aelynnryelis of greensky

hello.... i really hope someone can help me. today started out like any ordinary dayuntil i got to school. when i got there i went to go meet my boyfriend. i went to give him a hug and a kiss him but he backed away sorta. the whole day went on like that until lunch. thats when it happened ..... we talked , well hr talked for a while then we walked a lil' bit snd talked some more then he said it was over. it didnt afect me that much at first but after lunch it hit me like a tun of bricks. he gave my a hug then told me that that would be the last time i talked to him. thenn he said good bye. i was crying at that piont but it wasnt til' after he left that i freaked out.. one of my friends comferted me a little. it helped. but when i got home i started to cry again as i put away everything he ever gave me. well it get to the point..... i am dipressed and i want to cut really really really bad because it hurts so much that i dont know who to turn to or what else to do. so if you can please please help me. i really need it.

ok but i cant break up with him ..... he is not my first but the last one hurt me pritty bad so i didnt want to be hurt again... i know that makes no sense but what i mean is that i love him and my feelings will never change that but i think i am starting to not like him in the way i use to but i still love him. breaking up with him, i cant do because i promised that i wouldnt. i told him that i wasnt ready for a long term relationship but i was willing to try. he said resently that he didnt think it would work when i moved and i believe that. but i dont know what i can do i dont want to break his heart and i dont want to have mine broken.. if at all we do end it i want to end it on good terms and i dont want to leave knowing that he hates me. so what should i do?

hi ..... i have been going out with my b/f for a year now. i guess everything was ok (except for some problems). but recently i moved because of some problems at the place where i was living. but i still go to my own school. but after the end of the semester i have to change schools;thats really soon now.and my boy friend has been acting really weird to.we have been arguing about stupid things and acting uncomfortable around eachother as well. i tryed talking to him and asking him what was wrong , all he said was that it was because i was leaving soon but i know that thats not all. and he get really mean to i tell him that he is being mean and that i dont like it but he just turns around and says that i am the one being mean .... i love him but i am about to tear out my hear over this #-o and see i am not very good at solving my own problems ](*,) . so if anyone can help i would really really apreciate it a lot so please help asap because i dont know what to do now.. thanx in advance

hi i personaly think that she would want a nice guy because nice guys are the best people to be with .they make you feel good about yourself and they are really good to talk to. mean ppl are anoying. i hate guys that anoy me in any way . and mostly they do that for her atenion and they flirt in that way otherwise they are just fu@*ed up people. dont change who you are because she might like you to. i hope i helped you out

she said i flashed this guy a long time a go and she lives far wawy frum us so i dont think shes intrested in him but i do think she want to see me unhappy. but i dont know i guess both

i'm scared now, i dont know what to do.i'm moving schools in a few weeks. and me and my boyfriend are having some problems.he asked me if i still want to stay with him and i said yes . but i dont know if i do. i mean i love him with every part of my heart but i dont feel the same.a day a go i called one of my so called friend to get a phone number and today she called him and told him something and now its got him thinking. i wander if she really knows what shes doing. but it started with her saying " i dont want to break you up". FU** why would any one do that to me . i mean i didnt do anything to her.Sheesh it hurts when you find out you dont trust someone but i shouldent be surprised i mean it happened before.so yeah if any one can help please

well i'm only 15 but i think if he really likeas you and you really like him you should call him and ask him what he's planing to do if he really wants totranfer ato a closer school to be with you then you should stick it out. hope i helped

those ppl only listen to your problems because they get paid for it. i mean think about it , their paid to tell you that you have problems and who knows they probably go home to a f***ed up home. i went to people who had the same problem because i know that they know what i'm going through and they'll actually listen to me. i am glad you havent thought of killing yourself. at least i know your not that bad. and i think the reason you want a eating disorder is because your selfcontious about you weight. i was the same way but thats no fun so dont try it. i remember it wasnt that long a go but i was sitting in my 6th period class and my friend had his head down on the desck. after a couple of minutes i looked over and he was crying. iwasnt sure what happened between that time but he had a total brake down and he started cutting himself with a razor.his arm was covered in blood and tears streemed down his face. it hit me like a ton of bricks and i wanted to cry to. but i didnt i leaned over and took the razor from him and in that proces my hand got cut up. then i wiped the blood from his arm and waited until the bell range. as soon as we got out side i gave him a hug and told him to stop hurting himself. i held on until he promised me that he wouldnt hurt himself and then i let go. i started to cry but i stoped my self and i went on. i havent seen him for months and i'm not sure if he's ok but i know that if he died from that then i would feel so guilty fo it. i hope that it gives you a better understanding about things.

