pippy longstocking

I am grateful that I feel such grief as my mum is poorly ..I am grateful because losing her will be losing a earth angel ..and I have that earth angel as a mum ... I am grateful she chose me

I also think they are great if your thinking of getting a tattoo ...have a henna ..see how you feel with it constantly there

me and ems have often had it done at the school fete and events of the like ..I would love a more professional job though ...like the ones you have shown. I also got emily her own little kit , and true enough they do last ..two weeks would be pushing it for the ones I had , but like I say these where little stalls doing little "girly" butterflies and things .. the indian shop I go to for threading also offers this , and more tasteful like the ones you put up. I would deffo like a proper one done in summer ..some of the designs are awesome .

ahh I should have known you would know your places by the books you have read ..fab ,. and yes your quite right about james herriott. Isnt it funny ...you envy your colleague coming here ...I would chop me arm off to get to oz hahaha well ok maybe not me arm ( I need it)

oh wow wow wow wow wow I particularly like the london garden , spot on silver ...you know me well . I recognise the dutch pottery , that lovely blue and the beautiful windmill designs . I don;t actually live in London ..I put it because when I joined here I was been all cloak and dagger about who I was hahahaha ..I live in a place called milton keynes which I believe once upon a time was "built" for the london overspill as its only 40 minutes on a train . But I am actually born and bred in a Hull ..thats in yorkshire so if you have ever heard or coronation street or emerdale farm ..well thats what I speak like haha I LOVE camden market ...its has everything ..oh you get here silver and we will have a ball and a rather large shopping spree hahaha

yes it would be right at home in my garden silver haha ...yes I would some more links thankyou . I never come accross then crazy , but I do love these places where you can wander around finding all sorts of " treasure"

oh those are right up my street silver ..the colours ..oh gosh they are awesome ..I would love a big fruit bowl or a dish big enough to have outside to make a little water feature with . did you make a purchase ?

oh what a great project jetta , enjoy x

you made me cry thats beautiful xx

oh its fab , I have never heard of it either I like it silver x

I lOVE YOUR EYE , I LOVE YOUR STYLE .. the last set where of particular interest to me .. I have lots to add as well .... that second to last one chris is frieking awesome ..

I could feel those words ... are you ona bi polar low darling ...has the darkness come ?

ok I have one my friend who I havent seen since last november popped to me last week. she split with her ex well over a year ago ...infact she was at the "he makes me sick" stage ..they had contact because of kids ....she couldn't stand him ..... her news...they are back together , she was the dumper , she loves him , they got a new hosue together and are blissfully happy planning the rest of their lives.

It was 5 months yesterday since I received that mail .... you know me ..stand up shake myself down and carry on ...not this time ...oh it's not your fault darling ... but I was left with nothing ..all around violated my kindness/stupidness and left me with ...well actually not nothing .. I can't trust I have backed away from all of my friends I see two people , that's it ..you shocked by that ...all the people who want to come round or want me to have a party ..I can't .. my only peace will be when I don't have to see people anymore ... I have chosen now to live my life as a single woman ..I wont be having sex , I wont be having parties , I will never experience marriage and inside, this time, too much was taken from me .. 5 months ..your slippers are still in the same place , your bike is leant against the fence , every plant you planted , every book you read ..it all just sits here ... this time ...I will recover ...but I will never ever let anyone in my heart , my home or my daughters life again. I wish you have peace of mind and live your life happily ...you are the most beautiful man I have ever met.

look If I swallow will you come back this must be day one million by now

good lad flat ...keep ploddiong on , good to hear your nearly there my darling

rosel that was fabulous ... where is your boy darling ?

and mine hahah ...just seeing something nice is a lift hey ..

I can't give rep daisy , but I wanted to say that was a wonderful post .. and hey fraggle

like it mac..especially the last bit

I saw the first little beauties that have been born at the lake ..mummy duck was swimming along with her brood all following her every move ..dad duck was hovering nearby ..watching , keeping his eye on his family ...me and em just stood watching ..well I obviously had a photo frenzy over it all ... I know you would get as much pelasure out of this as me ..I know that you would want to see my pics ..I know that there is only you in this world who I have met who loves this stuff..who shared this stuff ..who just takes me and my eccentric behaviour as the norm ... what will I do now ..I look at the ducks and the birds in our garden through your eyes ..I enjoy for me , I enjoy the fact that emily knows the names of the birds , real names and alias's haha , I love that she knows the song of the blue * * * * and the wood pigeons ..I appreciate that all this is a gift in life. yet ..yet ..I still talk to you ..in my head ..out loud .. I tell you all this ..I thought we would share each other for ever ... I have had some dreadful stuff go on in my life , but never has my soul been ripped apart like it has now ..what's worse is, I know yours has too ... I wish for you ..that you can wake up in a morning and feel joy again and peace of mind ..I prey that you see the ducks again, your a beautiful person , you deserve to smile ..I love you xxxx