new screen name. i wish i handled things differntly as well..thats why i decided to post this..for alll the new heartbreaks going insane right now with pain..ok got to go now...the day is over and i am going to go ppppppppppARTY!
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    filaraki, i am in the same position ! stay stong !its hard..its best not to contact her..read some of my posts and you will see why!!! this has had to be the hardest 6 motnhs of my life....my career is in termoil..the walls are crumbling around me and all i do is think about her..i have said good bye here amillion times yet i still come back..when it comes to this situation i am very weak...i too feel like you, been in so many realtionships, good ones too...yet this one was the one i wanted to spend the rest of my life with .... she was also stressed with the job situation,,,could not find one for 6 months...i eventually became a thorn on her side becasue i thought she was distancing herself from me due to another guy..when that was not teh case either..just recently i found out she is dating soem guy from her high school back inthe day..stay strong be well and enjoy the sun..zito ei elatha
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    congrats my friend..and thats my point exactly...whatever your intentions are ..hope or no hope..no contact is the way to go. you need to disappear for your own personal sanity and emotional safety...i have done alot of soul searching and even though i do believe the break up was pretty much on her..i did fix certain negative attributes that i possesed and def. helped end the relationship faster. hope , no hope it does not matter..no contact all the way..for you..its so damm hard..even now i was like dam i wish i could talk to her and make things better, but guess what..it aint happening..suck it up, go for a walk and take a deep breath and keep on going. major withdrawal brohter..major.
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    after she reassures you that this time was for real .. becasue i did doubt her for almost 6 months..once i gave in and thought we were in the same page she started palying her old trricks again..random male friends calling, not showing respect, avoiding your phone calls but picking up restricted numbers, making stories up about you..i can keep goign and thats after i treated her liek a princess..just venting ..thaks for that haha....and still i chased after her...all i am saying is that if its broken dont try to super glue it..your only going to get your fingers all messed up...leave it broken...personally when i get into an accident with my car and its never the same and i long for a new one..same should go with realtionships
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    it is when they played you 3 times bobbo...
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    the biggest mistake i ever made was to not implement no contact right away. i begged i pleaded at first..theni wrote her a kick asss e-mail and she wanted to be my friend..tried that for a while..did not work..went out with ehr crew one night without her..got drunk talked sh@@@ about her ... of course it went back to her...please i have learned my lesson the hard way...i have not had soemone break up with me in a long long time..i handled it all wrong..i did well at first but then i put the full court press on and pushed her to the other side of this earth (not that it matters) so if you just broke up..please no contact...no haanging out with her/his friends ..biggest mistake i ever made..i hope you dont follow my footsteps..i know you are going to say my situation is different..ITS NOT!!! you are only going to make yourself look smaller and more pathetick..also do me a favor go to the getting back together forum and see how long all those suicces stories last..week maybe a month..its the truth..i know ti sucks but its the only way to do it..if something is meant to be it will be..not now .. not in the near future...so stop hurting yourselves now..i have been stuck in this night mare for 6+ months...what an idiot!! MOM THE MEATLOAF!!! HAHAAAA
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    i have a question i would liekt o know what you guys consider showing off?
