I'm extremely tired
Of being wired
With all this ****
When I get bit,
Want to be rid of it
To soon, not yet
Years of waiting left
Those years have great heft,
I just want to die
Tell them all goodbye
Goto heaven or nothing
Dammit just do something,
Im tired and sore
This lifes a bore
I want more for myself
Ended up by myself
All alone
Got damn boned,
im so ****ed
This ear got shucked
I cant cry
I cant lie
I cant die
Music is my only friend
Itll be with me till the end,
God im glad theres music
Makes some stuff less useless.
Though sad it may be
This is all me,
Will somebody ever love me
Will somebody ever care
My guess is no
I need to go,
Go where
There
There
There
Nope here is where I must stay
Im trapped; kept at bay
I feel so hopeless
The hole has no bottom
I always feel lonely and rotten,
I feel like a run away train
Everythings a drain
My life is ****ed; put on hold
Think my balls are growing mold
This world had no true gold
No matter what, no matter how bold
I just feel old
And worn out
To tired to shout,
So here I lay me down to take it
Maybe ill luck out
Maybe I wont make it,
I really do want to live
But my souls run out of me like a sieve
I have lots of holes
Searching for a lonely shoal,
Theres none to be found
Problems compound
Things get worse
With every verse
Why do I keep typing
Why do I keep thinking
Cuz I keep smelling the world
Stinking,
It burns my soul
Hurts my heart
Damages my self confidence
Puts me on defense
Pain makes me wince,
Trying to dull the pain
Trying to calm my brain
Going down the drain
Crashing like a plane
Wish I never came
My soul hurts, got a band-aid ma'am?