it sounds to me like she just wants someone to lean on ....what i mean is that 2 years is a long time and she hasnt totaly detached from you yet. but its alsogood to stay friends. so i know that this sounds just as confusing as your question but i hope it helped a little

i dont think its that..... i've gone through almost the same thing but i was a little worse. i tried to kill myself three times. and your right, attention is the last thing you want. i've lurned to controle it but my thoughts get pritty f***ed up sometimes. i know this hasnt helped you but i hope you know there are ppl out there who have the same problems and not just a bunch of shrinks out to tell you that you have a problem. and if you want to talk your more than welcome to contact me.but thats only if your up to it.well... yeah i hope i helped or yeah if you think your mest in the head just know your not the only one

I have a little problem with my conchence.... See last year I had a good friend, well at least thats what i thought. We were real good friends through it all. She was there when i started going out with my boyfriend and she was there through most of my problems. I could always confide in her because i knew she would always be there. But things started to get bad. She turned skanky and she couldent be trusted. I didnt want to listen to what people had to say about it even though i knew they were all right. Slowly i pushed away from here until i started to fight with her. WEll one thing led to another and she had to leave the school .... Well any ways, this year i started out fresh. Everything was going good except for some nicks. But other wise everything was great.Now its almost the end of the first simester and i guess my conchence is out to make me misruble.Everywhere i turn i hear something about her or i see someone thaat looks like her or i think about all the good times me and her ever had.I found her phone number and, well i thought that i would try to get a hold of her to clear my conchence so i can start fresh when i leave my school. I guess i 'm not mentally prepared for this . but i dont know what else to do.

I have a questtion for everyone that reads this........ Have you ever woke up one day and thought to your self why did I wake up? Have you ever looked at your life in two difrent ways? 1. Have you looked at you life and then looked at someone elses life and wished you were them? 2. Or have you ever stoped and thought mayde everything has happened for a reason. That maybe just maybe you have a purpos in life to do something great.Like for instence you might be here to save someones life or something like that. I guess its just a thought for everyone. So do your self a favor befor you think its all over and diside to end it all... Take a good look at your life and think about all the people who neede you and what could of happened if you were still around. i hope it helps you all

just tell him that you want to spend time with your friends every once in a while. if he loves you he will understand.dont worrie my b/f was like that to but i told him that i wanted to spend time with my friendsand he was a little dutt hurt about it fot a little while but he understoodhow i was feeling.hope i helped

i agree with Iceman26 he is right .

well how long have you been going out?

so let me get this straight ..when you told every one that you were from a difrentcountry you said you were from chicogo right?well since you lived there since you were 6 months old thats tecnicly lying. but who cares where your from anyways. i mean you dont judge ppl by where they come from, its just not right.i mean i ppl start to confrunt you about it just say "i wasnt lying i am from chicogo i mean i have lived there almost all my life but i'm originally from bangal."and if there your friends and they look down on you for that then you dont need them.because its not you fault where you came from but you shouldnt be ashamed or hide it either.well i hope i helped you.

thanx that makes me feel better.i mean i dont really have anything to complane about.thers no yelling here peace and quiet 8) .so i gess its cool buti think it will get a little more difucultafter the holidays because i will have to change schools dont think i am very good at making new friends and i like all the ones i have at my school i dont want to change schools!

well ive delt with ppl who want to break me and my b/f up .any ways you can usually tel if a guy likes you if they tend to smile at you a lot or start conversations with you about any little stupid thing or if they hold you a lot or hug you,touch you and stuf like that...i hope i helped you

i think it normal.....but i gess thats just me.guys do it all the time at my school, no one says anything about it ....actually i think its hot .no big deal.

hello, i gess i have a bit of a problem...well after a year of living with my abusive aunt i moved here to live with my dad and my step mom.Its a lot better than my aunts but i still dont feel right here.My aunt always use to yell at me for every little thing i did or didnt do . even if i didnt do anything wrong i would get screamed at for it. i was always told that i was crap and i wasnt worth their time and that noone else wanted me and that i should be greatful for them taking me in.i mean jeez ,the homeless shelter was better than that.For a long time i told my dad every thing she said about me.i told him that i wanted to get out of there.for a long time he didnt believe me. i gess he thought i was overexadurating about it because i got good greads and always went to school.it wasnt til' recently that i moved here.but it was a big shock to me.anyways i'm here now and i gess its cool.buti feel weired.like if i do something wrong my dad just tells me that i did it wrong and i need to do it again.and its not just that its the way he acts twords me.last night i broke down crieing and i dont even know why.i know this is probably confusing and stupid ....but i would really apresheate it if some one could explane how i feel.