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    well this time i will take the face slapping wake up calls you all have given me..there are many things i have regretted doing since the break up..especially not implementing no contact...so i will no regrett this descision this time..i have decided its in my best interest not to go to the party.(thanks to you all which i know are right) ..even though its my cousin its her crew of friends..i do not need to be there...especially after sending that letter..i am going to look pathetick...its goign to look like i am chasing her...oh by the way look at me now , new girl new body..who the F cares..all i will be doing is setting myself up for more aggrevation. think befroe you react you knumb nut..i have always said that and yet i have never followed through since my mom used to drop me a lot on my head.lol if i had implemented no contact from day one and left it on good terms like we were then maybe just maybe it would be ok to go..but since i have totally made a spectacle of myself to her...probably not a wise descision to go....thnaks all...thats why i posted .. casue i knew you would be all there for me. even though you guys are bitter since the jets are going to win the superbowl this year....i think i have a better chance of winning the lotto and winnign my ex back before that happens lol ..ok case closed no party..not a good move i agree..and yes i am not even close to being over her..and yes it would be unwise to use my current girl as bait...ok got to go now and smoke my 200th cig of the day
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    first of all lefem i am not angry..actually i am very idiffrent..all i asked was if is hould bring my girl..and if one of you saw an ex that used to be heavy and then saw them again how would you feeel..i did not ask anything else..plus i have been talkign to mostly the people that have followed my story ... i appreciate your advice and i am not angry at what you are saying..but you really have not read my enite ordeal...so in essense you dont really hve a clue as to the circumstances of why things happened. maybe pissedd of was the wrong word to use in the opening thread, pluys i am not a fool i know becasue i shaped up she is going to be like wow suker looks good and i want him back...i mean i know this already..plus i am not going there with my speedo to put on a bodybuilding show..i just want to show that although i am torn ..and she knows this(since she has done this 3 times already to me after i have treated her with nothing but love and respect) becasue we talked about marriage many times , that not only did i over coem this but i became better becasue of it..thats all. not looking for revenge, just input if i should bring my girl or go with frineds
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    no she did not respond but i was not excpecting one..and T you are are absolutly correct in what you are saying, but i have to face the music evntually..its not like we ar enot going to run into each other in the summer...minus well do it here at a party were i will have some friewnds as back up..and believe me..i know i am goignt o feel like crap when i see her, but i will not speak to her..maybe a hi or bye...plus with all teh attention i will be gettign from my old friends that i have not seen in a long while since the break up it hink will help me in terms of feeling good. and dam it i doint care what any of you say..i worked dam hard to achieve my goal....and i want to show it off. i disagree with you all but if i saw one of my exes and they looked real nice..i personally would be pretty impressed. all that hard work was done for me, but initiated by her...so thats the end of it..going to the party , have a great time..and really will not give a dam what she thinks or doe snot think...! its always going to be her loss! i look good i feel good and you know what i just dont giuve a dam anymore..im not going there for her im going there for me@!@
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    she s cool..we have talked about the ex many times ... hers and mine..she is well aware of the situation and she knows how much i love her..she also knows that she ripped my heart out three times...i dont like leading people on. ok got to go now have a good one y'all
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    i think you have misunderstood me all...i am not as show off..i m not going there huffing and puffing with my chest sticking out...its a beach party i will be wearing a tank top..that the only hey look at me now is what i am talkign about...i am a very humble person..all i am saying in terms of lookat me now is that i am confident again, in shape and loving life..which i am..ok you will read my next post after the party..thank you for all your replies..and bella ..there is a fine line between love nad hate..its hard not too confuse the two at times. but the enbd result is love ... blood sucking vampire is my pet name to her lol
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    of course i am not over her guys .. you allknow this you read that stupid letter i sent....i am not going over there to piss her off...nor am i going to go there to check up on her..i am goign there so i can have a good time and show every body that i am doing ok and that i am back..in terms of my personality and confidence..there is no way she is not going to be there..my cousin dates her cousin they are all very tight...i might bring some friends with me as well as my girl...i swear to all i am not going there for qany other intentions aside from the ones i have stated..but no i am not over her and i will not be over her for a long time..this i have come to accept . plus i have no ill will towards her..i try but i cant..the only thing i have for her is love..but that will slowly subside with time.
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    you know what it is ron..i have done alot of damage in teh poast coupel of months...so when i go there i do not think i will ewven talk to her .. maybe a hi and bye but thats about it...plus it would not be fair to my new girl..also i want her to see that wow even if this guy did make a complete fool of himself to me..he really has his act together and looks like he is doing well. make her think a little. i am a strong dude emotionally and physically but she has always been my kryptonite...ill let you guys know what happens
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